Chapter 43: Can you feel it?

I am Shimoto Naho. A third-year student and student council president of my school. Being in a position where I was looked upon, I couldn't bear to do sloppy mistakes and have to remain composed in every situation. But even having an experience of a couple of years, I sometimes couldn't help but get stuck in some situations.

In those cases, there was only one person on whom I can rely. This person was with me since I joined the student council in my second year and helped me to become the president too. She indeed is a remarkable person as having talent equivalent to mine and looks far above me, however, she never wished anything for herself. Initially, I didn't trust her but slowly I realized that this particular person was genuinely a selfless being. 

Naturally, I was drawn toward her which my girlfriend didn't like much, but how could I help it. I admire her and follow the way thing she does, so I could also become someone like her.

But now looking at her, feels like I am watching a totally different person.

"Doesn't the room feels fluffy Kaichou?" The head of the disciplinary committee, Shugimoto asked me while gawking at Tsubaki san just like me.

"Yes indeed." Since morning Tsubaki san was giggling and fidgeting on her own. I barely have seen that kind of mood in her.

"Here Kaichou. I have sorted the budget report you have given me and also I have written my suggestion for the best course of action during the upcoming tournament". Tsubaki san handed me a thick file of budgetary reports which I only give to the bare minimum of people.

" Thank you as always Tsubaki san," I said with a natural smile forming on my face.

"Did something good happen Tsubaki san? You look quite happy today." Just when she was about to turn an idiot finally landed the blow.

"Oh do I? I wonder." She formed an oblivion shrug before walking outside the door.

It's been a while since we have been working together but still, I couldn't evaluate the way she thinks and what revolves in her mind.

But the only thing I was sure of was...

"She is a good person".

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" Tsubaki chan, aren't you soooooo happy today? Ne~ne something happened yesterday, right? Won't you tell me?" I asked Tsubaki san as we both came to watch baseball practice. We both had someone to wait for so we decided to do sit together.

"Do you also think so Sayo san. Well, there is something which I can't tell". She giggled cutely which made me even more impatient to know.

" Let me guess, Kazuchhi confessed right?" She froze in an instant but soon replied in her usual tone.

"I guess Ichihara kun does have a loose lip huh." I just giggled at her realization. Well, it was no denying that Kuku was a great friend of Kazucchi and share a lot of secrets, which eventually I get to know it from him. Well not all of them but most of it.

"How was it? Did he kneel in front of you? Or..or.." She raised her palm in front of my face to stop from blabbering which I obediently obliged.

"Even you ask me all day, I am not gonna spill Sayo san, so please dont try. I like to keep some of the things only between me and him. I hope you understand." I sighed as I already predicted it. We have been friends (acquaintance) for six months but still, Tsu chan was shy around me.

"But Tsu chan, as I can see you are swooning around just remembering the last day, and on the other end..." I led my gaze toward the field which she also followed behind.

"...I dont think he is conscious about it at all". Kazucchi dwelled in the game like he had all responsibility to drag our school to victory. It was a good trait of his but sometimes I feel he gives more than necessary. Well, how could I complain when my own man was just like him.

Looking at her she didn't reply at all at first but with an audible exhale she muttered something in a low tone.

" It's not like that. Maybe he is not aware of my presence". I consoled the sulking Tsu chan as we saw the game. Soon after about half an hour, the practice came to end for the day.

"Tsu chan, it's good to be bold sometimes. a boy doesn't need to take the lead every time. And, in Kazuchhi's case I think you have to handle the reins most of the time". I patted before I got up and started walking toward Kuku.

" Best of luck!" Winking at her I bid my farewell.

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It was almost dark when we started walking toward our apartment from the station. I was dead tired after the practice match. It took time but in the end, we finalized the players for the upcoming tournament. Being a senior player there were various first year's who asked me for advice, which eventually took a lot more time than I anticipated. And because of that Tsubaki also had to wait longer for me.

However, looking at her it doesnt seem that she was minding it at all. While humming she was grabbing my arm and pressing them between her supple breast.

My face was hot for a while because of this unexpected walking position but I would be a fool to complain. She deliberately unbuttoned her coat so my hand could dip into the valley more easily, which seemed a little out of the place.

