Chapter 16: Chapter 16: Cute Sides Of Onee-chan(4)

I lightly bite down on my lower lip, still making sure it doesn't bleed or anything.

"Yeah." I look at her and nod while blushing a little bit. A couple of seconds- or rather, before she asked me if the desire was still there, I would have probably said no because it went down and then finally left, somehow. I, myself am surprised how I can change so much in a matter of seconds, literally. Though, I guess that just shows how smart and how strong I am mentally(I say that even though I couldn't hold back to hug someone: Onee-chan). But now, after she asked, I can't say the same. 

She was quite cute as she said those words, and because of that, the craving came back. What's up with my control bar? Today, with just the slightest bit of cuteness, I lose completely. It's like leveling up with only one EXP: only needing one EXP to level up. Though, I guess needing only one EXP is a good thing. This of course would be considered the opposite: Not a good thing.

Me and Onee-chan look at each other for a second and then move closer to each other. She lifts her arms up and holds them out towards me while spread out. I also do the same and wrap my arms around her. 

It was great- like really good. I felt like I was in absolute bliss or something. 

She was warm and soft and... It just felt great. Well, I didn't want to mention this, but... Her chest is also quite nice. It's like a marshmallow but softer and... it's currently pressed against me, completely. It wasn't just pressed up against me softly or lightly or anything, it was literally squishing and rubbing against me and my chest with some good amount pressure; meaning, I was in heaven- ehem, I mean....

I think for a second. I don't know. There was no excuse this time, sadly- Not that I was making an excuse in the first place. Yup, no way.

I was finally able to get my desire/wish granted. 

After a while, we finally let go of each other. The embrace was very satisfying, that's for sure. Also very relaxing and warm and soft and... yeah.

"I have some work to do so I will be going back to my room now, Haru." She slowly gets off the bed and soon looks down at me whom was still on the bed.

"Okay, Good luck with the work then."

I bid her goodbye with a smile as she leaves the room. She suddenly comes to a stop in front of the door, just as she was about to twist the knob. She looks down and then turns around and hastily strides over to me as if she was in a rush or something.

"What wrong?" I ask, as she was standing in front of me. She bends her upper body over and kisses me on forehead and then strides out of the room, somehow finding the time to close the door behind her. I sit there surprised and eventually find myself touching my forehead, touching the traces of the kiss.

Another surprise attack, eh. I don't think I can hold out for much longer. I swear, one of these Onee-chan will be the end of me. I snicker at the thought as I place my hands on the bed, lean back, and look up at the roof. 

I get up from my bed and sit back down on my desk. 

I kinda lied to Onee-chan. I said I was finished, but the truth is, I still have a little bit of work left. Though, I technically wasn't lying at the same time because I really was finished with what I was doing, I just need to do something else; work from a different subject.

After finishing the work and dinner, I got to looking some things up. Onee-chan lent me her laptop so I could do some research on some stuff. I, of course don't have my own laptop because I told mom and dad I don't need one. I really don't, yet.

The reason I have the laptop- the stuff I was researching were related the course selection. It's coming up really soon. I'm pretty sure it was next week, though, it may be the week after that, it's supposed to be before summer break, that's for sure. Saying it's coming next week is just a guess.

To be honest, I'm not too sure what I want to take, after all, I haven't really decided what I want to do in the future. I'll have to do the basic courses, but, the question is, what's after? I haven't thought of what else I should do.

I browsed through the web, looking for the courses at Azayaka and stuff. After I find something 'interesting'/something that might be useful/something I might find myself doing in the future, I would search things up related to it. I wanted to see what they learn in the course and how difficult it was. I wouldn't want to do something that's literally impossible or something that's not fun/interesting, especially in high school where marks are pretty much everything. I wouldn't want to do something really boring and fail: that would be really really bad, also because it was my choice to choose the subject.

Mom and Dad would probably be really pissed. What about Onee-chan? Would she be disappointed? Or will she tell me to do better next time and it was just my first year so I shouldn't think about it much while patting my head and looking at me with her bright smile. I break into a soft smile at the thought.

After a while researching, after getting some satisfying but at same time not really- okay, pretty much zero answers, I returned the laptop to Onee-chan. 

The research wasn't that fruitful, but, I felt like I was a step or even a half step closer to my goal: to find what I want to do in life and in high school. Mostly high school obviously. Souma once told me that I don't have to think too hard on what I want to do in the future as I still had a lot of time. He said it was good to have a goal to work towards and stuff, but you shouldn't stress too much over it, yet. When you get closer to university and passed that, that's when you really gotta think about it.

Because of that, I guess I don't really think about it too much, saving me some stress to handle. I guess he can be useful sometimes.

I then remember him giving me the 'secret' method. He likes to over exaggerate things sometimes so I decided to do it myself: 'secret' method, not just 'method'. Anyways, he's been quite useful lately. 

'What are you talking about?! I'm always useful! I'm a superb human being!' I can imagine him saying something along those lines. Especially the second part; him saying he's 'always' useful.

