Nevaeh had not meant to say that out loud but it had fallen off her lips without her realizing it. Her big glistening eyes gazed at him as he did her.
"I –I" She stuttered. She had seen the pained look on his face when she said that. It was as if he had expected her to say that. But she was sure he didn't understand her words. She wasn't scared of him, she was scared of how he made her feel. She was scared of how she felt about him. How he made her toes curl when he looked at her the way he was doing right now. How he easily makes every of her resolve crumble to the ground at a glimpse of his eyes.
All these were what scared her.
They both stared at each other in silence, but Nevaeh could swear he wanted to say something.
"What do you want to say?" She heard herself ask. Her heart race increased as she waited for him to give her an answer. Her shiny eyes intently boring into his. Her heart took a long skip when he's eyes twinkled and changed colors as he leaned closer.
"That you're beautiful, my love." He kissed her cheek. "That's what I wanted to say." He smiled.
'Beautiful?' That was it?
Hard drumming sounds of her heart loudly began to echo in her ears when he leaned closer again, her eyes cautiously following him.
"W-hat are you doing Engel?" She whispered in trepidation.
"Making you less scared." He replied before sealing her lips in a kiss, making her stiffen on the spot. She tried moving away but the man held her tight to himself. She winced when he sank his teeth into her lips, and by the slight parting of her lips he took advantage of her.
Nevaeh felt the wall of her heart was about to explode when he kissed her. W-what was he doing?
She wanted to protest but he didn't give her the opportunity to. She could fill the slow yet torturous movement of his lips against hers.
"You can let your fears go now." He whispered against her lips without taking his lips off her.
Let her fears go? Was that what he was doing? Trying to take her fears?
Nevaeh wasn't sure she could do that.
She pinned her toes to the ground when he pulled away from her lips and kissed her chin and her cheeks. A shameless moan threatened to slip out her lips, but she held it in.
"I want you to want me, love, without your fears. Just once." His warm breath kissed her neck before his contrasting cold lips came in contact with her neck. Nevaeh felt a tingle in her spine. She didn't know if it was his lips or his voice that made every of her cells swell.
"En-gel." She mumbled. He shouldn't do this to her. She wasn't in a good frame of mind.
"Once my love. Just once, let me be all you desire." He desperately pleaded. His slow torturing hand travelled up her thighs and underneath her gown.
"Then let me be that." He said. Neveah was hazed up when she suddenly felt her body move through space and soon she herself against the wall, her body trapped between his heated body, and the cold wall behind her back.
So he could do that. Move through space.
An unintentional moan rolled off her lips when his lips travelled around her neck, kissing her and creating bumps on her skin with his hot fanning breath.
She moaned a bit louder when he kissed her breast, and his tongue licked her up to her collar. His hand lifting her left leg to his waist while the other squeezed her waist. Her fingers gripped his shirt while her toes dug deeper into the floor.
"Dal-e, please stop." She begged, but the tone at which she begged and the way her neck tilted to the side to give him all the access he needed, contrasted one another.
"Are you sure?" He whispered against her ears, as the tip of his tongue teased the sensitive spot of her ear, and his finger touched the entrance of her core, making her grip him a bit more.
"Tell me love, what are you scared of?"
"I-I" She stuttered, not because she didn't know what to say, but because she couldn't arrange her thoughts. He was confusing her. His soft and angelic voice was making her lose reasoning, and his tongue...and hands. Sweet lord.
"Love?" He urged. He was doing this intentionally.
"Losing you Engel. I'm scared of losing you." She blurted out. She hissed when he suddenly pulled away from her. But his finger didn't stop trailing her folds. She could barely keep her leg hanging on his waist.
Her glistening eyes pierced his when he lifted her face to his and said, "You'll never lose me. Never."
Nevaeh didn't think that was true. He didn't understand what she meant, neither did she understand what he was doing to her body. She gasped when suddenly lifted her off the ground and placed on the bed.
A naughty smirk curved up his face and Nevaeh swallowed. She knew his intentions were never good when he stared at her like that. And he confirmed it when he lowered himself to her and started kissing her legs.
"Engel-"
"Shh, let me ease your pain for today, honey. Just today. Then you can decide if you want more tomorrow." Nevaeh feared the way his eyes twinkled when he said that. But she didn't have the time ponder on them, when his lips came in contact with her skin and that made her squirm. It was as if he was torturing her with a jet load of pleasure.
And she wanted more of it.. What was Dale doing to her? She didn't know, and she feared she might not last the night with him.