Un-edited so please don’t kill me if you find anything wrong, please gently commenting so I can fix it. Thank you.
(T/N : NSFW)
Li Sinian turned over using his waist and hips, trapping Fang Daichuan under him. His eyes were deep and dark, the halo in his eyes was like a large cat, with some lazy desire combined with some mocking that everything is under his control. Fang Daichuan was infuriated by the superior look in his eyes, a fighting spirit ignited in his heart and he didn’t want to admit defeat as anger was burning in his chest.
He seems to have seen a glimpse of truth. Tonight’s war is only about two people but it seems to also determine their future status.
Instinctively Fang Daichuan stretched out his right leg, rubbed his calf on Li Sinian’s knee, causing Li Sinian to tremble. Now! Fang Daichuan stood up, hugged Li Sinian’s waist and rolled over, pressing him firmly on the bed, twisting his arms behind him.
“Hiss…” Li Sinian bit the sheet, gasping for breath, a thin layer of sweat soon broke out from his back. As if he was patiently enduring something, he pressed his forehead against the sheets, hiding his facial expressions and didn’t say anything to stop.
“Give up?” Fang Daichuan confined him and asked smugly.
Li Sinian’s voice was low: “Yes, Sister Chuan, let go.”
Surrender so easily? Fang Daichuan feels a little strange. He was worried that Li Sinian was playing tricks and twisted his arm: “At this time, don’t be cheeky, call me brother.”
“Brother.” Li Sinian knows when to yield and when not.
“You mean it?” Fang Daichuan didn’t dare to take it lightly.
“I mean it,” Li Sinian’s voice contained some unbearable gasps. He took two breaths to get through the darkness in front of him and said with a calm smile, “It’s just one night. I will let you do it once.”
“What’s wrong with you?” Fang Daichuan should have been happy but he found out something was wrong. Under his fingers, Li Sinian’s left arm had no strength at all, it was twisted obediently behind him, constantly trembling. His mind exploded, his memory came back and he suddenly remembered that the other party had a wound on his shoulder, bleeding so bad it soaks half a bed. He was so scared he let go of his hand in fright. Li Sinian moved his left arm slowly and tentatively curled his fingers.
“I’m sorry,” Fang Daichuan felt a little embarrassed, “I forgot about it…”
Li Sinian rolled over and lay on his back, smiled: “It’s okay, I am not that delicate.”
He raised his shoulders and kissed the corner of Fang Daichuan’s mouth, hooked his lips and smiled: “Coming?” He said, reaching out to unbutton his trousers but his left hand kept shaking.
Fang Daichuan’s heart was blocked, he reached out and unbuttoned the button for him. Under the zipper, Li Sinian didn’t change his underwear and it was still wet. The contents inside had half raised his head. Because of the pain it is half soft and half hard between the legs.
Fang Daichuan gently kissed the side of his neck and there was a fine layer of cold sweat on the side of his neck. Fang Daichuan pecked and kissed slowly, smelling the light smell on his body, combined with some ocean fishy smell. Li Sinian held his head, squeezed his chin with his right hand and rolled his tongue in.
He put Fang Daichuan’s hand on his waist, and there was a bottle of hand cream on the bedside. He reached out and stuffed it into Fang Daichuan’s hand.
“Will you?” Li Sinian’s voice sounds spoiled.
Fang Daichuan propped up his body and looked at him fixedly.
There was sweat on Li Sinian’s forehead.
He was willing to be a slave, submitting himself, no complaints and no regrets, surrendered to the other’s fiery kisses, just like the song lyric. Aware of the fact, Fang Daichuan felt bitter and sweet inside his heart. His entire body seemed to step into a swamp, the warm and moist mud wrapped all his senses and overwhelmed him. Confused, he plunged into the hunter’s open net.
This man has taken him, taming him.
He lowered his head and kissed Li Sinian, opened the bottle of hand cream and squeezed it against Li Sinian’s fingertips.
Li Sinian was speechless, looking up at Fang Daichuan. Fang Daichuan was a little embarrassed, the tips of his ears were burning red.
“Let you do it once, for the sake of your injury,” Fang Daichuan lowered his eyes embarrassedly and said stubbornly, “It won’t be so easy for you next time.”
Li Sinian was completely going crazy hearing his words. He kissed fiercely, licking and biting all the way from his lips to his collarbone. Fang Daichuan raised his head and panted, it felt as if he just took a sip of freshly brewed white wine. These rough and spicy unspoken understanding, burning the whole person out of their senses and sinks into intoxication.
