Chapter 60: Kouta runs away.

I can say with certainty that Ruru’s new work is coming along nicely.  Her book is loosely modeled around our relationship.  What it’s missing is what will be soon added with the return of school.  A routine.

As of now, our routine is sheer laziness.

And debauchery.

Hardly a day has gone by since after the Saturday morning following me losing my virginity to that version of Nakada-san with the black hair and twintails, that I haven’t had some kind of sex with a flower in my garden.

For these last few days, the personality of Nakada-san as well has been closely attuned to that of the Wild Nakada-san.

Is it a personality disorder?  Was what we did that night, related to it?

Not that I dislike the Angel of Destruction, but there is a definite gap between their personalities.  

As for being safe with the night blossoms, Yes, I have been using protection.

Nakada-san actually insisted on it with her outside of two separate occasions, however she did say if I didn’t want to, she was fine with that too.  Since she expressed concern, I have been careful to do it, since I care about her feelings.  Ruru seemed to be okay with whatever, actually preferring it raw, but perfectly fine with my choice to use one with her. I haven’t had a reason to with Kana-chan for obvious reasons.

When it became late in the day, it was time to wake Shi-chan up. So I gave her a good afternoon call, and helped her greet the late afternoon.

Shi-chan pulled me into her, and taking a page from Ruru’s playbook, also joined us for just a moment.

“Kouta, I am going to head over to Kii-chan’s for a bit, will that be alright with you?  I’ll be back before bedtime.”

“Sure, that’s fine.  Let me know how things are with Senpai and that new wife of his!”

“I’ll fill you in, since I want to see as well.”

Nakada-san didn’t need my help dressing, so I just playfully gave her a kiss and a teasing grope, and left the room.

Ruru was gone as well, along with her laptop.

“Where did Ruru go?” I ask Kana-chan.

“She wandered back to her house for a bit.  She said she wanted to talk to her mother on the phone for a bit.”

Ah, some family privacy is important, we are still understanding the barriers between us.  I don’t mind it.

Nakada-san came out of the bedroom, and made for Kana-chan who was happy to be molested by her.

It was really just some light skinship, but also really erotic the way Nakada-san does it.

“Kanaecchi~ I’m going to visit Kii-chan, so I’ll be back late.  I promise I’ll play with you lots then, okay?<3”

“Okay, give my greetings to the Miyajimas.”

“Roger!” Shi-chan saluted. Then took a bottle of tea from the fridge, and made off.

It left me and Kanae alone.

…

“Kouta. Shall we have some fun together?”

…

Okay?

…

Kanae took me into the bedroom.  Once we entered, she undressed herself.  She then undressed me.  She had a piece of plastic, and tied our wrists on opposite hands together with it.

She sat down with me, and our legs interlocked with each other, hands bound.  She then hugged me before beginning to talk with me about what she discussed with Nakada-san last night.

“Kouta.  This may be difficult, but I am here, okay?  Let’s have a talk about her.”

I didn’t want to.  But I believe with Kanae, it is possible to manage through it somehow.

“Kouta. I know I told you not to worry, but with you, I also know that’s impossible. So I’m going to lay it out for you.” Kanae held my hands.

“Shi-chan is … a creature of sex.  You understand this, right?”

“Aa… she’s amazing in bed.”

Kanae shakes her head.

“That’s not what I mean.”

“…”

“Kouta.  How will you handle it if Shi-chan were to have another sexual partner that wasn’t a woman?”

“Have? You don’t mean had?”

“Yes.  I mean, if she had another person inside of her, that wasn’t you, say... right now.  How would you handle it?”

“I don’t know?  I mean, I would hate it obviously!” I state angrily

Kanae hugged me tightly again.

“Kouta, I think you need to be prepared to deal with that.”

“Why?”

“Shi-chan has something inside of her that happened when she was younger…”

“You mean when she was… violated when she was younger?”

