After Dillian learned his name, ‘Dillian’ he muttered his name several times.
With the expectation that doing so would bring back memories. But nothing comes to his mind as his expression becomes darker and darker as time goes by.
“This is Nathan. My guardian and precious family.”
I only give a simple explanation, because I can’t reveal that it is a holy creature.
Contrary to my worries, Dillian didn’t pay any more attention to Nathan.
It was none other than me who took his attention.
“Did we know each other?”
“No. We have never met before.”
Such controversial words. I absolutely, absolutely didn’t want to be acquainted with Dillian.
“I brought Sir Dillian who is bleeding in the forest.”
In short words ‘you’re my patient, I’m your savior’.
Dillian’s face, who understood the meaning at once, cracked.
With the face which says ah, while looking at me, he swept down his face with a heavy sigh.
“…Without knowing, I made a disrespectful comment.”
What…? Disrespect…?
Nathan nodded, satisfied with his words without knowing me who was hardened like a stone.
“Fortunately, it looked like he was a man who knew his place.”
Shut up. Nathan. That’s not the problem now.
That Dillian Sinaize! He used honorifics on me! He says sorry!
Dillian, who I thought would be arrogant, surprisingly has common sense.
Is it because he is in the state of losing memory? He didn’t seem to be the vicious duke I knew.
But I can’t be happy.
‘Dillian’s apologize! I don’t want to hear that!’
Dillian who regained his memory later on.
「You dare to fool me? You must want to die, trying to kill me and shamelessly receiving my apology. Might say that while trying to kill me.」
I hurriedly waved my hand.
“It is not. You must be shocked that you lost your memory. I can understand that.”
“I am sorry about that.”
However, Dillian, who was unnecessarily polite, bowed his head and apologized.
“I beg you. Please don’t be sorry!”
After contemplating, the blank me grabbed his cheek and lifted it up.
Dillian eyes grow bigger as he is looking at me, perhaps surprised by the sudden grab on his cheek.
I made eye contact with Dillian shaking eyes, and said it again.
“I don’t want to hear your apologies.”
“…”
“I beg you. Please.”
With my request eagerly Dillian nodded slowly.
“Yes I will, so, now could you let go of my cheeks please.”
“Ouch.”
I let go of my hands in surprise at the warmth felt in my palm. What did I do…!
Surprised, I was confused and pulled my body backwards.
“Sorr, I’m sorry. You feel hungry, right? I will prepare the meal quickly.”
By squeezing out an excuse to leave the room, I quickly turned my back.
I was going to go out straight to the kitchen. If only Dillian’s voice hadn’t caught my ankle.
“Can I ask you one thing?”
“…Yes, please tell me.”
“About us. Are you sure we’ve never met before?”
What’s the meaning of that question? I have an eye contact with Dillian for quite some time.
Just as I tried to find something from him, he also tried to find something from me.
‘Is he doubting me?’
But there was no sign of that. Dillian who lost his memory completely, expressed his feelings without hiding, there was no such thing as doubt.
The low sinking eyes were covered with a sense of guilt.
‘Sense of guilt? No matter how much he lost his memory, Dillian won’t have such a feeling.’
I guess something happened to my head because I couldn’t sleep. Smirking on the inside, I nodded.
“Yes. That’s all.”
That was all it had to be. I don’t want to get involved anymore.
Worried Dillian would try to hold me again, I escaped and left the room. I could feel a stinging gaze on the back of my head, but I didn’t look back.
Having escaped to the kitchen, I hit my head on the table and rolled my feet.
“You’re crazy. Why did you do that? Idiot.”
As I banged my head on the table, I got up.
“Let’s send him quickly. I must hurry up to let him go.”
And let’s leave this village, this empire. Before Dillian regained his memory, I had to run as far away as possible.
“Before sending him go, he needs to eat”
I chopped the washed onions.
tap tap tap tap-
Tears flowed because of its spicy air.
Ouch, this onion is too spicy.
***
Looking at the escaping small back, Dillian’s gaze turned down.
‘Why did I do that?’
Dillian slowly touched his index finger.
The soft and warm feel seemed to still remain at his fingertips.
Strangely, all of this felt familiar.
‘Did this happen before?’
Crash. As he tried to recall his memory, Dillian touched his head in a dull pain that struck like a big wave.
Crap, what on earth is that woman that bothers me so much.
And what is this scent that fills the room.
Dillian swallowed his breath in the sweet smell that lingered at the tip of his nose.
“Hey. Owl.”
“Nathan is my name.”
Instead of following Lia, Nathan who claimed to be under Dillian’s surveillance responded bluntly to his call.
“Nathan. I want to ask you one question.”
“What are you curious about?”
Even though it didn’t like Dillian, Nathan who inherently loves and cares for humans showed him the least kindness.
“What was the relationship between that woman and me?”
“Uh, what relationship, I told you. You’ve never met before.”
I really want to believe it, but there are many doubts about it for a first time meeting relationship.
The surprised face with the doesn’t know what to do attitude by my words about losing memory, her crying face, and the bitter smile on her mouth as if she is already giving up.
And in conclusion.
The voice that came out of the answer as I said that I forgot to meet her.
‘…I think I’m going to cry.’
It was a thin voice that was damp as if it were about to burst into tears.
“She treats me like a fool just because I lost memory.”