His fingers tightly clasped Li Sinian’s shoulder, pinched a purple bruise on his intact right shoulder. There were no lights in the room, Li Sinian looked at Fang Daichuan through a small light coming from outside the window. His eyes were confused, he raised his head and gasped, his hot breath sprayed on the vital part of Li Sinian’s chest, burning Li Sinian’s chest thin and red. He pushed him, Fang Daichuan lay down obediently. His head bent backward showing his neck, making him look fragile and pitiful, a sight rarely seen.
The willing submission of the same sex is the best aphrodisiac. Li Sinian rubbed the sticky lotion on his fingertips and knocked open the body under him.
Fang Daichuan trembled as if he was drunk and his kiss also had drunkenness in them. Li Sinian leaned over to grab the soft piece of flesh between his neck and pinned him under him. Fang Daichuan was so embarrassed that he didn’t know where to put his hands. He pinched the sheet for a while before gently putting it on Li Sinian’s waist. Li Sinian’s waist is beautiful, the reflective white muscles are tight, the arc of the waist and crotch are lean and strong and the muscles are firm.
“Do you like me?” Li Sinian pulled out his fingers and pushed them in, sweat dripping from his forehead. He gasps.
Fang Daichuan nodded carelessly, as if there was only one sense left in his body, an unknown feeling he had never experienced before rising inside him.
“Speak!” Li Sinian fiercely pushed his finger in.
“Like, I like it!” Fang Daichuan was driven to a desperate situation by him. He looked up at him absent-mindedly and said in a trembling voice.
Li Sinian’s eyes suddenly softened. He leaned on Fang Daichuan and bit his ear tips with his canine teeth. There was blood coming out, it looked like a red pomegranate seed.
Li Sinian’s eyes were soft but he was hard somewhere else, so hard that he felt pain all over his body. He got in in one swift motion and then pushed it hard ruthlessly. Fang Daichuan opened his mouth to gasp, but there was no word or sound coming out at all.
“If you like it, shout.” Li Sinian slapped his butt hard while doing it, making a crisp sound.
Fang Daichuan shook his head, gritted his teeth and said nothing.
Li Sinian laughed, one hand propped up on the bed board, one hand under Fang Daichuan’s waist, he instantly exerted strength on his waist and abdomen.
Fang Daichuan couldn’t take it any longer and a moan came out.
“Do you like it?” Li Sinian asked again.
Fang Daichuan’s eyes were flushed with thin red and his eyes drooped pitifully. He straightened his waist and raised his head, biting Li Sinian’s neck.
The movement went deeper and both of them groaned. Fang Daichuan sank his fingers on Li Sinian’s back and his teeth made a hole in his neck.
“You are really a puppy.” Li Sinian gasped and burst out a rough sentence.
Fang Daichuan lowered his eyes and smiled.
“Brother Nian,” Fang Daichuan suddenly felt a little uneasy, he suddenly shouted. Second before the explosion, Li Sinian suddenly pulled out, his fingers moved quickly, his head buried between Fang Daichuan’s legs, biting into the base of Fang Daichuan’s legs. The tip of his nose was touching an unspeakable place, Fang Daichuan groaned and climbed to the top accompanied by a sharp stinging pain. There was a flash of white light before his eyes and his breathing was ragged as Li Sinian bit into the soft flesh at the base of his leg, his canine teeth slicing and grinding against the bloody flesh. He called out vaguely, “Brother Nian!”
“Hmm,” Li Sinian replied, searching for his fingers and intertwining them, “I am here.” He said, his voice muffled, soft and sticky.
Fang Daichuan slowly calmed down and the two kissed.
No longer breathing rapidly, Fang Daichuan lay on his back in the soft pillow, looking somewhat insatiable and lazy, exuding a relaxed flush, like a shore lapped by the tide and tall bamboo soaked in rainwater.
Li Sinian put on a pair of trousers and got up to wash the towel. His chest was sweaty, there was a bloody tooth mark on his neck. The gauze on his left shoulder was soaked with sweat and blood. His back was full of love scratches and bloodstains. Of course, Fang Daichuan knew who did it which makes him feel a little guilty. He leaned on the headboard and his eyes following him around. He had never seen such a Li Sinian before, Li Sinian he knew usually dressed neatly. Right now the jeans were unzipped, the tops of the hairy bush wet and rolled out, looking wild and aggressive, emitting aggressive testosterone.
“There’s no water,” Li Sinian sighed, opened a bottle of wine, poured it on a white towel, raised Fang Daichuan’s leg and covered it with a towel, “Bear with this.”
“Fuck …… ah!” Fang Daichuan’s expression was subtle and sour as the cold liquor covered the teeth marks at the base of his leg, the delicate side of his leg had never been treated like this before, aching and itching with some burning swelling.
“Do you also want it on your back?” Li Sinian smirked.
