Chapter 7: Cohabitation

In the bustling market of the city, there is a particular restraint/diner, which currently is closed due to some unknown reason. Inside, 3 figures can be seen,a lady looking towards a boy, a boy which is also looking at the lady and a girl, same age as the boy looking at both of them. Lady is looking at the boy the same way any yandere will look towards her beloved. Boy, the same as usual, is expressionless as if thinking what is he doing here and the girl-Erm nevermind, she is lost in her own world and is making a scary face. 

"So?"[ME]

"Hmm?"[ANNA]

"You wanna say something?"[ME]

"nnnope"[ANNA]

"Hmmm"[ME]

We both stared at each other's face. Well considering she said she loves me, I currently have no idea what to say. Well, it's not like I don't like her but I don't see her as a romantic interest. According to me, our relationship was always like siblings but things turned out the way I didn't imagined. And since I've forgotten how to love anyone, I find it quiet a hassle to deal with this sort of thing.

"Well, you not gonna say something?"[ANNA]

"What should I say?"[ME]

"About my confession?"[ANNA]

"I don't have anything to say"[ME]

"Are you accepting me as your girlfriend?"[ANNA]

"I can't love anyone."[ME]

"I know that better than anyone and I don't care if you love anyone or not."[ANNA]

"Huh?"[ME]

"Look here Ally, I have known you since a long time. I know how you turned out to be the way you are now and believe me when I say I don't care about your peculiarities, I seriously am in love with you"[ANNA]

"But the thing is that I can't love you the way you love me. First of all I see you as a big sister figure and I can't change my thinking suddenly. And second, I can't love anyone even if I try to. My inner self refuses to care about anyone. You always see me at school do you not. You can clearly see how selfishly I use them and cast them aside whenever I want to without even batting an eye. Just how can you love a selfish man like me? Even I don't love myself.[ME]

"That's why I love you Ally. Since I've known you for a long time, I know how you were before all this emotion thing happened. I love you Ally, you. I don't care if you use anyone ar cast anyone aside. I don't care how selfish you are. Besides things are not the way you see?"[ANNA]

"What do you mean by that?[ME]

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"Nothing. You'll see in the future. Coming back to topic, do you accept me as your girlfriend now?"[ANNA]

"Haven't I told you before that I cannot love you?"[ME]

"And I refuse to accept that. I know that you also love me given all this time we both have spend together"[ANNA]

Seriously, this girl. She's always been like that. She always argued with her parents and stayed with me the whole night. No matter how many times I ask her to go, she clungs to me and refuse to leave making a puppy face and swearing at me. I always gave in to her unreasonable demands but now I'm not sure if I can give in to her or not. Maybe it's possible I can ruin her life in the future. She deserves someone better, far better than me. I don't deserve her. She and I are like heaven and earth. She has looks, personality, charisma and charm while I don't have anything to say about myself. I can't feel anything. I'm a failure of the thing called human being. I don't want to get into relationship with anyone because I know that I'll ruin their life. I am someone who is cursed and is destined to be alone forever. 

"Sorry, but I can't."[ME]

"Haah, I have known that things will turn out this way. Okay, Ally, listen to me. You don't have to love me and don't have to care about me. Just allow me to call you my boyfriend and let me act as your girlfriend. You don't have to comply with my acts. Just allow me to save you this time. I've lost you once and I cannot afford that again. I promise that you'll change your mind sooner or later. Just please this one last time give in to my unreasonable demand."[ANNA]

There she goes again. If you think that she will give up with her antics, you are quiet wrong here. Trust me when I say that. I've known her since a long time. 

"You won't take no for an answer, will you?"[ME]

"Yup, I'm not accepting NO as an answer" she answered with the best smile I've ever seen on her face.

"Well, it's a deal."[ME]

"Thank you so much Ally, thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you sooo much" she jumped on me hugging me and crying on my chest. I began caressing her hairs with my fingers. 

With this my today's work came to end and now I'm in my room. Today's day was rather a change in my everyday boring life. Somehow I got a girlfriend who also happens to be my former big sister. Well I don't hate incest and considering she was the one who approached me first and refuse to back down even after my continuous rejections, I think she is being pretty serious about it.

As I was in my own world, a knock sounded on my door. Thinking about who could be at this hour, I opened the door and was greeted by the sight of Anna smiling cheerfully along with.........a bag?

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