Chapter 32: Kouta just wants to go home

I was just turning the corner to reach the street I lived on when my phone rang.

 

brrrt!  brrrt!

 

[Caller: Miyajima Michio]

 

Oh, it’s senpai!

 

I answer it quickly

 

“‘Yo, Kouhai!”

 

“Senpai, what’s up?”

 

“If you have a bit of time, would you come over?  Kimi-chuwan is out, and I want to talk with you for a bit.”

 

“Eh?  I was about to get home and work a bit… I still haven’t started on this week’s assignment.”

 

“Don’t worry about that stuff for now.  Just come over.”

 

“Alright.  Be there in ten.”

 

beep.

 

First Nakada-san’s mama, and now Senpai?   Looks like I might have to really kill myself from tomorrow with work.

 

I take a deep breath, and head to Senpai’s place.

 

Up to the third floor, I see a kid standing by the door next to senpai’s apartment.

 

I go to knock, but the kid waves me over.

 

“You know the people that live there?” He asks me with wide eyes.

 

“Yeah.  They are the Miyajimas.  It’s the home of my Senpai and and new wife.”

 

“Can I ask you something?”

 

“Sure.”

 

“The wife… what’s her name?”

 

“Miyajima Kimiko.  why?”

 

“I uh.  I just wanted to know.  That Onee-chan did something nice for me the other day, and I wanted to get her a gift, but I didn’t know her name, and I felt weird knocking on the door just to ask.”

 

‘Something nice.’ huh?

 

“She’s a spoiled girl.  But she has everything she needs from her husband.  My advice is some tasty snacks that go well with beer.”

 

“Snacks that go well with beer.  Got it.  Thanks!” The kid opens his door and goes back inside.

 

Well, maybe he’s smitten.

 

Kii-chan is pretty good looking to be honest.

 

I knock on Senpai’s door, and it is quickly answered.

 

“Yo, come in, come in…”

 

Michio has some snacks set at the table already, and grabs two iced teas from the fridge and tosses me one.

 

“..I wanted to talk with you about your girlfriend for a bit.  That cool with you?”

 

“Sure.  To be honest, there are a couple things I wanted your advice on, since I really can’t ask anyone else.”

 

“I’ll do what I can.”

 

…

 

“Senpai, before we start.  Do you know about Shi-chan’s past?”

 

Senpai sucks air in between his teeth for a moment.

 

“About that…  I know a bit from what Kimiko has mentioned.  She’s a friend she met a while back at her support group.”

 

“Support group?  Is that what the ‘circle’ is?”

 

“Oh, she’s mentioned it to you?”

 

“Only in passing.  I don’t know about it.”

 

“I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you.  It’s a group for women of all ages who’ve had some bad experiences…”

 

“Ah.”

 

That topic seems uncomfortable.

 

“So when Kii-chan and Shi-chan say they are similar… that means…”

 

He nods.

 

“Both of those girls are unhinged, Kouhai.  But I’d rather deal with it than being alone.”

 

…

 

Life as an otaku with next to no options is hard.

 

“Then, Senpai what did you want to ask?”

 

“I just wanted to know how it was going?  Have you two … done it yet?”

 

I shake my head

 

“It’s only been about a week, Senpai.  I mean, we’ve done some ero things, sure, but we haven’t gone all the way yet.”

 

“I was just asking.  It might not be my place to say this, but Shi-chan might be doing something on the side, and I wanted to give you a heads up.  Those girls can do some cruel things without realizing it sometimes…”

 

“...by on the side…?”

 

“Ah.  Shi-chan stopped by the other day to pick up a phone she left somewhere.  She had a woman with her who was… clingy.  If I had to say, it gave off some weird vibes.”

 

“Oh?”

 

“Yeah.  She was dressed pretty, but looked normal, sort of like you, except older.  Anyway it turns out Kimiko knew her from school in the past.”

 

I nod along taking an easy guess at who it was..  It was probably Onee-chan.

