Lelunda, if you were ...... really a child of God, what choice would you make?
What choice ...... would you make?"
I asked Ran's words without thinking. I'm not sure what choice you're going to make, but it didn't strike me.
Lelunda, this may be hard for you to hear, but I am going to tell you a story that may happen in the future. If Lelunda is a godchild, she will inevitably have to face these issues.
Mr. Lan said with serious eyes. A problem that may happen in the future. If I am a godchild, I will have to face these problems. I am afraid to hear it, but it is a problem that I must accept.
I nodded to Ran's words.
'A godchild is special to the world. They are children loved by God and are considered to have special powers. In fact, they will have a power like no other. That power can have both good and bad influences."
The divine child will have both good and bad influences. That is how great the influence is. It has special power, Lan reiterates.
If we can get our hands on the divine child, that alone will make our country wealthy. There are many who recognize this. In fact, the reason we took Lelunda's twin sister into the temple was because we wanted to protect the existence of the Divine Son as a nation. It can be said that we protected the divine child because he is a sacred being, but most of all, we wanted to obtain the divine child. By no means is it only with good intentions that the Divine Child is protected, not only with tender feelings."
"...... yeah."
I nodded, listening to Lan-san's story.
'A country that has a godchild in its hands is a threat to other countries in its own right. If a godchild hates you, that alone can drive you to ruin. However, it is not impossible to manipulate the divine child while avoiding being hated by the divine child. All you have to do is create a world that is happy for the child.
"A ...... happy world for the divine child?"
Yes. The world is a world that is kind to the godchild, and only in front of the godchild can you pretend to be happy. And it is not impossible to manipulate the child in a good way.
Create a world that is kind to the divine child. Pretending to be happy only in front of the godchild. And manipulate the divine child in a way that is good for him or her.
It is even possible to do such things.
Let's think of it in terms of myself. If I were to be treated kindly, I might believe it completely. Even if they are kind to me and create a happy space for me, but it is not really like that. I may die believing in that kind world, even though I don't want to think about it. Believing that it is kind. No matter how cruel it really is.
So, ...... Lelunda, you should be where you want to be.
What do you mean?
There are some beings in the world who will negotiate with you in order to keep you close to them. For example, Lelunda, you would try to help the beastmen if they were in trouble, wouldn't you?
Mr. Lan asked me such a question. What Mr. Lan asked me is a natural thing for me to nod my head. I love everyone, so if they were in trouble, I would try to help them, I would think.
What would you do if someone then tried to negotiate with you to help the beast people and put you by their side? What would you do if someone tried to negotiate with you to help the beastmen and put you by their side, and they said that if you came over here, you would help them and make them happy?
"...... that's..."
What would you do if you were told that you would help the beasts and make them happy? Instead, I can go over there. If that's all, ......, still, I thought it might be okay. I'm not sure if it's a good idea, but I'm sure it's a good idea.
If everyone can laugh..."
I don't know if it would really help them or make them happy if you just nodded your head and went there.
What?
If you are told that they will help you, you don't know if they will really protect you. They may pretend that the beasts are saved and happy, and then do the opposite---harm the beasts.
Ran said she was not sure if they would keep their word that they would help her. He said they could pretend to me that everyone is happy and do something completely different.
'Besides, the beastmen would not be happy that ...... Lelunda would give herself up for their safety,' he said. No one wants their loved ones to be sacrificed for them. You should be more aware of how much you are valued."
Ran-san looked straight at me and said, "You should be more aware of the fact that you are valued. You should be more aware of that.
You are cherished. You are loved. It is sad to see someone you care about suffer so much. It's the same as how you feel about beastmen. Everyone wants Lelunda to spend her time with the people she wants to be with, laughing and being happy.
Lan-san said the same words that Gaius had said to me.
You care about the beast people and they care about you, so if you care about them and want to be with them, you should be with them. It is best for everyone to be happy together. It is not enough for one of you to be happy. If one person is unhappy for the sake of the other, no one will be happy.
Only one of them should be happy. It is best for both of them to be happy, Ran said.
He said, "......
If you are truly a godchild, you will be faced with many choices. If you are truly a child of God, you will be faced with many choices. You will have to choose whether you want to live in the world of humans or whether you want to continue to live with the beasts.
"...... yes."
If you were really a godchild, you would be confronted with a choice. There comes a time when you have to choose what you want to do. And if it was a godchild, it will affect you in many ways.
There could be a great deal of impact at the place where you choose." "It could be a lot of things. It could lead to many things. You have to think about that. But you can make whatever choice you want."
...... is so funny."
Yes, it's a difficult question. It is a difficult question. So when Lelunda has a problem, she must consult with anyone and make a well-considered decision.
"......Yes."
I nodded. It was difficult, but I thought I had to think properly about what Mr. Lan said.
I'm not sure if it's a good idea. I, Kamiko, or ...... should I tell you?
I asked Lan what I was worried about, what I was thinking about.
I might be a godchild. I don't know if I really am, but if there is a possibility that I am a godchild, should I tell everyone?
'That's ...... a hard thing to say. I think it would be fine for me to talk to Athos alone," he said.
'...... yeah.
The only thing is that you can't show that you're really a child of God, so it's a difficult question. We'll have to think about it when the time is right.
"...... yes.
You look sleepy. I'll think about it again tomorrow. We'll think about it tomorrow.
"...... yeah."
I nodded, went straight to bed, and fell asleep after being caught up in the conversation.
---- girl and the woman's conversation 2
(The girl, who is probably a godchild, nodded to the woman's words.)