Chapter 2: My parents

So the thing is that I wanted to die so many times that i don’t remember but in my life I cried a lot and scrachted my self a lot and now I have a lot of marks on all my body but I don’t regret them it’s just that they reminds me of my sucides  but that is ok.

So when i was hospitalized the first time it was in a little tume (4 days ) ,my second was in january (2021) i was there in short time ( 1 week) , the third was a long hospitalization (3-4 months) and now the day when I write this story so basicaly I wanted to kill my self not a long time ago but my educators came and they taked me to my home so I slept in the living room my educators are always here for me but at first sign I didn’t want to talk with them but now I talk a lot with my educators.

Before the hospitalization my mom did tell me that she don’t want me and that I am not her daughter because she is scared of me and don’t want to be on my back all the time so she don’t want me at all so thats why I started hate her and I don’t fuck*** care about her becaus she calls me when she needs something and not just to talk with her daughter like a normal familly I started to get numb and I don’t want to be related to her ,she caused a lot of trouble so I wont listen to her ,I don’t answer her messages because she started to text me when she knews that I am in a hospital .

But the thing is that my mom and I were the same ,we have the same face , the same style and the same character .

Oh I didn’t talk about my father in law so he smocked weed but aparently he doesn’t now , he is not so aggressif with my little sister and brother , he has no right to come and visits me so I think it is good because we would kill eatch other so that is ok because I do not want to see him because I would beat his ass out .

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