Chapter 59: Engagement?

It was 9 in the evening when we decided to return home. My parents asked us several times to stay the night, but I kindly rejected their offer. It was not because I didnt like living in that house, but I knew Kazu-kun wouldn't be comfortable sleeping without me. 

And in exchange for the happiness of my Kazu-kun, I could bargain nothing. Well, I also wouldn't be able to sleep without him as well, because of the comfort I receive by being embraced at night by Kazu-kun, so staying was out of the question from the start.

We bid our farewell and drove away with Mafuyu in the driving seat. Looking at my precious, I knew he was exhausted because of today. I never intended to force such an arrangement upon him and make him lie to our family. But deep down I knew, that if I was to be informed about such a thing beforehand, I still would have taken Kazu-kun with me.

I wanted to be with Kazu-kun forever, and for that, he needs to get familiarized with my family and accept them, but knowing my uncles I knew if I hadn't lied to them about our engagement they'd have forced me away from Kazu-kun, back to Kingdoms.

And getting separated from Kazu-kun is a nightmare I never want to face in this life or in the upcoming lives at all. 

"What are you thinking." Kazu-kun pulled me in his embrace as I obediently leaned on his chest with my fingers being intervened with his. It was a very unreal and profound feeling of happiness whenever Kazu-kun approaches me like this. 

A smile formed on my face before I shook my head which was dugged in Kazu-kun.

"Nothing. Just about the day." He sighed but didnt pursue the matter anymore. I felt a little disheartened at his lack of passion toward me. A sudden feeling of being a nuisance erupted inside me but I held it. It wasn't like Kazu-kun was fed up with me, I was just overthinking things....right?

I glanced upward and found his gaze toward the front which made me even sadder that he wasn't even looking out for me.

[A/N: General mood swings of a yandere I guess]

My heart clenched thinking about whether today's event didnt flare back right? Kazu-kun wasn't thinking of me as a heavy woman, right?

"Kazu-" Before I could call him he suddenly raised his voice toward someone else.

"Mafuyu-san. Can you stop near the park around the corner?" I found myself in a dilemma as I heard him asking Mafuyu something out of nowhere. 

Suddenly a jolt of elation ran through my spine as I realized that Kazu-kun was going to take me on a date. My previous sore mood swung in abort as a natural grin formed on my face.

Mafuyu halted the wheels as Kazu-kun said before he got out of the car by himself. With a small smile, I took the hand of my gentleman husband extended toward me with a slight bow.

"Sorry for making you wait Mafuyu-san." My polite Kazu-kun apologized to Mafuyu. I inspected her for any kind of reaction but as expected from my loyal subordinate she knows what to do and what not.

"It's okay Kazuya-sama. It's my duty." And with that, she drove away as it was prohibited to park a car around the area.

The place which my Kazu-kun selected for our unexpected date was a playground without any populace at the moment. Since it was late at night the park was silent with the winter breeze sending shivers occasionally.

"Come." Kazu-kun took me inside with his eyes filled with a somewhat complicated look. Suddenly, something strike my mind as I turned toward the park again. It wasn't just any park but a place that Kazu-kun holds dearly in his heart. It was a place that I have come to numerous times back when I always missed Kazu-kun.

'How can I forget...'

Since the area inside wasnt much big our feet halted not so long after walking inside. Kazu-kun didnt speak a single word before we sat on a bench.

He skillfully took out his coat and covered both of us under it. Since the custom-made coat was relatively short, Kazu-kun came closer to me, making my senses overwhelmed with his manly scent which was enhanced by the sweat he accumulated back in the car. 

I dwelled deep on his chest after bringing my hand around his back, as he did the same. Soon we were in our world without a care about what was happening outside. 

Yes, this was it. This is something I could never get bored of. This closeness to my Kazu-kun, this intimacy I share with him, I loved all of it.

Suddenly, pulling me out of my daze Kazu-kun whispered something in a very low tone.

"This is the place, where I used to come some years ago. Back during my childhood and even entering middle high, my dad brought me here to play catch. So you can say I have my precious memories connected to this place." I knew all of it but didnt tell him. Humming I let my Kazu-kun continue.

"You know what I actually felt after meeting your family today, Tsubaki?" I wanted to correct him that they weren't only my family, but I wanted to know more about what he actually thinks after today.

I hummed before he continued.

"I felt welcomed." My eyes went wide a little as I stared at his handsome eyes which were telling me how honest his words were. 

"To be honest, I never thought I would be expected by your family. I mean I come from a world of which they might not be aware. If not for your liking toward me, I doubt whether they would have ever thought of me even as your butler at all." I shook my head in denial as my brows frowned but Kazu-kun held my hand as in to not say anything at the moment.