“Yes.  We talked about that a while back.  She wasn’t sure the best way to tell you about it, but you know about it...”  Kana-chan reached down and felt my son who was stirring at this kind of talk.

“Shi-chan loves you.  She loves you immensely, Kouta… but she has a desire to be with other people that she has a hard time controlling.  Her heart is honest, Kouta.  But her body and mind… they aren’t.   When you return to school, you will have to deal with this, so I think it is better to prepare you on how to deal with this sooner, rather than later.”

“What are you talking about?” I ask, not liking the direction the conversation is going.

“I mean, getting you able to let her do that when she needs to.”

“ ‘Needs to?’ ”

“Yes.”

“Kanae…”

“Kouta.  Would you rather be there in person, or watch it by phone?”

…

“Neither.” I state matter-of-factly.

“That’s going to be a big problem then.”

“Why?”

“Because you won’t know about it.”

“I’d rather not know about it.”

“That’s no good Kouta… because if you ignore it, then you ignore her, and then all the safety she feels in the relationship will crumble, and we will lose her.”

Kana-chan has been playing with my son, and it is becoming erect.

“Kouta.  Can you picture her with dad?”

“Unfortunately, yes.”

“Okay.  Then that’s what we’re going to do.”

“..WHAT?”

“Shi-chan isn’t going to Kii-chan’s house.  Dad is home now.  So she’s going there.”

“Onee-chan! What the fuck!” I burst out saying/

“Shh. Kouta.  That’s why I’m here.  Do you remember what I said that day you called me to help?”

“No, what!?”

“She’s the family wife.”

Surely you were only joking…!

“I’m not okay with this at all!!”

“I know.  So that’s why I’m not going to let you go.”

Kana-chan pulled out a smartphone.

“The call will be coming in soon.”

“Onee.  No.  Call her now. Tell her to stop!” I yell at her.

“I’m afraid not, Kouta. Think of it like this.  She’s already done it with him.  So you can at least deal with that much, because you have already done so before.”

“How is that okay!?”

“It’s okay, because I’m going to suffer with you.  And afterwards, Ruru can help calm you down.”

…

You are telling me I’m going to calm down after watching Shi-chan fuck dad again!?  Are you completely mental?

“Yes.  Kouta, I’m quite unstable.  I don’t want to see it either, but… have you heard her say she’s ‘itchy’ before?” Kana-chan asks me.

“She says it when she’s turned on.”

“No.  It’s not like that, Kouta.  That itchiness is the damaged part of her that comes out.  She’s been able to control it, but barely.  Unfortunately, even all this time she’s spent with you, with us… it wasn’t enough.  Her urge hit a peak yesterday.”

…

“A peak?  What does that mean?  Why does she have to... with him?”

“For that, you can ask her tonight, when she returns.” Kana shrugs.

I.. I’m in a state of anger and panic.  I can’t move, because Onee-chan has me leglocked. I hate to admit it, but she’s way stronger than me, and even if I could, somehow, my hand is tied with hers, and I have no way to cut the plastic binding.

“There’s also another reason.”

“And what’s that?”

“It’s time to cross the line.” Kanae states ominously.

!!!

“Onee-chan, no!”

“Yes.  Kouta. While we watch, I am going to have you inside of me.”

“Are you crazy!  I’ve put up with this shit long enough!  We’ve already done all kinds of fucked up shit!  You’re my sister!  It’s already bad enough.”

“Yes, it is.  So the only way to have you understand, is to break you first.”

“B..break me?” I stutter shocked by what Kanae is saying.

“You are a good boy, Kouta.  But she isn’t.  Even Ruru and I aren’t.  We are all fucked up royally.  So, we need to drag you down to our level, or we can’t proceed.”

…

“Proceed? With what?”

“Our love.”

“Onee, I don’t want this.”

“I know.  I’m truly sorry Kouta, but it has to be this way.  I know what’s best for you in dealing with it.  Please trust your Onee-chan one last time.”

