Chapter 19: Counseling sessions

Anna took Rachael in an empty classroom on the 3rd floor. It'd be much better to say that she dragged her because Rachael was lost in her own world. Upon entering the class and locking the door, Anna helped Rachael sit down on a chair and she herself went near the open window and leaned while having her back towards it. With the wind blowing, her hairs fluttered and it created a rather impressive scene. 

While looking down on Rachael, Anna kept quiet for sometime. After few minutes passed, she spoke in a cold, emotionless voice

"Pathetic"

Getting no response, she again spoke

"I knew I was right. A brat, who just thinks that she has all the experience in the world, doesn't know what hardships and failures mean, was trying to act all condescending for the one she likes"

Rachael shook hard.

"Just so you know little brat, as much as you are obsessed with him, you really underestimated me. You thought that you can do anything and everything you want and will get out of it as easily as taking a walk in the park. Just so you know little Missy Parks(her full name is Rachael Parks) if you consider yourself supreme, you really don't know what kind of bitch I am."

"You really thought that you could stalk him and I wouldn't know anything. Oi miss Parks! Just so you know, I ALLOWED YOU to stalk Ally and gather information about him because I felt that you and I are very much alike. Those burning passion in your eyes, I was rather sure that we were of same kind."

"Those eyes, those desires towards Ally, desire to love him, to protect him, to give him everything you have, even your life if the situation requires, I thought that those in yours are same as mine. But I was wrong"

"I decided to give you a chance to see it for myself. I was expecting that you'll not disappoint me but in the end you did. You FU*KING DID!"

"THIS IS NOT THE RACHAEL THAT I USED TO SEE IN THE PAST! THIS IS JUST A SISSY BRAT WHO PRETENDS TO BE STRONG! A PERSON WITH HOLLOW DETERMINATION!!"

"Ally rejected me in the past. He treated me much worse and coldly than you can ever imagine. You saw what? His dejected attitude? His indifference? His cold personality? No no no no no no, Rachael, if you fancy him just by this, you should distance yourself from him. You never saw what he looked like in his worst. Those a**holes of a parents of his fu*ked like crazy and result is that bl*ody b*tch of a sister of his who they treat like princess while ignoring the presence of Allen. You know what feels like to be alienated by your own birth-mother who used to spoil you rotten, now considering you as 'just a mistake' of her past self? "

"Mistake? Seriously? That b*tch f*cked and gave birth to him and now consider it as a mistake? Rachael, you don't know how broken he his. He is no different than a person on ventilator Rachael. One mistake, one betrayal, it will take only one single mistake and Ally will disappear from our lives forever. No, F*ck you b*tch! I don't care whatever happens to you but he'll disappear from my life. And you know that he's my everything. I'll gladly choose to die rather than living without him."

"And you on the other side? You're weak ( A/N-exactly like YOWAII MO). You who don't have the courage to stand after just a single rejection......wait wait wait! You b*tch never even confessed to him in the first place. Hahahaha haha!!! You sure are pathetic. Just getting to know about his relationship gets you in a state like this? Seriously, you don't deserve to stand beside him. 

All the stuff Ally went through god knows when, made him numb. You know NUMB!!! HE CAN'T FEEL A SINGLE DAMN EMOTION!!!!. To him, life and death are not much different. He'll treat death as casually as life. He has no fear. And that's what scares me. I'll never allow him to go to that stage. I know that he's not weak, but I can't afford to take any chance. I thought that with your help, I'll let Ally regain his emotions. 

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But now seeing you in this stage, I'm sorry, but, please never approach him again. Also tell that old man of yours and that butler......whatever his name was to never approach him again or it'll not be a happy ending for your family"

After taking out all her frustration, Anna closed the window and was about to get out of the class when suddenly she ducked and rotated her body and sent a flying kick on stomach and chin of Rachael, who was about to attack from behind, and followed by a quick leap and a punch directly on the face of Rachael. It was ruthless as Rachael was knocked out in cold blood. Neither caring about her, Anna kept punching her and after a few punches, Rachael was back to earth wondering what had happened.

Anna, with her foot placed on face of Rachael, looked down coldly and said 

"Brat, oo brat~ you are too inexperienced to face me. Just go ask that old man of yours. He'll surely piss in his pants after hearing my nam-........? Well-well-well~ look at this untamed vertebrate glaring at me~. Should I beat you more roughly this time?

"...e"[RACHAEL]

"'kick' speak loudly b*tch!"[ANNA]

"I'll not back down! Ally is mine. MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE. I love him more than anything. I'll never betray him!!!!"[RACHAEL]

After seeing the passion in her eyes, Anna removed her feet and said in a condescending manner

"If you're that passionate,just stop acting like a brat and tell him everything that you've got. Get out of your delusional 'ojou-Sama' fantasy and face the reality. It's not as sweet as it sounds,but you've to live in reality no matter what"

And after suddenly stroking her face affectionately, she said

"Go for it, dear Rachael. I know it's not easy, but 'we' will do our best in making 'our' Ally happy. You'll help me in this, right?

Rachael while still in daze nodded. After showing affection for a few seconds, Anna said bye and left.

Rachael stood there, wondering what in the hell is this Anna? She's not as easy as she seems.

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