Chapter 15: Chapter 15: Cute Sides Of Onee-chan(3)

"For what?" She asks, confused. She gets her head off my back, her arms were still around my waist. Her grip loosened.

"I'm only now giving you a present- even though you've always..." 

"That doesn't matter! It doesn't matter how many gifts you've given to someone or what the present itself is, It's all about the feelings behind it, so, as long you had feelings behind it, I'm happy! And plus, like I said before, I'm glad I even got something from you," She took a pause. She lowers her head. I could tell because- since she had her head on my back, I could tell the movement of her head, up to some extent. "So, was there any feelings behind it?" Her grip got stronger again, as if she was anxious. 

I hold her arm, gently while having a smile at the corner of my lips. "Of course." Although it may have not seemed like I did, I really did have the feelings. I wanted to give to her, to repay her what she's done for me, to see her expression as I gave it, as she held it, as she looked it. I wondered if she would be happy, I wondered if she would angry. Every time the thought of her being happy crossed my mind, I would start getting happy myself. I wanted it hand to her right away. Whenever the thought of her being angry and wished I gave her something better crossed my mind, I wanted to stop in my tracks. I didn't feel like walking a step closer to home. Luckily, she was happy with it.

The small smile on my face turns into a full smile.

"I see. Mm!" She was back to her cheerful self again. Her grip tightens.

My head started moving on it's own for some reason.

As I expected, it was pushed back.

"I told you not turn around."

"...Why?" Did she not want to see my face anymore or something?

"...Because," Her voice turns softer. "I don't want you to s-see me like this..." She says, a hint of embarrassment in her voice. My cheeks turn a little red. That was just too cute!! I was still a little happy. At least she didn't hate me. That would be really bad. I would probably be depressed for life. Haha, just kidding... I guess.

I debated with myself while scratching my cheek whether I should turn my head or listen to what she said. In the end I chose the first choice: to turn my head.

I slightly turn my head. She tries pushing it back but I keep going. "I wanna see you, Onee-chan," I say.

She slowly stops pushing me away.

"If you see me right now, you'll think I'm some weirdo,"

"I won't."

"Yes you will. I know you will..." I don't really get what she's saying. Why would I think she's weird? Is her expression right now really weird? No, even if it is, I highly doubt I would think she's a weirdo.

"...Please trust me. I promise I won't call you a weirdo," I say.

"....You just said it."

"Huh?"

" 'You a weirdo'. It came from your sentence." She teases, poking my nape.

"Wha?! Wai-"

"I know. I was just kidding," She takes a pause. "...If you laugh or call me anything, I'll punch you, Okay?" She uses her fist to lightly tap my back.

"Okay. I promise I won't." I pull out my pinky and put it behind me my back. 

She interlocks her pinky to it. "Fine. You can turn around now." I gulp.

I wonder why I'm feeling so... nervous. It feels like I'm about to see something for the first time or something.

I slowly turn my head around after she moved a little back. I exhale and then look up.

She was hiding her face with her hands. I couldn't really see anything other then a little bit of her and her eyes.

I wait for her to remove her hands. 

She slowly took her hands off her face after my constant staring.

Instead of looking straight at me, she looks over to the side: My left, her right. She eventually looks straight at me. Her head was still a little down though.

"Onee-chan~" I complain. She said I could see her. Wait, did she? Well, she pretty much did. She did say if I call her weird, she would punch me. I inwardly chuckle, making sure she doesn't hear me. I'm ready for the attack. Somewhat. I'm not gonna call her a weirdo so I don't need to be prepared.

She finally tilts her head upwards so I can see. I was a little surprised by what I saw. How can I call this weird? I have to weird- no, beyond that to call this even the slightest bit weird. I move a little forward so I can get a closer look. 

Onee-chan had a soft and gentle smile on her face. Even though it was small, it felt like it burnt more then the sun. There was so much power in it. It looked like she was trying to suppress it but, it wasn't working. 

'If you see me right now, you'll think I'm some weirdo' What is she even saying? If she were to see what I'm thinking right now, she'll be one calling me a weirdo.

"How cute..." I accidently say. While it was true, I wasn't planning to say it aloud so bluntly.

I guess I was planning to tell her what I really thought if she asked or something. But, if I say it only after she ask... what if she doesn't? Won't that make her think she actually looks strange? Even though she doesn't. 

"Wha?!" She says, surprised. "No more. Don't look anymore..." She pushes my face away while turning to side. 

This time I don't let her do as she wants. I gently grab her arm and pull it down.

"I wanna see-" Unexpectedly, my face was right in front of hers with only a couple of inches separating the two. I stayed like that for a couple of seconds, surprised. My mind froze for those couple of seconds.

I move back a little out of surprise. I look back at her and my lips were left a little open.

"Onee-chan. That's just playing dirty..." I say, looking down. 

How can she make such a face? How can she be so cute? How can she make me feel like this? How can she create such a strange desire in me?