 

“Anyway, Shi-chan had her hands all over that girl.  Normally I take the stance Kimiko has, that girls are a no-count.  But that might not necessarily count with you.”

 

“Anyway, that was it.  I figured it was better to tell you in person than over the phone.”

 

Senpai was looking out for me.

 

“Senpai, did you happen to catch that girls name?”

 

“Ah, yeah, it was Kana...something?”

 

“Kanae?”

 

“That sounds about right.”

 

“Senpai.  That was Kawamura Kanae.  My Onee-chan.”

 

Senpai opens his eyes wide.

 

“Senpai.  Got a minute?  I think I really need to get something off of my chest, regarding Shi-chan…”

 

“Ah sure.”

 

“So anyway.  To begin, let me tell you about the night before you called me to meet Nakada-san…”

 

And so I talked with senpai for what felt like hours.

 

I told him about what I saw in my father’s bedroom on that previous night.  How I felt about seeing her afterwards here, about our crazy dates, and about sunday dinner.  Then I explained to him all about Shi-chan’s current situation, and everything about the relationship between us three.

 

Afterwards Senpai was quiet in thought.

 

“That’s… something…”

 

He shook his head.

 

“Should I offer you an apology for everything?  If it wasn’t for Kimiko… you might not be going through this…”

 

I wave it off.

 

“I’ll deal with it somehow.  In the end, Senpai, I’m the one that fucked up by trying to play boyfriend instead of lover.

 

Maybe I should have just taken what was offered, and been satisfied with it.”

 

Senpai laughs.

 

“You are a good kid, Kouhai.  A good normal kid.  Even your otaku tastes are tame.  Do you even have any really questionable doujins hiding under your bed? You don’t do you? No lewd lolicon shit, or perhaps meat toilet, or mindbreak, fucking weird tentacle shit, none of that, right?”

 

I don’t have any of that… sadly.

 

“Kouta-kun, you have an incredible opportunity here.  You have a girl who is willing to do just about anything that would please you… anything at all.  That’s not saying anything about all the shit she may have already did.   She’s so crazy about you, that she’s willing to please your sister sexually so you don’t have to worry about her, right?  And she said it you said, right? It’s for Kouta that she will do these things.  It’s at your discretion for her to do them or to stop doing them.  Even if she does, she will return to your bed at night.  You lucky piece of shit, stop being insecure right now.

 

He throws his hands up.

 

“I don’t have anything like that with Kimiko you know?  I mean, I could probably ask her for a threesome with another girl, but the price I’d pay wouldn’t be cheap, and I believe it would damage our relationship.  Not that I think I could get another woman better than Kimiko, but that she would think I might ever discard her if there was a chance I could fall for another woman.”

 

Senpai points at me.

 

“But you… you have a chance to experience things with that girl Kouta, that might change your young life.

 

I told you before, right?  What’s love to you? Is is being selfish and only treasuring the physical relationship, or is it knowing your love can be deeper than that?

 

After you two have sex.  Why not explore it?”

 

Senpai is telling me something I don’t think I can fully process yet.

 

“I only say this, because of what you said at the beginning…” 

 

“Which was?”

 

“ ‘...and I saw her getting railed on by my dad, and saw this lewd face she made, I wanted to be the one to have her make it, and I wanted to be the one she made it for…’ “

 

I did.  Those were my deeper thoughts at the time.

 

“Yeah, but doesn’t that sound like it moves into ‘that’ category?”

 

“Well, yes, a bit.  I’ve been there, so I can say it hurts, every single time.  But, you also mentioned that she was willing to show you everything in its entirety with a live call from her phone, right?  If it’s too much, you can always shout stop, right?”

 

…

 

“Besides, do you know how many she’s been with already?  What’s the risk of one more?  I mean, I have to deal with knowing it’s fifty, with Kimiko.  And I’m an otaku with next to no experience with another woman besides Kimiko…  Besides, what was it your sister said at dinner?  Something about being ‘the family wife?’ ”

 

“Senpai you aren’t suggesting…?”

