The inside of my skirt was scorching. I lifted it up and reached down to touch my underwear—it’s wet. I felt a twinge run up my spine as I touched it slightly, and I was dazed by the heat and the sultry smell filling the room.
I clenched the sheets around me to stop myself from moaning, but the moment I touched myself, my finger was sucked into my inner walls at once.
My skirt was pulled higher and higher up, enough to expose my lower abdomen. And when I pressed down there with my other hand, something hot tingled inside me.
I breathed laboriously as I put one more finger in.
“Hngh… Ah, hnnngh…”
The damp, hot entrance swallowed three fingers easily. I thrusted inside and opened wide, and pleasure shot up immediately. I kneaded my swollen breasts and used my thumb to press down on my hardened cl*toris. I felt a distant pleasure.
I thrusted in and out with that unbearable sensation, pulling back my fingers fully, then thrusting them back in hard. When I touched my cl*toris once more, c*m spurted out and wet my thighs and my blankets.
“Haa… haa, hah…”
My body was heavy. Before I knew it, the sky had already gotten brighter. It’s been almost a week since I visited Odil, whose eyes had grown wide after he realized something.
Even if he saw me as a maid, he wouldn’t think that I was Lilith because of the ‘fascination’, but I was anxious that the same mistake would happen again if I became so engrossed in pleasure.
“…Not enough.”
I held back my tears as I sorrowfully licked my fingers.
Unlike when I was younger, I was no longer ashamed about pleasuring myself. Rather, I was much more ashamed that I was slowly losing my rationality because I couldn’t absorb any essence.
I couldn’t visit the commanders. If things went wrong and I really get caught, then I don’t know how I could possibly face them. I blinked hard as I thought about it… I’d be so ashamed that I’d rather die.
But it’s still okay.
For now.
‘No, it’s not okay!’
Whenever I took a step, it felt like my uterus was throbbing. Even though I put some cloth on my underwear, I was so wet that I could feel the fluids leaking down my thighs.
“Hello, Miss Lily.”
Endymion was behind me. I froze, tightening my legs and holding my breath.
When I turned around, I saw that he looked quite haggard, and his eyebrows were furrowed.
“…Hello, Commander Lucen.”
My body heated up right away even though I only heard his voice. My entrance yearned arbitrarily for the essence of the man I’ve slept with before.
It’s also a problem that I had grown more conscious of him because I found out that he likes me, so even with the fascination, Lilith looked similar to me in his eyes. I don’t know if Sir Odil spoke to the others, but I need to be careful.
For that reason, I bowed and intended to leave, but I flinched as Endymion grabbed my wrist gently.
“Miss Lily, you don’t look so well… Are you alright?”
“Yes, I’m al… right.”
“If I’m not seeing it wrong, it seems like you’ve lost three kilograms over a few days, and your bust looks to be a little swollen, but your waist is smaller. You skip meals often these days, but suddenly losing weight and having no appetite is a huge problem.”
As Endymion said all that, he himself didn’t look so good. But how did he know all that?
Since I couldn’t eat well these days, I lost weight. And it’s true that my bust had gotten a little bigger because my body was constantly aroused.
Perhaps now feeling embarrassed, Endymion blushed slightly, but I nodded with a weak expression.
“I guess it’s because I have no appetite and that I can’t sleep well. But Commander, you look worse than me.”
“Oh, I… I’ve had to work a lot lately.”
It would be better if he was facing the usual problems commanders did, but because he was avoiding the question, I grew nervous. I sincerely hope it had nothing to do with me.
Even if his grip didn’t hurt me, I could feel heat emanating from where Endymion touched, so I retracted my hand.
“Thank you for your concern. But I think that the Commander needs more rest than me.”
It was strange. Rather than worrying about him… No, it’s not like I’m worried, but anyway, I was becoming more antsy while being here with him. I tried to hint at him leaving and getting some rest.
I don’t know if that just sounded like me worrying more about him than myself, but Sir Endymion smiled.
“Yes. Don’t tire yourself out either, Miss Lily.”
“Yes, yes… agh! Ah, no, excuse me… that…!”
I was already about to sigh in relief because I thought he’d go back already, but Endymion leaned closer to me as though he was about to kiss me. With his platinum blond hair falling over his eyes, I stepped back, but there was a bookshelf directly behind me.
After hovering for a while and staring at my face, he slowly moved away. There was a sense of reminiscence in his pale face.
“…I apologize.”
“That’s, um, this… is kind of…”
“I’m sorry. I suddenly got dizzy.”
How could he lie with such an innocent face? I felt his hot breath so close to mine as he stroked my cheek, then he turned away. My whole body was tingling.
When Endymion turned around, I tried to calm down the heat in my body, but it didn’t seem like he was leaving soon.
Nervous, I couldn’t look up when Endymion turned in my direction again.
“Miss Lily, your neck has turned red. Did your fever go up?”
“It’s—it’s just a little hot. But… Commander… Don’t you have to go?”
“Ah. Actually, I don’t think there’s anything urgent for me to do today.”
It contradicted what he said just a while ago. The fluids that I was trying to stop while tightening my thighs… flowed down to my calves. I was wearing stockings, but I sucked in a breath in shame.
