Chapter 6: Kouta is (not) fooling around – (2)

I saw the first few words of the message and my heart sank.  I can understand that once you are doing that kind of thing, stopping when it gets to a certain point is… difficult.

 

Still, it’s my own fault.  

 

“This is not going to be easy is it, Kouta?” I say to myself

 

Still… my time with Nakada-san will come.  It all begins from tomorrow. I have to believe that.

 

ping! ping!

 

[Sender Unknown  (2)

 

(1) Boyfriend, calm down..]

 

Who was this?  Both Senpai and Shi-chan are in my contacts, but who is this calling me boyfriend?  Of course I forego the messages from Nakada-san and click on the safer looking new message instead.

 

[Sender Unknown (1)

 

Boyfriend, calm down, nothing happened that you should be concerned with.  I’m upset that you haven’t replied to my Shi-chan already!  If you are going to take responsibility, then take responsibility!  If you behave like this, you'll make her insecure and then she'll get foolishly taken by someone else!

 

I don’t know what you did, but when this girl returned inside after escorting you out, she had a smile on her face I’ve never seen before!  And I’ve known her for a while!  I’ve known some of the badness in her life, boyfriend, but I’ve never seen that smile!   She just wanted to make you happy... don't punish her for it!

 

Shi-chan was alone with me the entire time.

 

It was something she wanted to do for you, since you chickened out on taking her to a hotel.

 

I was going to do a better job screening you to be honest.  However for some reason, you happen to be a very crucial person to her.  In the many talks we have had, your name was mentioned there.  Even though I just met you, you are someone I feel I know because of all my conversations with Shi-chan, despite not knowing you at all in person!

 

You also have a glowing recommendation from Micchi<3, so I’ll let this slide, just this once.

 

I’ll take care of her tonight.  But please respond to her.  She is in tears thinking she already fucked up.  Don't leave her in this state, please?

 

It was between women, so it doesn’t count. Okay?]

 

[Sender Unknown (2)

 

Also, in case it wasn’t obvious, it’s Miyajima Kimiko.  Please add me to your contacts, and should you get stupid, feel free and text me.  If it concerns Shi-chan, it concerns me.]

 

It was Nakada-san and Kimiko?  Eh? So the senpai she was referring to was… Kimiko?

 

… I’m an idiot.  A real asshole first class.

 

I should have asked, but I think I didn’t want to her to clarify what actually was going on.  If she said it was Michio, then I would be hostile to him for a long time.  If I want to keep work coming in, I can’t really afford to cut ties with him, especially now.  And to top it off, I should have known it wouldn't have been him.  

 

We’re the same after all, for the most part.  

 

We’re otaku.  

 

Why would we sabotage each other?  Rather, wasn’t it him who was helping me in the first place?

 

I should trust him more, not less.  His wife is pretty cute, so he shouldn't need to come after what's mine, right?

 

In fact, shouldn’t I let him know about this?

 

…

 

Kimiko declared it a no-count though. I’ll hold off for now.

 

I’m sorry, Senpai. I’m sorry for doubting you. I’m still inexperienced, and I’m unreasonably in love.  

 

Argh!

 

I clicked on the messages Shi-chan left, and decided to follow Kimiko’s advice.

 

[Nakada Shi-chan (3)

 

[(1): Kouta, Sorry, but I came after all without you.  I was really turned on when you said you could accept me for what I am.  I was frustrated and itchy because you left without doing anything!  Normally I would seek out someone when it gets bad like that… but I didn’t want to betray you, especially not this soon after finding you again.  Please believe in me at least for now.]

 

[(2):  I am no good with self-pleasure.  Since I was staying the night there anyway, Kimiko and I got a little drunk, and for some reason, she likes to tease my body.  Mostly my breasts though, I think she has a complex because hers are a bit smaller than mine.  So, please don’t be too upset.  I don’t know what you might be thinking, and even though it was with Kimiko who is a girl too, I really just was excited about Kouta after all.  I wanted to be near you when I came.  I wanted Kouta to hear how much I wanted him, and how much my body was excited by him.]

 

[(3):  I’m glad I got to talk to you tonight.  I hope you sleep well, and I look forward to seeing you tomorrow.  I want you to hold me and kiss me a lot <3  After all, I’m Kouta’s woman now. So make sure to show me lots of love.]

