Chapter 42: By my side~2!

"You can come out". This only sentence reached me via message before I landed on the floor and dashed outside. Kazu kun took a long while to prepare whatever he was, however it finished finally. I was still confused why he came inside the bedroom some minutes ago and told me to bury my face on the pillow while he was at something inside the wardrobe. I guess, he was taking out clothes.

My feet halted as I remembered that I was still in uniform, but I was too eager to see Kazu kun, so I didn't mind and continued floating toward the dining space.

When I crossed the bathroom door, I smelt something nice coming from the kitchen. I knew my dad prepared it but knowing Kazu kun was the one who served it, made me look forward to the dinner even more.

(A/N: How love-struck-_-)

Reaching the open area after crossing the narrow gallery, I came face to face with my husband. But only upon seeing him, did my heart leap out with my breathing caught in my throat.

'He...he...' He was wearing a formal suit like the total handsome one which we bought at the mall. White shirt, black blazer and formal trousers. He had his pierced ear adorned with a cool black stud earring. 

Standing at a height of an admirable 6ft half 2 inches, the formal attire really suited him. His long brownish-black hair was tied neatly in a bun with a few strands free fallen over his forehead, which looked god damn sexy! Smiling gently at me he stood just some feet apart.

Before I knew my face was flushed red, with my body growing hot each second. My breathing was out of my control.

'....he...he..is...'

" I can't handle THIS!" After turning my feet I jumped to launch back to the bedroom before a hand grabbed me from behind. Kazu kun somehow got on my back with his hands enveloping my belly. I was in his complete grasp.

"Kazu kun. The melted state alert!" I tried to break free and run away. There was no way I could let Kazu kun see me. The worst regret was that I never changed clothes.

"No. Stay." He said in a dominating tone which sent shivers down. I barely heard this tone of his, that's why I was even more surprised.

I calmed down real quick before I felt a weight on my shoulder. 

I only had to tilt my head a little before I found Kazu kun head slumped down on my shoulder with his groomed hairs beside my face. I was speechless for a second at this sudden change of demeanor, when he spoke in a muffled voice...

"Please stay. It's tough for me too, you know". I didn't reply to him, just heard his rhythmic breathing.

This time I genuinely tried to calm my mind and subside the chaos building inside. Somehow, recently I have been acting selfishly, without minding Kazu kun's feelings at all. Not letting him see my flustered state had made me look away from him all the time.

" O-okay Kazu kun. I won't go". He hummed in response before letting go of me. After several tens of seconds, we both parted and walked toward the dining hall.

The house was dimly illuminated with city light in the background making the scene quite pleasant. The candlelight was doing its job wonderfully in making the atmosphere more romantic.

'Yes. This is what I want. ' I was braindead happy for a long time after coming out of the room. This much happiness was enough for me to swoon for another month or two but I wanted more. I greed for more. 

Kazu kun, as gentlemanly he could, pulled a chair for me as I obediently took it and sat gracefully. He smiled at me before proceeding toward the opposite side of mine.

After pouring down the non-alcoholic wine, he offered me a glass and took a seat while facing me. We both were staring at each without a single word traveling between us. This feeling of completeness never hit me so hard before. Butterflies were revolving around my belly like a wild storm.

"Sorry for this clichè date. I am not good at this kind of thing so I thought why not go through the old route." I genuinely smiled before shooking my head.

"It's more than enough to make me feel special in eyes of you Kazu kun. I can't express how contended I am upon seeing your dedication to our relationship."

(A/N: Due to her work experience, she sometimes starts speaking formally.)

"Glad you like it". Kazu kun smiled in relief before silence again befell us. But it was far from awkward. This was blissful silence, which I could face for a long time without letting my smile break.

" Oh yeah, I forgot". Kazu kun rose from his seat suddenly which made me startled. I didn't ask where he went. After some minutes I heard classic western music from the living room. Since the speakers were widespread, the music reached the dining space naturally. It took Kazu kun some time before he adjusted the speakers before he came back.

I knew where this was going, so I prepared myself.

"If you allow me the pleasure, lady". He offered his left hand with a slight bow. By this moment I have already got a hold of his sudden attack or right now I might have been squirming to no end.

Connecting my hand to my beloved's, I got up from my chair.

It seemed that Kazu kun had already practiced this beforehand, as he landed his hand perfectly on my waist and another one still connected with me.

