There are advantages and disadvantages to pretending to be a nice kid. It's advantageous that everyone views me favorably and will never have a negative opinion of me. At the same time, people will attempt to exploit it, though. I will be forced to perform tasks, and they will expect me to do so without objecting.
I don't give in easily, and I'm not truly nice. I know how to reject by just acting foolish or similar. Naivety has its advantages and so is being idiotic. If they try to make me do things but don't explain what they mean directly, I just claim I don't understand. If they are direct, I can also act like a naive little kid, "I can inform the instructor that you can't do it so she would take consideration for you."
When I smile, it appears as though my eyes are closed and create the shape of the moon; as a result, people frequently comment on how cute I am. Some people find it adorable, while others believe it to be stupid. Since it's unlikely that their comments will affect my life in any way, I didn't give a damn what they thought.
I frequently wind myself being someone's lackey due to my nature. They initially said, "Can you accompany me while I go to the cafeteria to get food? ", which then changed to "Can you get me some food? "I usually end up being used, or at least they believed that to be the case.
I will never spend money on someone else, that is one thing I will never do. I seldom have money, thus it is highly valuable to me. Stealing is not an option for me since I dislike getting beaten more than I like having money. So I always make sure they know I'm poor as a rat or perhaps poorer than rats whenever they start to indicate that they want me to spend money for them. I made as big of an exaggeration as possible so they wouldn't even consider it; a treat from me is not an option.
I would rather receive than give. I vehemently disagree with the statement that "it's better to give than to receive." Giving causes you to lose something instead of gain something. A giver will feel superior and satisfied with themselves after giving charity. They will feel that giving something away is so wonderful, and the recipient must be touched by their generosity. There is no such thing as pure kindness, thus I don't believe in it.
They are free to hold a low opinion of me. I don't take pride in myself. I don't believe that pride can provide me my desires. They can spit or stamp on it, but it won't move me. I'll only conclude that they are naive enough to even do such a thing without getting any reward. Well, they must be feeding their useless ego that way.
I tend to be a lackey of a child from a wealthy family because I prefer to follow those who can provide me with better stuff. No matter how they look—fat, thin, ugly, or beautiful—their appearance is worthless, that's not something I need from them. However, I frequently became a fat loner's lackey. They are the kind of persons that are often the targets of bullying due to their appearance. All it takes is a little consolation and appreciation.
They are the kind of individuals who are so anxious to acquire attention, a sense of belonging, and a friend that they are easily misled. "I like you exactly the way you are" or "You don't need to listen to them, you have me" is the key to it all. I suppose it's advantageous to both of us. I get to be their comforter while they treat me. That was the scenario at first.
They began to behave haughtily as they gradually gained confidence. "I offer you stuff therefore you need to be appreciative towards me, repay me," or anything along those lines will encourage them to begin to look down on me, think they're better than me, and then begin to believe they are superior to me. When get blinded by their newfound 'confidence', they will never think of anyone but themselves, forgetting those people who comforted them they had no one. In any case, I don't really care. It's okay whether they viewed me as a buddy or a lackey, they still spend money on me.
I am aware that individuals who are ridiculed are those who need attention and are prone to become self-absorbed. If I act friendly to them, they will automatically look for my warmth. It only works on individuals who are still naive to the world. They believe they have seen the worst aspects of people since they are constantly bullied or despised and believe them to be the most terrifying. They are unaware that there are individuals whose works of art produce illusions. If they just observe someone from one perspective, they will never understand who they really are.
Finally, even though they may claim to feel superior, "insecurities" are something they cannot overcome. They'll continue to remember the shortcomings that others have pointed out to them. They were unlucky for being treated like shit by other people, but does that mean they are lucky they met me? Of course not; if those people started to dig a grave for them, then I'm the person who is guarding it, making sure that no one is going to cover it. They won't be able to get rid of me that easily because I'm the only person to whom they can flee. They will never be able to see their worth. They are welcome to continue digging down, and I will be pleased to let them to.
Till the moment they finally put an end to everything. Don't misunderstand me; none of the "young masters" committed suicide. They can travel the world since they are so wealthy. They ought to have departed right away. It is actually rather foolish for them to make themselves endure prolonged periods of agony. I'll start looking for another wealthy individual for me to use by then.
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