Tell me Onee-chan, how can you make me want you so much?

Sigh, I must be tired. What am I thinking? What am I even saying?

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She had a look on her face that was saying she wanted something. Not just anything; like she wanted me to do something to her. It was way too temping. It got even harder to hold back then earlier when she made 'that' expression. 

This time I didn't need to hold back. I don't think I do at least. I scoot over to Onee-chan and hold her face while on my knees. I look down at her. 

"Can I kiss you?" What am I even saying this? What's wrong with me today? It's like my mind and heart are acting on there desires without even getting my consent.

"Yeah." She looks up at me and we look into each others eyes for a couple of seconds.

I lean over and close my eyes as I crash my lips against hers while still holding face.

We last like that for couple of seconds and then break off the kiss.

But it didn't end there. After breaking it off we looked at each other again, our faces still on close proximity and then connect our lips together again.

After a couple more times, we stopped. 

We go back to sitting next to each other. I don't know about Onee-chan, but right now, my cheeks are quite hot. 

I touch my lips. I felt happy while kissing her. I wonder why? Sigh, I think I should see a doctor or something.

Of course, the doctor being myself. There is no way I can go to an actual doctor. How would I explain what's happening? Saying it happens when I'm with Onee-chan will probably make them I'm weird. Or at the very least unique. I might even get weird looks. I mean, I don't think all siblings feel this way towards each other.

Either way, I just have this feeling that I, one, don't need to see a doctor and two, it's better if I don't. 

The reason I was thinking about seeing a doctor is because of what's been happening recently. Especially today.

My minds been filled with weird thoughts of Onee-chan. First, about her body- which is probably the most extreme  and embarrassing one today, then those thoughts about embracing her. I swear, what's going on with me?

"Ah, right, Onee-chan,"

"Yeah?" She looks at me.

"We handed in the forms today,"

"The one for high school?" She asks.

"Yeah." 

"What... was your choice?" She says, griping her hands together while looking down at the white bedsheets. I guess she was worried.

"Don't worry," I look down as well, tracing what/where exactly she might be looking at. "I picked... Azayaka." I look up at her and smile.

She lifted her head up and was ginning from ear-to-ear. She was literally beaming with joy. I think this is the happiest I've ever seen her.

"Really?!" 

"Yeah. I kept our promise." I hold my pinky in front of me with a soft smile on my face. I bring it over to her.

She looks at it for a second and then finally connects her own pinky to it.

"I see!" She says, still beaming. She looks at our two pinkies with a soft smile and then looks up at me. She just looked at me. I had no idea why. "Ehem! You better have kept the promise or else I would be really mad." She looks to the side with her arms together with puffed cheek, pouting. There was a little red on her face.

I couldn't help but laugh. She turns to look at me confused in response.

"Why are you laughing? Did you really think I look weird?"

"Huh? Of course not. To be honest... I guess I'm not too sure myself why I was laughing. I guess what you said was a little funny?" She looks at me even more puzzled. Why was I even laughing? I guess cause she was little cut- ehem, funny.

There was a slight silence between us.

".....Anyways... Haru, why did you really hurt yourself earlier?" She turns her body towards me and looks me in the eye.

"...." I look to the side. Oh shoot! What do I say?! Do I tell her the truth? No way! That's way too embarrassing! Think! Think! "...It's because... I wanted to hug you so bad... Since you were so cute and stuff...." I say, embarrassed while looking to the side. In the end I decided to tell the truth. I didn't think there was any reason to lie: other then it was embarrassing. I look at her.

She was frozen and has an expression that was filled with both surprise and shock.

"...." Her face turns bight red. It seems what I said was not something she expected. Just as a thought, I wonder what she was actually expecting me to say?

"What did you think the reason was?" I tilt my head to the side.

"...Well... I'm not sure. I guess if I had to say, I thought it would be because you weren't feeling well or something. Or maybe because you were depressed or something. I don't know." She says. "Wait, then what did you mean by you were 'testing something'?"

 "Ah. Uh... That was because the urge was too strong and stuff. I tried clenching my fists as hard as I could, but, it didn't work. That's why I went to something more painful: a pinch- and yeah, it really hurt." I look to side, remembering that time- the exact the pain and pressure I put making my skin squeeze together. 

I look over at my arm and try to find the spot I hurt myself. Yup, as expected, it's still red. There was a red dot on the place I pinched. It wasn't that clear though, it was quite faint, It was barely see-able.

Onee-chan lets out a soft and short giggle that made me turn to look at her. Her face was surprising a little flushed as she was laughing. 

After her giggling was over, there was a pause. She was looking down at the bed.

"....D-do you still have those desires?" She asks me, blushing a little. It was probably even less visible then the red dot on my arm(her blush). Ah, I guess the dots aren't that invisible then. I stare at her, both surprised and mesmerized for a second.

 

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