Chapter 1: A difficult childhood

Sooo we can begin , my name is Celine and I am 16 years old when i tell this story of my very difficult childhood.

It all started when I was born my grandmother died before I was born but I was able to know my grandfather but all on my mother's side but he did not last long before dying at my 4 years old but wait for it it's too much move on so my mother has met a gentleman with who with she had me and my big brother but suddenly you are going to wonder where my dad is now, he is dead and no one from the family wants to tell me how he died the only story what I have of him is that during the pregnancy of my mother who was pregnant with me he hit her and made her lose her teeth but I never knew him because he died when I was born but apparently my big brother who is older 5 years older than me would have known him but also I never knew my father's family because no one wants me to contact them because they say it would be a waste of time and that I shouldn't do it.

When I was 5 years old my mother did not take care of me properly so it was my aunts who took care of me because my mother played video games where she trailed but for my big brother she was always there for him and why not for me?

I don't know because when I ask her this question today she stutters and suddenly she avoids the question but basically she met the love of her life through a video game, you realize it through a video game! It's incredible !

But what my mother didn't say was that we had to move to France because that's where he was her lover but I was  in Poland so she took us with her and we left for France so we first stayed 2 week and we came back to poland to take all our things that were there and we went back to france and we moved in with her boyfriend who is called Robert but it didn't matter because neither me nor my big brother really liked him at the time. at first but then we started to appreciate it but we were too young to understand that all he wanted was someone he could have sex with and smoke then a maid because yes now it was not my mother who played video games but Robert so my mother was cooking, etc. at the beginning, we didn't know but we understood very quickly that this Robert was alcoholic, but he took a long time to work in masonry and building constructions, but he was a fucking alcoholic who smoked cannabis as well!

One day was Robert's birthday and he invited a friend but it didn't go well that day because we had to go get something to drink and eat for this party so I had to accompany this man to Franprix but instead of going directly there he took me to the limeuble cellar and raped me but no one knew until I told my on my 14th birthday...

And after they did sex in front of me and my big brother, but still with the man and Robert, both on my mother, it was horrible to see for a girl my age and now I'm afraid of men.

All the summer holidays I was in Poland so I went to school in France which I didn't want at all but I had to do (we arrived in France in 2011).

When I was in cm2 we had to move and the only person who was working at that time was my mother because he didn't do anything but what I find abnormal is that my mother always paid attention to my big brother and not to me and Since then I felt all alone and I made several suicide attempts when I was younger but none worked I felt so alone that I started scarifying myself and smoking ,  talking about smoking after moving also Robert it's put on cannabis and suddenly he smoked it every day!

He was very hard on me and my big brother so it's Robert's fault that me and my brother fell into depression, it was obvious to him, but I didn't because I didn't want people to worry about me because I grew up alone and I would stay always alone.

Ever since we moved to my new home , my stepfather insulted me like a bitch of a worthless whore, that's why I fell into a sever depression, but there's also school where they hit me and they laughed at me so i was builled all the time because I had no friends or anyone to talk because at first I didn’t wanted to make friends but one day a gilr came to me and talked to me a lot of her life so we became friends.

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