After leaving Mr. Athos' house, I went with Ms. Lan to my house.
While I was listening to the conversation at Mr. Athos' house, I squeezed his hand. He squeezed my hand back. That reassured me.
Mr. Lan."
After arriving home, I opened my mouth.
I was sitting across from Mr. Lang. He was waiting for me to say something.
My head has been spinning all day. I don't know what to do. I wonder if it's my fault that I'm in this situation.
"Maybe it's me, ...... Kamiko."
I say so.
I might be Kamiko. I had a vague feeling that it might be. It might be different, but it is a fact that it might be so. That it might be Kamiko.
I honestly did not care either way. Because I think I am me whether I am a godchild or not. I am happy now, so I was fine with either.
But now my life is changing because of the appearance of the divine child. Because a Kamiko was born, who is no other than me. The godchild is not special to me, but to those around me, it is special.
I am not a "maybes," but I am a "maybes. I believe that Lelunda is the divine child.
It's a big deal because he showed up at .......
The Divine Son is special. I think that the country that got the Godson will be strong because the Godson appeared ....... And the country that did not get the Godson is trying to compete with the country that has the Godson.
The appearance of a special being called "Kamiko" has affected many places.
"Wouldn't it have been sad if the ...... godson had never appeared, the ...... beastman of the cat?"
If Kamiko had never appeared. I can't help but think about it, such a riddle is going through my mind. If there had been no Kamiko, Nilsi and her village would not have been attacked. Even now ......, they would be living a peaceful and gentle life.
If the ...... god child had not appeared, wouldn't it have been difficult?
I don't know what will happen now that the Goddess has appeared. We don't know what the country that has the Son will do with him. Athos and the others were worried.
I wonder if they would not have been so worried if they did not have the child. I wonder if the people I love wouldn't be ---- so troubled if it weren't for him.
I ...... am glad to see you all. I love you all."
I am happy to see you all. I love you all.
I was so happy to see everyone. I continue.
But ...... I am human.
I am human. I'm not from the same race as the beastmen. And humans do terrible things to beastmen. They are kind to me, a human who is doing terrible things.
"...... And you might be a godson."
A godson, maybe. Not just human. Maybe I'm the cause of everyone's ...... troubles, everyone I love.
I'm happy. But ...... everyone is ...... having a hard time because of me?"
I am happy. I have the Griffons, Cifo, Gaius and Athos, and everyone else.
I've been told that I'm happy when I'm around people I love and feel warm and fuzzy. Everyone gave me a time of happiness that I had never felt before.
But I think I have only given everyone a lot of hardship. Because I'm here... are things getting harder?
I want you to smile. I love you. I love you because you made me feel your warmth. If only everyone was smiling, that would be ...... enough.
"Lerunda."
I look down and Ran reaches out her hand. He squeezed my hand.
When I looked up, he was smiling gently.
I looked at him and saw that he was smiling kindly.
'...... yeah.'
But the misfortune that is now befalling the beastmen could have happened at any time.
Mr. Lan prefaced his statement by saying that it is true that it is happening because of the appearance of the godson.
Some of the humans don't see the beastmen as the same people," he said. Some of them are in the heart of the country. This happened because the Kingdom of Fairytorov happened to get the Son, but it could have happened for any other reason. The Kingdom of Fairytorov and the Kingdom of Migga are not on good terms to begin with. So, whether the Son appeared or not, at some point in the future, the Kingdom of Migga would have asked for a slave.
The Godson may or may not have appeared, but it happened. That is how Mr. Lan explains it. It just happened to be that the godson appeared.
So, Lelunda."
Ran-san looks me straight in the eye.
You don't have to beat yourself up about how hard it might be because you're here," he said. Even if Lelunda really was a godson, it is the country that is at fault. It is those who are trying to enslave the beastmen. Lelunda doesn't have to blame herself.
"Even though ......."
But it's not. It is not Lelunda's fault. I assure you. So - you don't have to look so anxious.
I was squeezed.
I was squeezed by Ms. Lan, and a little tear spilled out.
Is it really ......?
Yes, it really wasn't your fault. It really isn't your fault.
...... am I okay to stay here?
Yes, I'm fine. Yes, I'm fine. Athos and the others love Lelunda so much, I'm sure they want her to stay.
"......I, a child of God, even if it was?
"Yes, I'm sure you are. I'm sure you're right.
The actual "I'm not a fan of the way you do it," he said. The most important thing is that you should be able to find a good deal of information about the company.
I was so relieved. Thank you for saying so.
---- Conversation between the girl and the woman 1
(The woman answers to the girl's anxiety, who is probably a godchild.)