With Feng Yunsheng’s help, she could do all of these. However, she could not bear to do it. Whenever she was about to make a move, the cold face of Master Shen would appear in her mind. She was deeply afraid that the cold face would be filled with disgust and hatred.
Even if her Master Shen had turned into a girl, she did not want to see such a situation.
Feng Tianlan lowered her eyes, but she did not know what to say to Chen Xinyi’s words. After all, it was unrealistic to say that they could still be friends. Moreover, she was afraid that it would give her hope.
Chen Xinyi looked up at her. She opened her mouth but closed it again. There were so many things that she wanted to say, but she did not know where to start.
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Feng Tianlan reached out and closed the window, blocking the wind and snow outside as well as the sound outside. “It’s snowing heavily outside. It’s better to sit inside and drink hot tea, lest you catch a cold.”
“Uh-huh,” Chen Xinyi replied softly. She turned around and sat down. Then, she skillfully brewed tea. The peonies on her wrist were faintly discernible, and the fragrance on her body was also very alluring. She was like a vixen who had come out of the mountains to charm mortals.
However, her expression when she brewed tea was very gentle, and the aura on her body was also very peaceful. In this quiet room, it made people feel that the years were peaceful.
As a result, Feng Tianlan felt even more guilty. Because of her appearance, this woman who had been living peacefully for so many years had changed into another person.
“Actually, I want you to hate me, but at the same time, I don’t want you to hate me. It’s very contradictory.” Chen Xinyi placed the teacup in front of her and looked up at Feng Tianlan, who was wearing a man’s outfit. “This outfit, it’s the Demon King’s, right?”
Feng Tianlan took the Teacup and lowered her head to sip it. “Yes.”
Even in this cold winter, Feng Tianlan felt a warmth in her heart, just like his embrace.
Chen Xinyi looked at her expression and could not help but soften. She narrowed her eyes and felt a little envious. She was very envious. The only person who could make Master Shen so gentle was the Demon King, right?
It was great to be able to become the most important person in master Shen’s heart.
“Today is your wedding day. If he was still around, you would be getting married now.” Chen Xinyi held the teacup and felt the warmth of the tea. She could not help but imagine the scene of her and Master Shen getting married, the corners of her lips curled up happily.
However, the cold wind blew away her fantasy. Even if Master Shen was not a woman, it was impossible for her and Master Shen to get married.
Feng Tianlan lowered her head and looked at the clothes on her body. She could not help but smile slightly, “Yes, if he were here, it would be the wedding ceremony.”
“Master Shen’s wedding, I should give you a big gift. Even if it is not today, it will be in the future.” Chen Xinyi looked at the delicate face with a gentle smile on her face. She felt pain and happiness in her heart.
Feng Tianlan looked up at Chen Xinyi. It was obvious that it was easy to understand her words, but at this moment, it was somewhat difficult to understand.
“In the past, I wanted to save Master Shen from his misery. I felt that the Demon King was really a bad person. He even provoked you when he had the princess. He didn’t care for you at all. He treated the love of your life like a rag that could be casually tossed around. I hated him and felt powerless, so I wanted to save Master Shen.”
Feng Tianlan looked at her blushing face and thought of the time in the inn when Chen Xinyi knocked on her door, naked and only wearing a cloak.
“Actually, it’s understandable that Master Shen couldn’t reveal his identity, because at that time, you were being hunted down.”