 

“Well, at least you won’t add another digit… and you can see the parts you missed.  You can even tell her what you want to see…”

 

“Senpai, that’s really fucked up!”

 

“It is indeed.  Love and everything associated with it is completely fucked up.”

 

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…

 

…

 

“Somehow, i don’t feel better getting your advice on this…”

 

“It’s still sound advice Kouhai.”

 

“Well, this is for down the road anyway.  Not like I’m telling you do this right now.”

 

…

 

“One last thing then… about my Onee-chan.”

 

“Shoot.”

 

“She talked to me this morning about crossing the line.  I have no intention to, but she seemed to have wavering feelings on it.”

 

“Well, she’s your sister, but she’s also a woman.   What do you see her as?  I mean, it’s as taboo as it gets, but you need to understand before being your sister, underneath it all, she is a woman.  And you are a man.  Go from there.  If you get confused, build it back up from that confusion.  What makes it incest? Is it that you copulated, or that you can love her in a different capacity?  Remember she is in love with Shi-chan right?  So if you aren’t in love with her, nor are you trying to have her fall in love with her, then isn’t it just a bit more excessive skinship than anything else?”

 

…

 

I don’t know what I’m listening to Senpai tell me, but it’s in such a grey area to my mixed up feelings on where everything has been going, It’s difficult to figure out what parts to take as good advice, if any part of it is.

 

“Senpai.  I’m going to go home and take a rest and collect my thoughts on this…”

 

“That’s a good idea.  I’ll call you tomorrow, and see if I can’t help you with your work to make up for you losing time today.”

 

“Aa. I’d appreciate that.”

 

“Also, give my thanks to Shi-chan for the other day?”

 

“The other day?”

 

“You remember Monday at the office?”

 

“Oh when you had your bento delivered?”

 

“Right.   Shi-chan got Kimi-chuwan to wear the tail to that costume.”

 

“Oaaah!”

 

“Kouhai...  If you ever get the chance to... It was the fucking best!”

 

Senpai is senpai after all, he loves cosplay.

 

What even happened on Monday though…?

 

Oh. that’s when we were at work?  But how did he know what was going on here at that time?

 

“Senpai, it doesn’t add up.  How could you have seen them on Monday here, when you were at work?”

 

“Word got to Chiba-san immediately after the visit.  She said my wife was clearly ill, and I should see to her ‘bed rest.’  I left about fifteen minutes after you did. Came home and found her sloppy as shit drunk already.”

 

I look at my phone and it’s well past afternoon.  Guess I can try my hand at getting something done at home, right?

 

I say my goodbyes to Senpai, and once again head home.

 

But it wasn’t meant to be.

 

ping!

 

[Onee-chan (1)

 

Kouta, come to my work, I need you to work your magic on something.]

 

...off I go again...

---

 

Onee-chan’s work was a small studio just past the seven.  It was part of a two-floor office building, and they occupied a corner on the first floor.

 

There were four other people who managed various social media accounts, all just as popular as Onee’s.

 

When I arrived, Onee-chan was wrapping up a V-tube segment. On her desk was the frog plush doll [Kanaeru] that had been given to her by Nakada-san.  It looks like Onee-chan had modified it somewhat.

 

“Kouta!”  Onee-chan gets up and runs over to me giving me a big hug.

 

“I need your help.  You know I brought Shi-chan here the other day, right?”

 

“Un.”

 

“So I talked to her about what I do here, and when me and Mappuchin decided to have her try on a number of different outfits, I thought why not make her a social media account, right?  So I wanted it to showcase how amazing a person she is…”

 

I look at what Onee-chan had on the screen.

 

It’s the whole nine yards.

 

Insta*, Pin*, Tweet*

 

All linked to an account called WILDxANGEL.

 

“My plan is to showcase all of Shi-chan.  From her fashionable gyaru side, to that cute angel side.  What do you think, Kouta?”