"Did something happen today Tsubaki?" Being not able to endure, I ended up asking her.

"Hmm? No nothing. Why do you ask Kazu kun?" Tsubaki titled her head which attracted my palm to feel her cloudy cheeks.

"No I mean today you know, aren't you acting a little..ah..boldly?" It took me a lot to voice out that word.

"Oh, you mean this...?" She pressed the back of my arm, even more, deeper to the point where it became almost invisible. My back instantly straightened up with my body hairs standing in attention. The warmth which I never felt from any kind of heater was currently passing through me.

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I gulped and stared at her flushed face. It was clear that she also wasnt totally okay with the situation but only was forcing herself.

"Why are you pushing yourself? Something you want to tell me?" I asked with a firm tone so she could say without hesitation what was going on in her mind.

"Well. if you come to me so direct so how can I avoid it."

"But I dont want you to."

After some seconds she finally confessed what all this was about.

"I have a feeling that Kazu kun is less conscious about me unlike me who is getting fidgety all day because of yesterday." Now I got it. Since morning she was acting a little strange like she was giggling and metering something all the time.

Even during the practice match when I glanced at her in between, I saw her smiling absentmindedly.

"So you think, I took yesterday's event casually huh?" She stole her gaze but I knew she was thinking about what I said bluntly.

After that, I didn't speak a word until we reached the apartment. Entering the elevator, I saw it was empty as usual, so taking the opportunity I grabbed Tsubaki's arm and pushed her lightly toward the elevator wall.

"Aah!" She yelped meekly as she looked toward me in a  baffled manner. My one hand was grabbing her wrist which was thrusted on the wall and the other one wrapped around her thin waist.

"Your assumption is quite disheartening to hear Kayo. Do you think I was totally okay after I confessed to you yesterday and nothing has changed? You think that I was behaving calmly means I wasnt aware of you, then..." She didn't speak just stared at me with a teary eye, as I pulled her other hand toward my chest.

"..can you tell me why my heartbeat is so fast right now? And not only now, but even on the way to school or when you were waiting for me in the stands, my attention was involuntarily drawn toward you. Can you explain why?" After pausing for a brief moment I continued, "Dont even think that I already got over the moments we spent yesterday. You can't imagine how special it was for me so don't even try to assume anything by yourself." I never raised my voice and kept it as smooth as I could. I was a little unhappy but nowhere near angry with her.

*Ding*

The elevator sound pulled my attention as I started walking out with Tsubaki's hand still connected with mine. After swiping the room car and inputting my thumbprint, we walked inside the house.

Suddenly I felt a tug on my sleeve just when I was about to exchange my shoes.

"Hmm?" As I turned I saw beads of tears forming in the corner of her eyes. I got startled before turning toward her.

"Hey what's wrong. Okay I am sorry. I shouldn't have talked harshly. Don't cry like this". Gently I wiped her tears when she grabbed me with both hands.

" I-I am sorry for doubting you Kazu kun. Sorry for being no good". She sulked before I pulled her in an embrace and started patting her back lightly to comfort her.

"Shh. It's okay. I understand how you have felt. So let's forget it now okay? I just wanted to let you know how I feel so dont take it in a bad way."

 She hummed before we separated after a minute.

Her cheeks were dyed crimson and slight red marks were adorning her eyes too. Just on pure instincts, I dropped my lips on hers but nothing more than pecking before I held myself back.

Tsubaki's face was now completely flushed but there was a grin unexpectedly in place of surprise.

"Wh-what?" I asked with a little embarrassment in my tone.

"Kazu kun. You are really blushing hard." I turned my face away from her before separating myself.

"Says who". I walked away with hurried steps after wearing indoor slippers.

" Aww, Kazu kun got flustered."

I never looked behind as I heard her teasing voice reaching behind. 

'She will definitely remember this'.

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Just after we both changed and were taking a light snack in the evening Tsubaki received a message on her phone and suddenly stood up, with a bright smile.

"Kazu kun. I told you about my mentor right. She has won an award recently and tonight she is celebrating it." I didn't have a great feeling about it but I asked.

"And so...?"

"So what. Of course we are going".

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A/N: Kissing and stuff won't become frequent and all the way steamy action would take a while to happen.

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