"You don't have to say it Tsubaki. I know you think I underestimate myself, but what I am saying is true from a general perception. Anyway, let's not talk about it anymore. Okay?" Even though I haven't spoken a single word, I agreed with Kazu-kun. It really was an unpleasant thing to think about.

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"So when I thought how those people are receiving all my odds and still accepted me, I felt myself losing into emotions. It's not a bad feeling and I also like to be liked by people I hold importance. But you know what I did wrong...or to say we did wrong Tsubaki?" Without thinking much I shook my head before with a soft smile my beloved continued.

"We lied to them about our engagement." I felt my heart sinking as I heard him talking about the topic I was most concerned about today. I knew he didnt liked the idea of this thing at all, and I was half doubting until the last moment whether it would be good to let my family meet Kazu-kun or not, however it seemed it really was a bad idea. 

 With his tone, I thought he might not be able to accept this and he might not live with me anymore, but his next word made my whole reasoning unable to interpret anything.

"So why not we make this lie, a truth." My eyes were at their widest point, with disbelief shrouding my mind, not able to trust my ears anymore. I turned my head abruptly toward Kazu-kun when with my trembling lips I uttered a question.

"W-what di-did you just say?" 

"I said let's get engaged Tsubaki, for real."

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After coming back home I went into the bath as sweat was making me irritated since the afternoon. Tsubaki was in a state where only time could heal her. She was acting robotically since I proposed the idea to get engaged.

People say the decision taken on impulse could be felt retractable once a man sets his mind at ease. But here, I was in my most comfort zone devoid of any excessive stuff inside my mind, but still, I was happy with the decision I took.

At this point in my life, I think I couldn't lead a life where I couldn't see Tsubaki by my side. To say she was obsessive for me would be half of the truth. I needed her as much as she did, but I just couldn't show it as she does. 

So counting everything into account I think it was purely obvious for me to ask for her hand in marriage in the future. I might be rushing things but I prefer to enjoy the present rather than worrying about the future. I might not be happy as much as I am right now in ten or twenty years...or the relationship between me and Tsubaki could change unexpectedly, but I don't want to think about it.

I am sure, that until Tsubaki loves me I would never let this relationship fall whatever happens.

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[Future Dairy]

On a pleasant evening of spring when the sakura bloomed and the breeze starts to get a little calmer compared to the harsh chills of winter, a certain couple could be seen sitting side by side inside a park.

There wasnt anyone besides them inside despite the time being the most preferable for the children to hit the playground. 

The man had a gentle smile on his face as he aimlessly gawked at nothing while reminiscing various memories as he held the woman beside him gently around his arm.

The raven-haired beauty intently inspected her husband's expression and smile with a helpless sigh.

"Darling ~" Suddenly the woman realized something which she nearly forget to remind her husband about.

"Hmm?" The man who despite being in his late twenties looked like a young adult, hummed in question.

"Do you remember, on this day ten years ago you proposed our engagement right at this place?" Tsubaki playfully tilted her head as she asked her beloved about the certain even which she treasures dearly. 

Her action made her glossy hair fall over her face which Kazuya took care of. He gently tugged her hair and while looking directly into the beautiful eyes of his wife he nodded with a reply.

"Yes, I do. I know it was lame of me to propose engagement so plainly, so sorry about that." Tsubaki shook her head with a soft smile as she hugged her beloved's arm in a more firm grip.

"Don't say it like that. As I remember,  I was a broken waste at that time. I am not sure whether I would have lived anymore if you had got onto your knees or something like that ..." Tsubaki said in embarrassment as some of her past actions always made her ashamed of how shy she behaved.

'Seriously how embarrassing I was...' Reprimanding herself Tsubaki found the warmth beside her disappearing before a figure suddenly emerged in front of her.

She looked at Kazuya who suddenly got down on one of his knees and raised his hand as in asking for Tsubaki's hand.

The mature Tsubaki instantly got froze and her face heating passing each second, nevertheless, she brought her hand on top of her beloved's.

"I know it's late to ask me now when we are already married but I want to redo my proposal" Tsubaki felt her reasoning falling at a furious pace with her eyes clouding with disbelief. But the mature Tsubaki held her ground and didnt disturb her man.

"Tsubaki Kayo-san. I Kazuya Tsu-..uh.Sakahi wants to get engaged with you. I may not be a perfect man but I can bet my life that no one can love you more than I do. So please let me make you happy for this and upcoming every year of our life until death does us apart." Just as she was about to answer with an absolute yes, she bit her tongue so hard that blood started dripping out, the same as 10 years ago.

'Shit! I am still embarrassing as ever!!'

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