Chapter 32: The monster within

Lappland pov 

"You know I was worried about Blake and you". 

" I'm worried about others too "

Hazel says and I get the feeling she is about to cry. Hearing that she really cares about the fate of other girls who used to be in our pack of friends I'm going to say what I know .

" Ilia became an enforcer at least she was one a year ago". 

I say reminding myself of the girl who fell in love with Blake and to whom I had to explain why she shouldn't. 

' When I think about it I'd rather it be her than Adam' 

Thinking about that fucker I tighten my hand on the railing. 

" I know that, she was one who told us who whos waos chas by the white fang and who we should help escape." 

Hazel says looking at me. 

' That would explain a lot.' 

I think remembering how many times she has refused to take on tasks.

" Trifa also became an enforcer ". 

" And Coral is dead " 

Hearing of Coral's death, I see the eyes under Hazel's mask well up with tears.

' I rather shouldn't say that I was a person who killed her' . 

" What about the others I have no idea for the last year I have had a hard time." 

I say what I know after that there is silence between us. In that silence I can hear Hazel trying not to cry I would comfort her but I don't know how. 

Besides Coral  died quickly as for someone who stood with Adam. Normalny I would peel her skin off.  

"If you want to know the chain of command then don't count on me the only thing I know is that the assassins are commanded by someone else." 

I tell to Hazel wanting her to stop with her sadness already because I will start to feel bad about it.  . 

" Yuma is now in charge after you disappeared". 

" Yes I know you were in charge of the hunt before him and I am not mad at you" 

Hazel says looking at me and I can see that she is better now. Probably she still will go and  cry into her pillow when she gets home . 

"You're really not mad at me you know I was doing some really sick shit back then "

I ask a little surprised. 

" Ms Aqua explained to me what happened". 

"You were doing everything so that Blake would do the typical heroic mission and so that Blake wouldn't lose faith in the white fang cause." 

" While you were left with all the shit by which you are known as a monster." 

 " I don't support this however I know that Blake has always been more than family to you "

" And all the blame will go to the organisation and leadership of this bitch" 

Hazel says in anger. 

'Someone needs to sew this woman's mouth shut. She really likes to talk.'

I think of my aunt, however, in order not to get angry I continue the conversation 

" Sienna is your sister ".

I say reminding her. 

" Yes I know but she's the one who broke up our friendship it was because of her that everything fell apart "

Says Hazel who wants to continue but she is interrupted in the middle by me.

" It was Ghira who finally passed on his command of the organisation to her ". 

I say looking at her finishing my cigarette and then I just dropp it to fall straight on the people dancing below. 

"But wasn't it Sienna who pushed for the revolution." 

Hazel says and I fully agree with her but nevertheless something doesn't sit right with me. I have a feeling there was a third party involved.

' Adam has always been a dick but Sienna'

' She was the one who took care of me after I was found in the harbour so I have a sentimental attachment to her but that doesn't mean it won't kill her '

So knowing Sienna's character something stinks. 

" Now where is everyone, some stayed in the organisation killing our own race and others fled the organisation fearing that you or Trifa would hunt them down. "

Says Hazel throwoing her cigarette on the ground. Not caring about her outburst I continue looking at the joy and happiness all around me. 

' This is a really fucked up life.' 

" I agree however these are not the most fucked up moments ".

Says a familiar voice and turning my head I see myself looking at Hazel like a piece of meat. 

" Alcohol doesn't help for long anymore." 

I say out loud what Hazel can clearly hear. 

" Sorry Lappland , sometimes I forget that you should be the one to tell us your problems.  " 

"If you need to talk I always have time for you" 

Hazel says. 

"All lovely but what are you going to do about the blondie. It's about to get really messy " 

Says me standing in front of me. I know what she means I can hear what's going on in the toilet but it's none of my business.

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" Didn't you promise that nothing would happen to anyone".

" I see you are a liar "

Hearing this makes me clench my teeth. I never lie I may skip a topic or not answer or elaborate on the whole thing but I never lie . 

 "  Something is about to happen to a girl who says that she ..." 

Me in front say again and I just know that after this I can't just leave this energetic blonde .

" Fuck that no one can mind their own business". 

I say annoyed already with all this I clasp my hands bending the railing in my hands. 

"I'll be back in a minute. "

I say to Hazel who seems to understand what's going on and carefully moves away from me.

' If you're scared of me then why are you talking to me  ' 

I mumble moving ahead of me straight towards the women's bathroom. 

" Some women love dangerous partners " 

Says my own voice however this time it comes deep from inside my body. Distracted by all off this I bump into the waiter but I am getting more and more annoyed and just move on. 

"What are you doing, hey stop!! " 

I can hear the idiot shouting but I don't care and keep moving but he won't let up and tries to stop me. 

" Hazel" 

I hear his voice in the distance and I know from his words that it was Haze who saved his life. 

"Is the medical team still at the club?" 

I hear Hazel's voice. 

" They are still talking with the  boss " 

The waiter says. 

" Tell them to come to the ladies room quickly and have them bring body bags just in case." 

Hearing Hazel's words I reach the door of the ladies' room. 

"Even she thinks you're a monster " 

And in front of them stands Adam. With him standing in front of me I don't have the strength to listen to him anymore so I walk through him like an illusion. 

' It's not that they're wrong, deep down I know I am  '

I think as I walk inside and then close the bathroom door behind me . 

" What is a human bitch like you doing here". 

 

" This is no place for you" 

" You hear cow, open up". 

And what am I looking at. Three girls hitting the door to the cubicle toilet  and inside poor little Yang is puking her guts out.

' If she can't drink then why is she drinking., 

The three lunatics are banging fiercely on the cubicle and one of them is even holding a knife. I don't bother with them and walk over to the sink to rinse my face. Since I'm already here, nothing will happen to the blonde. Apart from that. 

" Busy  ". 

Shouts Yang between loud vomits. 

' This is hilarious. '

I think when three girls notice me . 

"What has she done to you? "

I ask seeing that they are looking at me. Of course I have heard everything but I want to hear it from them of course they won't come out without scratches anyway I just want to know how hard I have to break them. 

" You don't mind that there is such a human rag in our club ". 

Says the girl with blonde hair. 

" Are you the owner?" 

I ask her leaning on the sink then turn on the water and rinse my face. 

" You!!!" 

The girl gets angry and walks towards me and her behaviour reminds me of something. 

" Fight racism with racism." 

I hear a voice and I look in the mirror and there I stand looking at myself. 

" She is the same as the white fang, same ideals and ambitions she doesn't care about others aslong as it is about her ideals " 

"Either you are on her side or you are her enemy ".

" There is no option to be neutral it is the same with white fang " 

Hearing this, a question comes to mind. 

"Are you from white fang? "

To this question, pride appears on the girls' face when she answered.

" Yes and it is our duty to make sure that human stay where they are supposed to be."

Hearing her answer I know I will have to do my best to make sure they come out of here "alive" . With one last look in the mirror I see that a smile appears on my reflection and my pupils narrow into two slits.

 

Turning off the tap, I shake the water off my hands spilling drops onto the mirror then turn to face them.

" That's great at least I won't have to explain that." 

"I did it because the owner doesn't like the new white fang" 

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