 

…

 

Pow!

 

My fist punched the wall, and I made an indentation in the drywall.

 

FUCK!

 

I let my irrationality get the better of me from the start.  Feeling a nasty surge of pain in my hand, I held it with my other and walked back to my bed and sat down. I should be concerned that I injured a hand I use to program with, but it's not enough of a concern for me to process right now.

 

Shi-chan didn’t betray me, nor did she want to.

 

She did what she did in the safest way, right?  Because she wanted to hurt me the least, and deal with her problem...

 

I didn’t clarify what I thought I heard, I just went on with the misunderstanding that it was my Senpai that was doing those things to her.

 

Well, it’s not like I’m experienced with women, and even those who do some yuri things that I always thought was limited to those kinds of shoujo-ai manga.  Like Marimite.

 

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I should reply to her.

 

I will reply to her.

 

My hand was sore from punching the wall, but I still managed to text her back.

 

[To Nakada Shi-chan:

 

Thank you for letting me know.  I’m sorry I was stubborn and didn’t trust in you.  You are my first real girlfriend, and I was already jealous that I thought someone else was taking what was mine.  Even if I said it was okay, I think I was just trying to make it so you didn’t feel too much pressure.  You said you weren’t good with relationships, and I don’t know much about them either. I'm probably an insecure person, so I hope you can bear with me at times like these.

 

I do know that I desire Nakada-san very much.  I know this, because I wanted to be the one to do those things to you.

 

But I didn’t want you to think I was only after you for your good looks.  I am seriously interested in you.  So if you can, please accept my apology.

 

If it’s with Miyajima-okusan, somehow it’s okay, right?

 

If it’s with her, you can come for me lots.

 

Say, if it’s not too late, can you send me a picture of you? I want to add it to my phone screen in the hopes it will calm me down.]

 

 ping!  Sent! 

 

The cold feeling in my chest was still there.

 

Was I okay with her having a female relationship like that?

 

If it’s another woman, I think I can handle that much.

 

I think my hang-up is her being taken by another man.

 

But by identifying that issue now, it can be of benefit later.

 

So, apology received, apology given, I have achieved balance.

 

I laid back down on my bed and my phone rested in my hand.

 

ping! ping! ping!

 

[Nakada Shi-chan  (2)

(1) Photo attached.

(2) Photo attached.]

 

[Sender Unknown (1)

(1) Photo attached.]

 

I browse through the photos.  

 

The first one is a picture of her outside of an arcade, she’s got a shy smile, and holding up a peace sign.  Is this showa?  This picture is one that I’ve got burned in my mind from all the times I’ve seen her at school.  This is the [Cool Beauty] Nakada-san!

 

The second photo is of her laying on a bed.  She’s got a shirt on but it’s unbuttoned.  The same pink bra I saw her in with dad, is visible, as are her great hints as to assets. She has no skirt on, and her panties match the bra.  They are a bit frilly, but also pink and lacey. It’s unbelievably erotic, but also really cute.

 

The part that pulls my eyes in different directions, is the pose she is in.

 

Her beautiful blonde hair is down, and it’s almost to her breasts in length but it’s to the side to not obstruct.  

 

Her hands are out in this dakishimetai* pose.

 

Her golden eyes give the illusion that she can see me, despite this being only a photo.  It’s chilling.

 

But then there’s the strike zone.

 

Her beautiful thighs.

 

I will say this now... I am a leg man!

 

All the other parts of a woman are nice.  But a pair of firm tanned thighs… is heaven.

 

If I die, It’s okay if I go by way of her thighs.

 

Mm.

 

Anyway, that leaves the last photo, from unknown sender.  Is it Kimiko?  I should add her to my contacts now.

 

…

 

Ok, added.  Now to see what she sent.

 

Oh. My. God.

 

Oh, there are some words at the bottom.

 

[Please keep this for the times when boyfriend gets real lonely. <3]

 

Somehow, tomorrow isn't coming fast enough. 

 

I however, am.

 

(Secret 06: Later on, Kimiko sent a lot more pictures that Kouta safely stored away for the times he would feel lonely. There weren't to many of those, early on.)

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