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'I wonder with whome Kazu kun tried dancing before...'

I also brought my hand to his sturdy shoulder and reduced the distance between us. His deodorant always assaults my senses as it would imprint me. And I loved it. His smell. His touch. His presence. Everything draws me toward this same person.

The melodic music, the blinking light out of the window, the warm air around, nothing seemed to be perceivable to me. Only one person was filling my vision and enveloping my existence. 

Our steps were in sync like we have danced hundred times before. It was a little disappointing that Kazu kun didn't fumble on which I would have supported him, but nevertheless, this was fulfilling.

Swirling on my feet, I connected my back to his front. His hands enveloped my body as we moved in the same pattern while enjoying each other warmth. 

"Tsubaki". My body stiffened as he said my name in a gentle yet heavy tone. I didn't let it show and just hummed in questioning.

" I want to confess something. Will you listen to me?" Now my heart again started beating like it was notifying me of the arrival of the festival.

"Y-yeah. Please." My subconscious mind replied on its own. I knew this was coming but I never got the time to prepare myself. 

"You remember the first time we talked? In the gym?" I nodded slightly without trying to interrupt him.

"Before that, I never knew that such a beautiful and talented girl could be so humble. I was swept by you at that very moment. But since I never felt anything like that for anyone before, it took me time to realize that I have found my first." 

His grip on me tightened for some reason before he continued.

"Then I misunderstood you and got dejected on my own. I even ignored you. Looking back I completely behaved like an asshole when you genuinely tried to approach me. I am sorry Tsubaki". I immediately followed his words.

" It's okay Kazu kun. I never take that to heart. I knew you were hurt for some reason. If I knew what the reason was, then I would have never stopped and continued to pursue you. It's just, that time my heart got frozen and I also decided to give you space." He exhaled heavily tickling my nape as he leaned forward just beside my ears.

"Thanks for always coming back at me." He said before turning me toward him and hugging my waist. It was good that he wasn't looking at me right now.

"Thank you for everything Tsubaki. If it wasn't for you then I barely could have held myself two weeks ago. Nothing good could happen to a child whose parents abandoned him but it's not true for me. That life-turning incident helped me to meet you. Live with you. Share various things whether it's a table or a bed. Being absorbed in several emotions alongside you. And most of all, I got to know different sides of Tsubaki Kayo which I couldn't help but fall in love with". 

'Ah...' That word. That particular word entangled my heart with the red-string like never before. I pursed my lips and buried myself deeper in my love. Taking his natural scent as my calming potion I waited for him to continue.

"It's no lying to say that I never felt this kind of emotion toward any other girl but only you. Thinking back, then the first time you confessed, I had the same kind of feeling that I have now. But only one thing changed since then..." He separated himself and held the side of my face, making me look into his deep eyes directly. I also never looked away and started back.

"If that time you were my fleeting crush, for whome I couldn't even handle a single rival, right now you are far greater existence in my life. A person without whom I can't imagine my life anymore. A person who I need in my lonely time so I could get pampered. A person with whome I can rely and share the burden. A person with whome I can be myself without fear of getting left behind. A person whome I can love wholeheartedly." Leaning his face closer to me, he connected his forehead to mine.

"As you already know, I can't be a perfect boyfriend for you but I will try to make you happy and will never do anything to hurt you. So, Kayo, can you promise to remain that person for me?" By this time, large tears already started pouring down. But I didn't make him wait for long before I replied with the words which came directly from deep inside of my beating heart.

"Yes. I promise to be with you forever." He smiled before bringing his face even closer.

"I love you Kayo." Before I could reply to his magical golden words for which I always desired he sealed my lips with his. 

His gentle lips, his soft caress on my cheek, his hot breath. I felt every ounce of it to the fullest as if time had stopped only for us. In this world, no one was there other than me for him and him for me. I only needed him for so long I couldn't even remember, and now he was completely connected to me. Even though I don't note this date in my diary, I am confident that this particular day and every moment I have spent in it, would get imprinted deeply without a chance of alteration.

That much I love this person and every single thing he does. The one who belongs to me and only me and nobody else.

'I love you too Zuzu'.

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A/N: Sorry for lying but I wasn't sick. It's just read something disturbing on scribble hub and got my mind messed. And with a negative mind, I would have ended up ruining these love birds' special moments.

Anyway, I am back and will continue writing as always. Cya~

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