…

How can I?  What is this nonsense!?

brrrt! brrrt! 

Oh god no.

I saw the screen.

The picture is at the front door of my house.

“Kouta, Kanae, can you hear me?  I hope you can.   Kouta, you might not know this, but that night I called you and told you to do it with Ruru… I couldn’t stop saying ‘stop.’  It was bad Kouta.  I hated it so much!  I hurt so badly.  That’s why I had Kanae turn the speaker volume down.  So you couldn’t hear me scream so desperately to stop.  When you put it in her… I… I couldn’t breathe!”

I can hear a weird intonation in her speech.

“I know I said all those things, but I’m really no good, Kouta.  I itch so bad.  So I’m going to scratch that itch, then come home.  I’m prepared for the worst, but it’s who I am Kouta.  You said you’d accept me no matter how dirty I became.  You don’t remember saying it, because you forgot.  But I never did.  It’s how I managed to stay as sane as I am.”

knock knock

The door opens.  It’s dad.  The phone is on mute, so I can’t hear what’s going on.

“Stop.  Shiori stop this instant!”

“She can’t hear you Kouta.  She’s got it on mute with the volume down.”

“Nee… please stop it.”

“It’s too late.”

“SEND A FUCKING TEXT THEN!!” I scream at Kanae.

Kanae only shakes her head.

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My phone is on the table in the living room, so I can’t send one of my own.

The scene is now her entering my house.

Dad closes the door after she enters, and she turns around and says something to him.  Dad freezes.

The phone drops to the floor and the angle is pointed up.

What I see is her reaching for his zipper, and pulling it down.

“STOP!  SHIORI!  STOP IT NOW!!’

I scream.

I scream and I scream.

It does nothing.  She either cannot hear me, or won’t hear me.

Dad’s comes out.  Her mouth accepts it.

“SHIORI NOOO!!”

Kanae is watching it as well.

…

It hurts.

it hurts to watch, so I look away.

Kanae sees me doing so, and tries to force my head to turn back and watch.  I put every effort into not watching.

She then holds me close to her, and I try to push off, but can’t.  

“Kouta, just watch it, please.”

“No.”

“KOUTA!”

“ENOUGH!”

I throw my entire body forward and tumble over with Kana-chan.

I manage to break the leglock, and get up to my feet, but I’m still connected to her by the plastic binding.

I grab my bound hand with the other, and drag Kanae’s body with me tug after tug through the living room until I get to my smartphone.

I put my foot on Kanae’s neck and press down, while I dial Shi-chan’s number.

brrrt.  brrrt  brrrt.

The phone doesn’t answer.

So I text a single word.

“Stop.”

…

I don’t know what’s going on because the video stream is on the phone in the other room.

“Onee-chan.  I swear if she does it.  I’m breaking ties with YOU.”

I don’t even bother to look at her response.

I take my foot off her neck and yank her over to the kitchen, and dig for a pair of scissors in the utility drawer.  Finding them, I cut the plastic binding, and jump over Kanae and dash to the room, and grab my clothes.

I put on my boxers and pants fast enough, and just grab my shirt.  I make it to the table in time to grab my phone, and I rush through the porch glass door and out of the apartment, running towards my old home.

I call multiple times, before I get there with no answer.

How long did it take me to run? Ten minutes?

I’ve never really been fantastic at exercise, but I managed to get there while hurting all over.

I try to open the door, but it’s locked, so I bang.

I bang and bang.

Eventually, the door opens.

It’s dad.

“WHERE IS SHE!?”  I demand.

Dad looks meekly at me.

“Fuck you forever, you shitty old man.”

I push past him and see her in the bedroom.

She’s naked.

She sees me.

…

“I said stop. And you didn’t.”

It was all I had to say.

I turn around and walk out.

What did I expect?

I was crazy from the start, right?

