Dreas body squirmed and kicked as Shaik hugged her.
Shaik held onto Drea with all his might, as if trying to stop her movements.
Dont run away, Drea. Please. Okay?
Why are you doing this? Youre strange, really strange!
Yeah, Im strange right now. Ive changed a bit. Ive missed you for so long, and I became a bit strange, afraid that you might leave me.
Dreas face turned red in an instant as Shaik held her tightly and casually muttered his words.
Unable to control her struggling, Drea grabbed onto Shaiks clothing.
Shaik buried his head in the crook of Dreas neck and whispered.
I was wrong. Im truly sorry for making you upset all this time.
Let go of me a little. Are you saying that I wont like you anymore? Seriously! But why are you doing this now?
With a flushed face, Drea pushed him away as she spoke.
But the more she resisted, the tighter Shaik held onto her, until her head started to spin.
Not satisfied with just holding her tightly, Shaik embraced Drea as if he wanted to engulf her.
With her breath almost being cut off, Shaik held Drea tightly and exhaled deeply as if his blocked airways had finally opened.
With his face buried in Dreas snowy-white hair, Shaik murmured.
Okay, I understand. I understand, Drea. Youyou want to push me away, right? Its alright.
What?
Its alright. From now onfrom now on, I will like you even more.
Hic. What is he saying?
Drea was taken aback, and her body trembled.
Shaiks overflowing breath and his sweet words felt so unreal.
Dreas mind was in turmoil.
Youyoure bothered by me. Theres someone you likeright? II
So, she kept blurting out words that were unlike her.
This shouldnt be happening. Shaik wasnt the kind of person to do this. Yet, he continued to hold her so tightly, suffocating her, and spoke sweet words, leaving her completely disoriented.
I was wrong. I wont be like this anymore. Never againnever again will I say such things to you. Okay? Just trust me once.
Dreas pupils shook with confusion.
Even her fingertips, gripping onto Shaiks clothes, trembled.
Shaik lifted his head and looked at Drea.
They were in such close proximity, their eyes were the only things visible to each other.
They had grown up together, side by side their entire lives, but it was the first time they had seen each other so intimately.
For a moment, it seemed like Shaiks emerald-green eyes were glistening with moisture.
Cant you trust me?
It must be an illusion.
How can I trust you? How
Cant you trust me just once?
Huh?
The desire to believe conflicted with the feeling that she couldnt trust him.
No, it wasnt that she couldnt trust him. It was simply that she couldnt comprehend the situation.
Unable to meet Shaiks gaze, Drea abruptly turned her head and muttered.
Youre really strange.
Shaik gently smiled and softly cupped Dreas cheeks in his hands.
And in an instant, Shaiks lips touched Dreas cheek.
Hic!
Wha- what the idea was this all of a sudden!
Startled, Drea exclaimed with a bright red face.
Shaik chuckled softly and spoke.
Until now, you did whatever you wanted. You touched me, kissed me, linked arms with me. You held onto me.
That that was when we were young
Were still young.
Shaiks body, pressing against hers, felt so solid that it was difficult to consider him young.
When did he grow so big like this? When did he become a grown man who looked at her with those eyes?
Without saying a word, Drea looked at him. Shaik once again kissed her cheek.
Drea, you were the one who toyed with my heart. For 17 years, you said you liked me, that there was no one else, that you loved me that I would always be by your side You made me feel at ease and tamed me.
I tamed Shaik?
Drea thought with a trembling heart.
It was a feeling she had never considered before.
Yet, at the same time, she realized that she had been truly one-sided in her feelings for Shaik all this time.
Whether he liked her or not, it was a love that brought her happiness alone.