After a strange silence, Qi Leren, who had broken the jar*, looked at his shoes and asked, “Things are complicated. I need someone to play a scene with me now.”
*{E/N: despaired over an error}
“Hmm,” Ning Zhou sighed calmly, his Adam’s apple bobbing.
Qi Leren wasn’t sure whether this was him acknowledging what he’d said, or agreeing to it. He had to look up and observe Ning Zhou’s face. When he looked up, he crashed into his beautiful blue eyes, and suddenly he couldn’t say anything. He had no choice but to look in all directions, his eyes drifting.
He thought that he’d already accepted the fact that Ning Zhou was a man, but compared with the hasty meetings at the steel bridge and the entrance to the Court, at this moment he truly felt that the person he loved had the same gender as him.
It was frustrating that the person in front of him was taller, more handsome, and stronger than him, truly too frustrating.
Wait, Qi Leren suddenly remembered something serious. Was it Ning Zhou that he’d felt on the way to the bar just now? In an instant, Qi Leren’s face changed, and his mind was white for a long time before he realized that Ning Zhou shouldn’t have been allowed to enter the bar. It was okay…
The silence in the room was broken by Ning Zhou’s black bird. It fluttered around the room with its wings, and finally stopped on the coat rack under Ning Zhou’s cold eyes, pretending to be an immobile ornament.
“Then… take off your clothes first.” In his nervousness, Qi Leren said something wrong when he opened his mouth. He watched Ning Zhou’s serious expression crack, and he looked at him straight, as if he thought he’d misheard.
Qi Leren solemnly met his line of sight: “You heard it correctly, that is, taking off, clothes and stuff.”
Well, he knew that his image in Ning Zhou’s mind had collapsed from a beautiful girl who was like a soft and cute rabbit to a deadly abnormal homosexual in strange clothes. Let’s give up maintaining his image and concentrate on completing the task.
Sometimes, life is just like that…
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On the way to “deliver food”, Sid had been thinking about life. For more than 20 years, he had no doubt about his own orientation. After entering the Nightmare World, he’d won the favor of many women by virtue of his figure, thus having the opportunity to join the Slaughter Secret Society, but he was just a marginal figure, and he wasn’t even qualified to be given a seed of slaughter. But just now, Mrs. Kathleen, who was once out of reach, had summoned him personally and ordered him to take good care of the mysterious Mr. Red. If he was satisfied with him, he could get the seed of slaughter.
Sid was very eager for this. Although after being given the seed of slaughter he would die in a few years because of its outbreak, without the seed of slaughter, with only his own ability and the increasingly dangerous compulsory tasks, he may not be able to endure even one year.
Besides, as long as he didn’t use the seed too frequently, he is confident that he can live a few more years, especially as there were rumors of ways to restrain the seed.
Sid, who had made up his mind, stood in front of the two-story house and encouraged himself repeatedly.
There wasn’t much difference between serving a man and serving a woman. It was no big deal to close your eyes and imagine fucking a beautiful woman. As long as he served the person well, he would soon reach the peak of his life after the job was done!
As the sun set, Sid stood in front of the door, took a deep breath and raised his hand to knock on the door.
The door was left unlocked, and there was a bright light in the crack of the door. Sid stood on the spot like he’d been struck by lightning. The crack in the door that was less than a palm width wide was facing the sofa in the living room. Under the dim and ambiguous light, there were two intertwined figures.
The man with his back to him had firm musculature. The back of the sofa covered half of his body, showing only broad shoulders and short black hair. Even so, it could be seen that he was a man with a figure good enough to make others jealous.
This live gravure video shocked Sid. He stood at the door at a loss. His presence was quickly noticed by the people inside. Red raised his misty face and smiled charmingly: “Sorry, you can’t be used tonight, unless you want to join… Ah!”
The man beneath him discontentedly bit his earlobe, and Red teased and asked into his ear if he was jealous. The man hugged him tightly, hard enough to make it a punishment. Red remembered that there was someone outside the door whom he’d forgotten to handle.
“Go away, go back and tell Kathleen to thank her for her kindness… Be gentle…” After that, Red eagerly hugged the man and rolled onto the sofa, ignoring Sid as if he was a mess in the wind.
Sid closed the door on them stiffly and walked back silently.
The sunset in the Village of Dusk was still so beautiful, but the melancholy Sid has no intention of enjoying the scenery. He was lucky enough to escape. He didn’t have to force himself to be gay. His chrysanthemum was safe, but he didn’t feel lucky. Instead, he vaguely regretted it. He couldn’t stop recalling the image he’d just seen… Did it feel that good to be with a man? Sid, who had never tried before, couldn’t make a comparison. If he had a chance in the future, should he give it a try?
Sid, unaware that the door of the new world had opened a gap, returned to the bar in dismay.
With the sound of the door closing, Qi Leren jumped up from Ning Zhou like a rabbit. Although there was the barrier of the back of the sofa, both of them had taken off their shirts for the performance effect. Just now, Qi Leren had vaguely felt… Qi Leren’s line of sight drifted to Ning Zhou’s lower body involuntarily, but the light was too dark to see completely in pants. Was it an illusion?!
Ning Zhou was very calm - if one ignored his hot ears - and picked up the clothes on the ground, turning his back to put them on. From behind, the body with wide shoulders and a narrow waist was really not bad. Of course, the effect was positive. Just now, Qi Leren didn’t dare to look him in the eye. It was really Ning Zhou who’d crashed all the way, making it seem like he was dominating a good woman. He had to use 200% of his acting skills and pretend to enjoy it, but they actually hadn’t even taken off their pants!
In fact, Qi Leren didn’t dare to ask Ning Zhou to take off his pants. Just persuading Ning Zhou to take off his shirt consumed him with shame, but to his surprise, Ning Zhou agreed very simply and took it off very simply, although he stared back at him after taking it off… It was Qi Leren. When he sat on Ning Zhou’s lap, his brain couldn’t stop pouring out all kinds of dirty associations. It boiled down to one sentence: I defiled the innocence of the goddess…
“I’m leaving.” Dressed, Ning Zhou turned his back on him and left without looking back.
“Wait!” Qi Leren stopped him but didn’t know what to say. A thousand words only turned into one sentence, “Thank you.”
“…You’re welcome.” Ning Zhou still didn’t turn around and strode up the stairs to the second floor.
The big blackbird parked on the coat rack groaned curiously and flew to Qi Leren’s shoulder to beg for food. Qi Leren was running low on rations, but for Ning Zhou’s sake, he gave him a bite. The unconscionable black bird took his feed and followed his master who didn’t walk to the front door.
A cold wind blew, and Qi Leren shivered and quickly put on his clothes.
He was still struggling with that problem. When they were in close contact just now, did Ning Zhou really react? Qi Leren was ashamed at once. He knew that this couldn’t be Ning Zhou’s fault. In this ambiguous atmosphere, he’d been in close contact with someone, and the other person was dressed so cool and refreshing and loud that the young man couldn’t handle it.
Since Chen Baiqi had told him that Ning Zhou was only twenty-one this year, Qi Leren was uneasy, feeling as if he’d harmed a youth. At twenty-one, he was still studying in the ivory tower in the outside world. Before, he had not only unconsciously deceived his feelings, but had also almost shaken his faith. This time, he didn’t say anything and cooperated with him in this act, and Qi Leren felt guilty.
If Ning Zhou was a girl, he would be responsible for people’s feelings properly, and be kind to her with all his heart and soul. It was a pity….. The other party was taller than him, handsome and strong, and he was still a boy with firm faith.
It was really a chaotic and cutting relationship, and Qi Leren fell back on the sofa with a headache.