…

Dad tries to say something.

“Enjoy yours and Kanae’s wife. I’m not family anymore.”

And I walk out.

I walk.

I walk.

When I look up, I’m in front of Michio-senpai’s place.

…

Before I realize it, I’m knocking on the door.

It opens, but it’s Kimiko who answers.

“Can I come in?” I ask.

Kimiko moves aside.

I enter their house.

“Is Senpai here?”

“No.  Micchi~ and Hiromi are at Akiba, on a cosplay date.”

“...Figures.” I say frustrated.

“What’s up, Kocchi?” Kimiko asks me.

“I’m in a bad place right now.  I just wanted to ask Senpai to put me up for the night.”

“Why?”

“Because I’m not going back home today, and from tomorrow I’m going to find another place to live.  I was wrong.  I was so wrong about everything.”

“Kocchi?”

“I wish you never set me up with her.”

“...”

“You had a fight with Shi-chan?”

“Hah! A fight!  Ha ha ha!” I laugh.

I laugh until I cry.

“I’m done.  I can’t do it, so I’m done.  She’s fucking crazy, and I’m not.  She’s made everyone else who was normal crazy, and I refuse to be!”

“Kocchi, calm down.”

“I am calm! ...what was I thinking… there was no way something like that was ever possible without some divine punishment.”

Kimiko tries to lay a hand on my shoulder, but I shrug it off.

“Forget it.  I don’t want to disrespect you in your own home.  I’ll leave now.  But I was wrong.  I was so very wrong, especially when I had no business saying you don’t understand otaku.  It’s probably too late, but get rid of that girl or you might end up like me.”

I don’t know why I said it, thinking Kimiko might end up anything like me.  That she would pay a much higher price taking in Hiromi to fill the other half of Senpai’s wants and needs. 

…

I turn to leave, and Kimiko asks me something.

“Are you breaking up with shi-chan?”

Am I?

“Who’s that?” I say in response, coldly.

With everything we went through, the behavior of everyone with the possible exception of Ruru is incomprehensible to me.

I exit the Miyajima household, and walk mindlessly.

I end up in front of the arcade we had our first date at.  [Gemini].

I go inside, and find some fighting game, and sit down at it, putting in a coin and getting my anger out on the computer opponent.

At some point, as I near the last boss, a human opponent appears.

Our fight is fun.  We are evenly matched.

Eventually I lose, but only due to being one pixel of health less than them, and the timer running out.

Haa~h.

I’m a loser.

Well, I’ve always been a loser.

“Oh, aren’t you Shi-chan’s boyfriend?”

I look up and it’s a girl in a sundress with a straw hat. 

Do I know her?

“Kouta-san, right? I don’t know if you remember me, but we met a while ago for a brief moment.  My name is Kobayashi Natsume.”

It clicks suddenly who she was.

“Nacchan, right?”

“Pin~pon~!”

“So what are you doing here without Shi-chan?  Or is she here somewhere?”

“Don’t know, don’t care.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?  You break up with her already?”

“Probably, that’s what’s going to happen. I… I can’t handle her.  So I’m just figuring where to go, since home isn’t an option, I was just going to stay here until late, then maybe get a room at a net cafe for the night.”

“That’s too bad.  If you are alone and feeling down, want to go on a date with me?  I feel like doing some karaoke!”

…

Karaoke?

“You aren’t crazy like her, are you?”

“Nope.  I just don’t like being alone.  Besides, I’m good at keeping a secret, and I don’t kiss and tell.  So do you wanna have some fun with me before you try and figure your life out?”

…

Maybe that’s exactly what I need. 

But I could also be so crazy, I can’t tell a good decision from a bad one right now.

…

“Karaoke, right?  Sure, Let’s go.”

(Secret 52:  The score set by Kouta and Shi-chan that day on the Vice Cops 2 game is still in 2nd place. K&S. It remains so for a long, long time.)

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