However, even if I became another race that can sleep, it would have been impossible to go to bed in this situation.
Ginshi-san is sleeping right in front of my eyes.
Under such circumstances, I can not sleep.
Just like me, who was reincarnated as Alraune, Ginshi-san was reincarnated as a Vampire.
Besides, he is now living in this world as a girl, which makes it’s more right to call him as 『she』now.
『Uuuuu…』(Arge)
Now she has a different face, different voice, and different gender.
But she has the same look, the same atmosphere, and the same heart as Ginshi-san.
『She is too defenseless …』(Aoba)
I’m really happy to be so close to her so that I can easily watch or touch her sleeping face.
『Haa…』(Aoba)
While exhaling, I remembered the time when I was about to be incarnated.
At that time I was against the angel of the reincarnation.
『Because my feelings will never come true,
It’s meaningless to do something like reincarnation』(Aoba)
That’s why I refused to be reincarnated.
At that time, the angel in charge of reincarnation just smiled a little and forced me into a reincarnation.
At that time, the angel would have already known.
That there is Ginshi-san in this world.
I didn’t know it and I had no idea what to do when I was incarcerated. I didn’t have the vigor to live seriously, I wanted a space that could just love flowers without being disturbed by anyone.
So I chose the option of ruling a territory and staying there.
『It’s no good, right…』(Aoba)
When I already gave up, I met my beloved person once more.
It was such a miracle that dead flowers would bloom again and it meant a lot to me.
I was like a fool, who has aged and fell in love with a younger relative. But for me, he was my loved one.
『Ginji-san, I … I couldn’t stay by your side when you died.』(Aoba)
In the first place, he was already judged to be unnecessary by the family.
So, even when he died, hí funeral was held secretly without anyone knowing.
I knew his death only after everything had gone and his prison cell had become empty.
『I told you that “I will come to have flower view with you again” and that “again” didn’t come, Forever…!』(Aoba)
When I remember it, I was so frustrated that my tears are about to come out.
Instead of fulfilling my promise with him, I couldn’t even say goodbye. And his life as Ginshi-san lost in the dark world.
I was thinking of helping him to get out someday and I did the trick little by little for that purpose but it ended before I could do it. I couldn’t even know it.