(T/N : Yes there is a missing ‘hole’ here… Anyway now that the smut is over, all I can say is that it is hard to translate smut when the author tries their best to be vague and you are like ‘is this finger or other body part we are talking about?’ So yeah, if the translation is awful forgive me, but I have warned you since the previous chapter.)
Fang Daichuan pulled the sheet over his face and kicked him: “I want your uncle.” His voice was muted.
(T/N : Remember that Chinese curse words usually have a family member so this is why there is an uncle here.)
Li Sinian threw away the towel and hugged the other side into his arms through the sheets: “I don’t have an uncle. Chuan’er-ge wants me.”
The two of them leaned together, the little food they ate in the evening had been consumed by the night’s physical work and Fang Daichuan was drowsy and hungry at the same time.
He suddenly remembered something and whispered, “You haven’t told me about your shitty first love.”
“It’s not a shitty first love, it’s a stupid puppy’s first love,” Li Sinian laughed, his chest move a little, “Don’t you remember that when you were young, a foreign child lived next to your grandfather’s house.”
Fang Daichuan’s brain has almost shut down, he carefully recalled his childhood, a peddler selling orange candy at the Hutong’s entrance, the double decker tram jingling** and the distant shouts, the vegetable stand under the sun, the pile of cabbage on the wall in winter, grandpa’s swaying old Phoenix***, a secluded alley that seems endless. In a trance, it seems that he remembers something, but it is like a layer of white mist, unclear.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hutong
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Double-decker_tram
“It’s you?” he muttered. “You lived next to my house?”
He couldn’t hear Li Sinian’s answer. He was so sleepy that he soon fell into a black sweet dream. Vaguely, he heard Li Sinian humming a song in his ear.
It’s not jazz, it’s a light song and even the melody is obscure. The sound has a heavy sadness, but also has some relief and sweetness.
I’ve seen the dark-side
When I’m trying to find the light
Seen the shadows fade away
On the wrong side of night
It was quite beautiful, and before Fang Daichuan fell into a dream, he wanted to ask him what the name of the song was but he couldn’t get the words out, he was too tired.
Li Sinian lay on his side, humming a folk song, his eyes unblinking as he watched him. His right hand traces the outline of the side of his face vaguely through a layer of air. His closed eyes, his unfurled eyebrows, his eyelashes resting peacefully beneath his eyelids, his upright nose, and his light-coloured lips.
You were just another sideshow
And I was trying not to fall
Trying not to fall…
Fang Daichuan dreamed when he met Li Sinian for the first time at the airport, after so many years, Li Sinian recognized him at a glance and asked hesitantly, “Is it you?”
It was raining heavily and Li Sinian’s side face changed colour from the various lights installed in the airport. He wanted to say something but hesitated.
That is strange, Fang Daichuan thought, since you recognized me, why did you let me board this car? He watched his back get into the car, the door was closed and he sped towards the east.
A night of chaotic dreams.
When Fang Daichuan woke up, it was already early in the morning and Li Sinian was still looking at him sideways, his eyes tender and full of affection. Fang Daichuan was bathed in such gazes, he felt lazy, almost melting into the morning light.
The clock in the corner struck eight.
The two went downstairs holding hands. For some reason, Li Sinian’s palm was a little wet.
“It’s finally over!” Fang Daichuan yawned, “I just don’t know which one comes first, the volcano or the rescue.”
Li Sinian looked at the sky outside the window and whispered, “Crow’s mouth.”
“It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter if the volcano really erupts,” Fang Daichuan said laughing, “I now think that if I die, then I die and I will have no regrets.”
Li Sinian curled his lips into a smile and gave Fang Daichuan a deep look: “So do I.”
They pressed their fingerprints in front of the machine and waited for Chen Hui until the last minute.
No one came downstairs.
Fang Daichuan already guessed what happened and sighed.
The machine made a “Di ” sound, Fang Daichuan played with Li Sinian’s fingers absently, waiting for the machine to announce the game over.
The screen emits a faint blue light.
“Everybody open your eyes, it’s daytime. The current number of survivors: 2.”
The game is over, Fang Daichuan thought to himself. The inorganic voice of the machine slowly read out. When he heard it, it seemed to carry a mocking malice in his ears.
The machine stopped for a while, as if calculating something. Then it declared:
“Game, continue.”
Fang Daichuan didn’t react, he was frozen on the spot. He felt Li Sinian’s fingers in his palm suddenly disappear. A cold sharp thing touched his back.
The teeth marks on his leg root have scabbed over but it is still painful.
He heard Li Sinian’s voice behind him, it was very soft, like a whisper. He said, “Chuan’er-ge, I’m sorry.”
(T/N : Next chapter you will know Sinian’s real role and everyone else too. Here is a hint, read chapter 1 again.)