Chapter 1: How It Began

life is a very delicate thing, many people die early on. either by murder, disease, or by suicide. yes hundreds of thousands of people die every day. some say is fate, but i personally don't believe in this ideal called fate. believing that your life was predetermined and that you were destined to die that day. you might be wandering why im telling you this well I was one of those that died early on in life, like i said i don't believe in fate, but i do believe in a powerful figure called god, if god does exist than please tell me why, why haven't i truly died yet. currently I'm floating around in a dark area, well if i can truly call it floating since i can't feel any part of my body which gives me this sensation of floating.

After what felt like day's I started to see something, a miniscule light so tiny, yet it gave me this indescribable feeling. it wasn't joy nor excitement this feeling went more towards relief. Was it because it was the first thing I've seen after what felt like day's. this tiny light started to expand to a light the size of my fist and kept expanding, this light was bright very bright maybe the brightest light I've ever seen but my eye's didn't really hurt like what happens when you look at the sun for to long. 

After about five minutes I started to feel something, a sucking sensation. this sucking sensation i felt all over my body kept moving me closer towards the light until another one of my senses started to return to me. i could hear once again after day's i heard something for the first time, it was a woman's voice. this voice sounded old, she was yelling at someone saying "puch!". i had this inkling thought in my mind ever since i first saw the tiny light, but the elderly woman's voice saying "puch!" every thirty seconds happened to complete all the missing pieces and doubts i had in my mind. 

 What felt like the fiftieth puch i was able to see something, either than the extremely bright light of course. I saw the aged woman holding me in her hands telling me "everything will be alright" she extends her right hand towards me and caresses my left cheek. its seems that after having all of my attention on the new sensation I've been feeling, my baby instincts flared up and i started to bawl. " my baby!" i heard a youthful voice to my left. if what she said as "my baby" can go by than this new individual would be my new mother. The elderly woman brought me to what i would assume would be my new mother and the dictionary does not have the appropriate words to describe the beauty that i have had the pleasure to lay my eyes on. 

One could say that this woman (aka my mother) could possibly be the most beautiful woman i have ever had the pleasure to lay my eyes upon. Yes, this beautiful woman is currently holding me near her chest while caressing my face. " I'll name you Ashborn Ash for short" she told me with a fatigued face, once she said those word she soon fell asleep. I my self have succumb to the negative feeling known as exhaustion right after my new mother went to sleep. after dying and coming back to life as an infant than i believe this could be nothing more than the power of god giving me a second chance at life, one that i would make sure i live to the fullest.

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