Chapter 13: Day at diner

I am now on my way to the diner. Well, I'd be lying if I say I've ignored everything earlier. Sara,........from where should I start, she was very good girl if I remember correctly. We used to hangout a lot. She was the one whom I could publicly admit that I'm friends with. I wonder where things started going wrong. Was it about money, or affection, or something else. I'm inexperienced about dating and other stuff so I had no idea about that matter. In the first place, I can't imagine sharing my time with someone else. I don't know about everyone, but I,myself, try not to bother anyone else. Be it in existence and whatever. I don't want anyone to feel concerned about me. I am quite good by myself. Sometimes I think whether this was the reason I started distancing myself from everyone.

Time passed and now, I'm in front of my diner(let's just call 'my diner' as X because I have quite many names to name the diner on the basis of how the plot will continue. I'll shortly decide the final name for the diner).

I don't know what killing intent is, as I've read in many wuxia novels, but I surely can say that it'll not be good if I entered. Alas! I can't complain about it because if the owner start coming late, the employees will begin to slackoff, which is unacceptable on my watch.

Upon entering, I found the place to be bustling regardless it was only 15 minutes since the opening today. I glanced over at Roxanne and she was looking somewhat different. I can surely say that she didn't attend school today. Why you ask? It's simply because I've also known her for a long time, not as like childhood, but you can say that I've known her since a long time. The most noticeable factors are, after coming here straight from school, she just tie her hair in a ponytail along with applying a particular deodorant. I can't guess which deodorant it is just by smell, I just guessed it was not a cheap one. And if it was weekday or day off, she would wear up her hair in a bun, with few strands here and there on her forehead, along with a business suit. I didn't asked her why she dressed up like this, cause it's rude to question someone's sense of fashion, and also, I thought she was imagining herself working at some MNC in this outfit. Well, she's free to do whatever she wants unless she creates any trouble. Upon arriving at the counter, I washed my hands, put on an apron along with gloves and started preparing the order that was in front of the shelf since  forever.

Upon seeing this, Roxanne asked "Hey Allen! Won't you change your outfit before getting to work?"

"Yeah I know that it's not right, but for some reasons,I'm not in mood today? Wait...now I see, you're too in your casuals. I don't want to be seen as pervert, but you didn't came to school today, right?"[ME]

"Hahahaha, why would you even think I'll see you like that in the first place? Don't worry, it's alright, you don't have to worry about that"[ROXANNE]

"No, something is wrong. You never make that expression unless you're scared of something? Tell me, What's wrong?"[ME]

She finched for a second there. Tears were running through her eyes. I wanted to hug her to console her,but my conscience won't allow me to do something like that. I walked towards her and patted her head.

Seemingly surprised, she raised her head, telling me not to pat her. Honestly I also don't want to continue,but MAN! Her hairs are simply too soft and silky that I can't stop no matter how much I wanted to.

"If it's alright with you, can I tell you about it some other. I'm not sure how to say but....."[ROXANNE]

"No need to worry. You can choose to tell me if you're comfortable. Rest assured, I won't mind even if you kept it a secret from me[ME]

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"Sure, I will, in the near future. Well unm..."[ROXANNE]

"Huh?"[ME]

"Was Anna fine that day? She didn't look like her usual self and was looking somewhat..... broken? And the thing she said earlier that day- hahaha, what I'm even saying? Allen becoming someone's boyfriend? Hahahaha, it's quite a terrible joke"[ROXANNE] 

"It's true" I affirmed.

"Hahah-.....haha...haha..ha...?" Was she fine? I don't think I've ever heard having some mental breakdowns, but this didn't looked funny at all. Roxanne was crying like a broken fall only uttering 'ha ha ha' with breaks that someone would really consider that she's just done with everything. 

A few minutes passed. As of currently, she is in my arms, hugging me while sleeping with her face buried in my crotch. Well, it surely is a way to replace romcom with some NTR hentai, but She really had her face on my crotch while her hands hugging me. I called Anna for some help, she replied she would be there in 5 minutes, I thought that it was  expected from someone in the family with a hidden background. As for X, the two other employees are currently looking after it. I also felt sleepy and my eyes were about to close, until,  with a loud bang, Anna entered the room. Upon seeing my current position, she became expressionless. From what I can tell, she's 110% a yandere. She approached me and said almost lifelessly "It's not even two days and you're with a new girl already? Such a playboy you are ALLY~"

It sure is convenient for you to say that she is just messing with me, but for me, it's not the case. The look I saw in her eyes was loneliness. Like she was afraid of being alone. She looked scared, almost on the verge of tearing. Seeing this side of Anna is new to me. In the past too, she used to show her cool and mature side,but today, she just looked pitiful, broken. I don't know why, but I removed Roxanne's grip on me and stood up. Anna was leaving and was almost at the door. My adrenaline rushed and I just ran and hugged her tightly.

I don't know how many minutes passed, but I am currently sitting in the floor, with my back rested on the wall,Anna leaning over hugging me with her hands around my neck and Roxanne snoring on the opposite side.

After what felt like eternity, Anna loosened her hug and now sitting on my lap with her legs clutching my waist and her hands around my neck as in cowgirl position. She was still sulking. I again embraced her in my hug patting her back. She didn't even spoke a single word since then. After around 1 hour sitting in the same position (cowgirl, with girl hugging you), strangely, I didn't feel any fatigue. Contrary, it was like I was recharged. Anna, remaining in the same position said "Ally, please don't just seduce women here and there. My poor heart can't take it. After seeing you today like this,I-I've completely lost my mind. Allen, I don't know what's happening to me. I don't know since when I'd became this much possessive, but just remember one thing-"

Anna then loosened her grip on me, coming face to face,she kissed me. On lips. She started with simply a smooch,followed by sucking my lips and entering her tongue in my mouth. I don't know how to describe this, on outside, it looked bland, but I felt like something in me just ignited. After like 1 minute, she separated her lips from mine and said 

"-you were, are and will always be mine~"

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