Chapter 3: Chap 3 – I’ll be worthy of him

-Susan POV-

My name is Susan Chelord.

My families magic is fire magic.

I am a daughter of Lord Chelord, a family which has been in this business for generations. I have two older brothers and an older sister.

My father works for Ter Tonhaed, a war official who is well-known throughout the kingdoms.

However, my mother is a commoner from the countryside.

Since my father had worked hard, Ter Tonhaed invited me to Ridrobmonds school.

He was able to give a place at the most prestigious school to whoever he thought deserved it because of his achievements as a general.

In response to his invitation, my parents spent all their savings on my tuition fees (which were astronomical).

They asked for nothing in return except that I should study hard and become the best person I could possibly be.

***

On my school day, I met a boy.

His hair was red and his eyes blue. He looked like an angelic beauty with an innocent face.

He had a gentle expression and soft-looking lips. His red hair made him look so much more appealing than any other student at our school.

I approached him to introduce myself.

The boy was very kind.

As I talked to him, I could feel eyes on me.

But the conversation is good anyway.

***

During lunch, I kept thinking about the boy I just met.

They call it love at first sight.

I decided to leave a romantic letter on your desk.

I asked him out on a date after school.

The important thing was to start, even though we could start as friends.

I stealthily entered the classroom and left the letter.

Then I realized something.

I didn't know his name.

What was his name?

How did I get so lost in my imagination that I forgot to ask his name?

Why didn't I think of asking his name before?

I panicked.

It might sound bad if I asked it.

How can someone who talks to you send you a romantic letter not know your name?

He might think I'm crazy.

I needed time to calm down.

I can ask the professor discreetly.

Yeah, perfect plan.

I'll go to the teachers' room right now.

My heart was beating quickly because of nerves.

When I got there, the teacher was talking to another student.

“Teacher, excuse me.”

“Yes?”

“Does anyone know the boy's name that sit next to me today?”

The teacher turned around and stared at me.

“That's a strange question. Why would you want to know that? Did you have some sort of a fight or something?”

“No, it's just that...I've never seen him before. So I wanted to learn his name...”

I was too nervous to ask his name.

“I see,” she replied slowly, “Well, his name is Albert Tonhaed."

“Son of Ter Tonhaed?”

“Yeah.”

Wait.

I wrote a letter to Albert.

This is a disaster.

A catastrophe. A blunder of epic proportions.

I was horrified.

I couldn't believe it.

As I didn't know the prodigy of the Had family.

And worse, I asked him out on a date.

I went to the cafeteria.

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I can't think on an empty stomach.

I could hear some girls talking in the cafeteria.

“Is it true that Albert enrolled here?” a black haired girl asked.

“Yeah,” her friend replied.

“I hear he's very handsome, what's the chance of him falling in love with me?”

“Little did he know that he is addicted to training, nor did his maid who lives with him manage to make him fall in love with her.”

“So does that mean that I'll have a better chance, since I won't be competing against his maid?”

I could hear more conversations like this as I walked down the hall.

I would have many opponents.

But I have an advantage, I'm already his friend.

And I have a date.

I feel really lucky.

***

I could feel more hateful stares during class.

Maybe it's because of the romantic letter I wrote to Albert.

I had to erase that memory.

I focused on my lessons and tried to ignore everything around me.

But I could still feel eyes on me.

It was as if everyone was looking at me.

There are people staring at me?

I couldn't help feeling anxious.

I didn't know what to do.

I can't stay here anymore.

I need to go somewhere else to think.

I went to the bathroom, which was almost empty.

I felt relieved when I closed the door behind me and sat on one of the benches.

I took a deep breath.

“I heard that a girl asked Albert out on a date,” said one girl.

“He'll probably reject her, poor thing.”

At this point, all the girls already knew about my date.

Everyone was talking about it.

I started to panic.

Why did I write a romantic letter to Albert?

And why did I ask him out on a date?

I'm an idiot.

“What a loser,” someone said.

“She's an idiot too, for asking him out on a date.”

“He should reject her and tell her how stupid she is.”

The others laughed.

They were laughing at me.

How can I face them now?

If I go on the date, he would probably reject me or not go at all.

I don't want it, but I'm still not worthy of him.

But if he rejects me now, it's all over.

I'm going to be humiliated.

I'm completely desperate.

I thought about the day after tomorrow, when I would finally meet Albert for the first time.

I will have to act normally, right?

I can't let anything slip.

I can't show any hint of weakness.

I will become worthy of him.

I will not give up.

I need to get stronger.

I'm going to train harder than ever before.

I need to gain more power.

I don't care how much I have to suffer, my goal is clear.

I will make him fall in love with me.

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