Just like to be buried in big cotton candy. I think such a thing.
Right now I only light sleep. It is time I realize that I am asleep, yet I can not move. Beside, I do not want to move.
I will dream at this time with awareness. Feeling it is a dream, you can stay asleep.
A nostalgic voice. Nostalgic time. Soaked tenderness. The world that you could immerse.
He accepted that I did not do anything.
I do not have to do anything. Because, people other than me are excellent.
Certainly everyone was excellent. He do not care if I do not do anything.
“That child can not be put out, because it will be a shame of our house, even he also have the excellent genes like everyone else, such a child has been born”
Someone said such a thing. Were she the mother? Was he the father ?
I kept sleeping. Because everyone will let me do. Because I was told to do so.
You do not have to do anything.
You do not have to go anywhere.
So – do not appear in anyone’s eyes.
Every adults said so.
Among them, there’s a child with a compassionate eyes, she sometimes watched me with a wet eyes from the other side of the iron lattice. She really feel sad for me to the point she can’t bear it, I thought it would be easier if I got ridiculed instead.
“Do not mind, please do not mind.The rice will come out and you can make it yourself if you feel like … You can also order a snack, so do not cry. Ah. Oh, yes, I recently learned a variety of voices without changing their facial expressions. (MC also show Felnote)
I told such a thing across the iron grating, to a child that was about to cry. Although I was always sleepy I do not remember much. I think I did such a story.
It is quite a nuisance after all. Thanks to that, I have to search for parasitic objects again.
It became a chance to use the housekeeping skills that I remembered for the moment until I found a person who feed me three meal with snacks and let me sleep freely.
Even though I did not feel motivated, even though I have been made to reincarnate by surprise. I would rather like you give it to a more serious person.
There would have been plenty of people better than I am.
There must have been a lot of people who have more obsession than I am.
“N, ni ~yu…”
My body moved quickly. Words that are meaningless will leak out of my mouth.
The time of a slight sleep is over and I am about to wake up from sleep.
… It is troublesome.
I wish I could stay asleep.
While thinking about such a thing, the fluctuating consciousness slowly emerges.
It was annoying even to forcibly raise a conscious rise, I just left my heart to that feeling.