As I barely picked up a book with trembling hands, I shouted. Whenever my entrance twitched, my back would tremble, and it felt like I was about to moan from the subtle pleasure of friction just from walking. I wouldn’t act this way normally, but I just couldn’t endure it anymore.
Endymion tilted his head to the side and looked back at me without knowing anything, and when I shouted, his eyes widened and he held my hand.
“Goodness, then this is trouble. I’ll take you to a place where you can rest.”
“Pardon?! No, it’s okay…!”
With an arm around my waist and a hand over my wrist, he led me forward. I couldn’t resist as my body was forced to move—the parts he touched grew so hot even though there were clothes between our skin, and my legs trembled terribly.
“Haa… Wait, Commander…”
“It’s alright, no one’s here. Oh, there, a lounge…”
He led me there conspicuously by sticking to the wall, and though we weren’t noticed, I couldn’t figure out why he was doing this for me.
When we arrived in front of the lounge, I clenched my teeth and shook him off. Then, I went inside and locked the door.
“Haa… ha…. hnngh…”
I collapsed on the floor and let out the moans that I had been holding back. While I was walking earlier, I could feel the heat spreading at the apex of my legs, and so I lifted my hips and removed my stockings and underwear in one motion, and they were filled with white fluids.
I immediately reached down and plunged my fingers into my yearning entrance, but—it just wasn’t enough. It was so ridiculously lacking. Even if I rubbed my nipples and stimulated my cl*t, and I could only gasp at the unfulfilling sensation.
Because I’d been biting my lips too hard, I tasted something metallic soon enough. Then, behind the door that was thinner than the walls, I heard a voice.
“Miss Lily. Please open the door.”
At this moment, I realized that Sir Endymion was still outside, and I sucked in a sharp breath. My body, which was feeling so hot that I was sweating, quickly cooked down. The clingy inner walls over my fingers tightened slightly.
“Are you alright?”
What should I do? Did he hear? I hurriedly wiped my wet fingers and sniffed around. The small room was filled with a sultry fragrance. And just one look at my face and disheveled appearance… It’s obvious what I did here.
“Miss Lily.”
Suddenly, the door knob was turned. It didn’t open because it was locked, but my heart was about to pop out of my chest.
Sir Endymion was going to force himself in. I got up on my knees and struggled to move my body which was stiff with tension.
“I-I’m fine. Just… I j-just need to rest and I’ll… I’ll be fine.”
“If you’re fine, then please let me look at your face.”
“…I’m really fine, I-I’ll be out soon…”
I leaned my forehead against the cool door and gasped for air. I couldn’t hear his voice anymore.
Reaching down inside my clothes, I pinched my nipples. The pert ends were stimulated as I touched my bare skin and rubbed my own flesh. Before I knew it, my hair was loose and it cascaded down, tickling my neck and back. That slight touch was enough to arouse me even more.
“Ngh… mmmhh, haa…”
My voice was suppressed, but the moans flowed out of my lips and filled the room once more. Sticky fluids spewed out over my legs and down to the floor.
“Hnnngh…!”
When I imagined that a huge c*ck was ramming into me, my thighs trembled and I reached my climax with my back arched. It’s finally alright. My legs had absolutely no strength in them because I was kneeling as I did that against the door.
I collapsed to the floor weakly, the white fluids flowing out still.
Then, as I used my palm to wipe my face, which was wet with sweat and tears—
“…Miss Lily.”
I hurriedly crawled away from the door as I heard the low voice that called my name through the thin door. With a deep breath and a hoarse voice, he called out to me again as though he was begging.
“Miss Lily. Please.”
I was so aroused by his voice, but at the same time, it worried me… I couldn’t stand the way he called my name.
My eyesight was hazy, like there was a fog around me. It smelled sweet, then dark petals scattered.
I reached out as if I was possessed. It didn’t feel like the hand that reached out was mine.
Wait. No. I shouldn’t open it—it seemed like someone else was shouting in my head.
But the door was opened wide, and the man quickly went inside and pulled me into his arms—and kissed me.
“Mmhh!”
It’s hot. It was so hot that everywhere he touched wasn’t just warm—it was tingling. Endymion reached inside my half-removed clothes and held my breast. His tongue, which hungrily licked over my dry lips, moved towards my ears, down my neck—then he bit down and left traces over my shoulders, arms, breasts.
When he bit into my pert nipple and sucked in strongly, I gasped and couldn’t even make a sound. My entrance was throbbing so much.
His tongue, which teased me so thoroughly, went down to my belly button and began to lick me there as if to erase the vivid mark. My inner walls convulsed and c*m kept bursting out. My struggling hand clutched his arm tightly.
Then, when he lowered his pants, my eyes quivered as I took in the sight of his hardened manhood bouncing up as it was freed from his pants, veins throbbing over the stiff length.
Having already slept with him before, I looked at him with delighted eyes.
“Lily.”
“…Sir, Sir Endymion.”
Did he get this aroused just by hearing my voice from outside the door? Did he take it out and stroked himself like crazy while imagining my body?
I really don’t want to do this… I really didn’t want to get involved with him.