“It’s hard for me, imagining myself outside the palace.”
“Lize, why are you talking like that? Is it because you don’t want to go out with me?
Damian probed me for answers.
What? Does he really think that way?
I quickly shook my head.
“It’s not like that.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure. Like I said before, I like the crown prince very much.”
Seemingly hitting the nail on the head, Damian’s face brightened up.
It seemed like he wanted to say something, but he stopped and avoided eye contact.
His white cheeks were so red, that if water were to touch them, they would just go ‘tssss.’
I barely withheld my desire to tease him again, instead, I stayed with him just grinning.
***
That night, I had a dream.
‘Carpel.’
A gentle voice echoed.
There were two people sitting side by side under the dazzling night sky that was strewn with countless stars.
There was a woman with long bright silver hair and a man with indigo-colored hair that resembled the early hours of dawn.
The man rested his head on the woman’s shoulders, his eyes were closed as if asleep.
The facial expressions of the two were drastically different.
The woman’s beautiful face was pale and covered in a stream of tears, while the man’s face seemed very serene.
‘I will keep my promise to you.’
Whispering into the man’s ear, she raised her head afterward.
It was as if she didn’t want him to be caught in the tears she was shedding.
‘So you…’
She shook her head slowly in a pained motion.
Her voice was mixed with so many emotions such as sorrow and anger.
But the obvious one among them all was her unconditional love towards the man.
‘…keep the promise you made with me.’
At the same moment she whispered, I suddenly woke up.
“….ah.”
Across the midnight velvet sky, the countless stars were still shining brilliantly in place.
The lush green fields swaying in the wind, patches of wildflowers blooming, the distinctive fresh smell of grass, and the even weight of the man’s head resting on her shoulders.
It was a bizarre vivid dream.
As if I was there, experiencing everything on the spot.
“What happened…”
I’m having all sorts of strange dreams.
Trying to brush it off, I raised my hand and wiped my eyes.
“What, how?”
I fully opened my eyes, surprised at my fingers.
My fingers were wet and slightly wrinkled from wiping away my tears.
As if I had been sobbing and weeping the entire dream…