 

In it are various pictures of Shi-chan, and also snaps of the Hamburg meal she had cooked previously.

 

It seemed aimed at the domestic-chic female audience, but I could see her having many male fans as well.

 

“Un.  It looks pretty good so far, Onee-chan.”

 

Onee-chan claps her hands with enthusiasm.

 

“Great.  Then here’s what I need you to do…”

 

And so for the next ninety minutes, I’m setting up a portal-like homepage for all things Shi-chan.

 

At some point, what looks like a sexy yet floozy librarian-type onee-san with ping horn rimmed glasses, long strawberry hair, loose fitting clothes, and staggeringly large breasts comes over to see what I am doing.

 

“Kouta, if you don’t remember her, this is Echizen Mafuyu-chan.”

 

“Mappuchin desu~” She identifies herself.

 

“Kawamura Kouta.” I reply.

 

“I remember you Otouto-kun*.” (*little brother)

 

“Aa.  Anyway…”

 

I show her what I’ve done.

 

“Amazing!  With that it’ll be easier to keep it all centralized and updated.”

 

“Oh Mappuchin, by the way, my Kouta here is that girls’ lover.”

 

“FUEEEH!?”

 

She seemed shocked.

 

“No way, you are lying!”

 

I pull out my phone, and pull up a certain picture… the dakishimetai* one.

 

“Holy shit… so fucking ero… uuuuwuuuu~  it’s not fair.  She’s like a succubus beckoning you to a welcoming doom.”

 

This girl suddenly gropes herself.

 

“All I have are these useless meatbags that men can only seem to stare at, instead of me.”

 

I feel bad thinking it, but that’s probably your most attractive feature, Echizen-san

 

“Geh. Well let me know when you finish.  I’ll give you remote access so you can update it from anywhere.”

 

She makes some frustrated noises as she leaves.

 

“Kouta…. have you given any thought about…”

 

Onee-chan brings it up.

 

“A little.”

 

A hopeful look takes over her face.

 

“Talk to Shi-chan, and see what she thinks.  We’ll talk afterwards at dinner, okay?”

 

I am hugged from behind by Onee-san.

 

The softness of Onee-chan’s breasts which I had never acknowledged before, I was now conscious of.

 

I get a sinking feeling in my stomach…

 

“I’ll take my leave now Onee.  Going to stop by the Seven and pick up a cola and relax upstairs.  I was going to do some work, but it looks like the universe is conspiring against me today.”

 

“Alright, Kouta.  See you at home.”

 

And so I leave Onee-chan’s job and once more try to head home.

 

When I get to the Seven, I get a text message from Shi-chan.

 

[Nakada Shi-chan  (1)

 

I’m done.  Kanae texted me something interesting.  Kouta already knows about it, but is he okay with it?  I got really itchy discussing something today, so i can’t say I’ll be behaved tonight. I may end up hurting you, and Kanae.]

 

I reply

 

[To Nakada Shi-chan

 

Is there anything that won’t make it painful?]

 

ping!  sent!

 

[Nakada Shi-chan (1)

 

Just your forgiveness, since it will be easier than the permission that would be required for you to give.

 

Kanae can’t be denied halfway, as what she is asking for will hurt her irreparably.  

 

Trust me, I know.

 

So, just for tonight, you can’t say ‘stop.’

 

If it’s too much for you to handle, then decide so now. Otherwise I will assume it is okay, and that it is what you really want, for Kanae, for Me, and for you.

 

After all, the only person I want to make happy in the end, is Kouta.]

 

…

 

I grab a big cherry cola, a bag of chips, pay for it and finally get home.

 

After a light snack, I go upstairs, and lay down on my bed.

 

I close my eyes.

 

Night comes.

 

(Secret 31:  Kouta was harassed by Mafuyu-chan to post the dakishimetai picture to the social media account.  He never would, because it was second most prized possession, next to Nakada-san herself.)

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