Well, I guess it doesn't matter. I lean back against my chair and look out the window. I guess I'm just gonna wait till I'm in my second or third year or something, of course I have to come to a decision before I graduate high school. Hm? Woah, that's a long way away. One year already feels pretty long, but three! That's long + long + long, and of course it equals to 'super duper long'. 

Though, there was this one time when I was walking back from school, while I was walking home with Souma, he came to a stop to look at something that I don't remember, and then these two girls walked by us, chatting about something. They seemed to be high school because of their uniform. I'm not sure what school it was though. Anyways, they were talking about something. I happened to accidently hear what they were saying as they passed by us. They were talking about how they were about to graduate, how they felt; one of girls said she was nervous, the other said she was kinda excited to see what University will be like. They also talked about how it felt they were first years- how it was like they just entered the school and how it was like the first day of school just last month or something. Meaning, high school probably ends super quick.

Of course, that would mean the time for me to think about my future will come faster then I think. I'm pretty sure that just means extra stress if I leave it for the future. I will have to think about it all at once and it might even leave me with some regrets later on since I only had so 'little' time to think about it. It's best to find something I like as I go about my life; coincidently find something I like as I go through life/get older: not too old obviously.

Later on it may add more stress, and I plan to think about it later on just as he said, but still.... what am I going to do with this impatient feeling in me? 

I sigh, still leaned back against the chair.

The impatient feeling in me will probably make me constantly think about the future and make me actually think about it thoroughly(unlike how I chose my high school) as it's uncertain. There is no guarantee that I will make any money. There is also no guarantee that I won't make any at the same time. 

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"Hah! look at me acting so serious!" I laugh at myself and place my palm over my face. The reason I was laughing at my own self is probably because I'm not normally like this- well, I don't think I am. As I was saying, I don't believe I think about serious things that- or rather, I don't think I need to think about such things that much.

Well whatever, I quit. I don't feel like thinking about things anymore. It makes me think too much and it's way too serious of a topic, I guess.

Thinking about those kind of things also make me anxious- a little worried about what's to come: my future. I guess it puts me in bad mood but at the same time, not really. Plus, I should enjoy what time I have right now instead of worrying about making money and jobs.

I get up from my seat and stretch my arms and bend down and try to touch my toes, I couldn't. Of course was still pretty close. I lean down even more, putting more pressure onto my muscles, making me feel that pain/stretch at the back of my knees.  

"Ow~" I fall back to where I was before I bent even further. I was still bent like that, loosely, my arms wobbling from side-to-side ever so slightly and slowly like a puppet.  

I try to touch my toes once again like the little masochist I am, this time my cheeks puff up with air escaping my mouth little by little. I could feel the pain but tried ignoring it. Can't lie, it was hurting quite a bit, but, I was somehow handling it well. Maybe I have talent for this. Just kidding. It was probably just cause I did this already/attempted to do it: already stretched it a little. I was just continuing what I left.

My fingers graze the top and then they finally landed on the top of it. I manage to touch it!

Hm? I suddenly remember what I was talking about earlier, about the job stuff and the future. I guess there might have been something meaningful about trying to touch my toe.

My interpretation would be, even if you work really hard, it doesn't mean you will succeed, there are times that even if you try as hard as you can, you can still fail, but, life isn't over by just one failure, you have to try again, this time, you'll have to keep going till you reach your goal. Well, that's more like what I should have done/thought of from the very start, but whatever.

After standing up straight I leave my room, making my way downstairs. 

There was something I forgot to do, or rather, say.

I enter the kitchen to see exactly the people I wanted to see, Mom and Dad. Onee-chan was also there, surprisingly. Didn't she say she had work to do? I look at her confused, I didn't mean to, it just somehow happened.

"I really do have work, I was just getting a glass of water," Now Mom and Dad look at us puzzled. They didn't say anything though.

"Oh, I see." I guess she really did. "Anyways," I turn to mom and dad. "We handed in the high school forms in today." I say.

"Really?!" Mom and dad both exclaim in unison. 

"Yeah,"

"Did you..." Mom asks.

"Yeah, I kept my choice as Azayaka." I grin, softly.

"I see. That's good. Now you guys can stick together isn't that great?" Mom says.

"Mhm! That's good. Indeed! Well, good luck!" Dad says, holding his thumb out at me.

"Um, he just submitted the form, he still has a long time till school starts. We still have to finish finals, and then there is summer break." Onee-chan says.

"That's right." I nod.

"Ah, right. I forgot about that."

"Anyways, Ayaka, you must be happy with Haruka picking the same school as you." Mom says, looking at her with a soft smile.

"Hm? Mm, I'm happy. Really happy..." She also softly smiles, but, while looking down a little.

........

I lay down on my bed after getting back to room. It felt really nice and relaxing. After that long day, this felt really good.

I wonder if this would even count as a 'long day'?

I mean, I guess I would consider it one. A lot of things happened today: I found out about a new place, met some new people, got a 'rival', got to see Onee-chan's cute sides and...

I place my forearm over my forehead.

...learned things I wish were a lie.

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