Chapter 76: -Special: Ryouhei and Shiho’s feelings.

-----PoV: Kawamura Ryohei-----

---Tuesday Night---

What was I ever thinking?

No. I know what I was thinking, and it wasn’t good, but I expected to have better sense than to do what I did.

It started when I received a text from my wife on Monday.

[My Love  (1)

Ryo.  The matter with my extended stay in Canada is taken care of.  I will be home this week, either Friday or Saturday.  I think we need to sit down as a family and have a talk.  I’ve done a lot of thinking, and coupled with you telling me about that… indiscretion, I think this will be for the best.  I’ve been an absent parent for so long, and I’ve been only half of a wife to you at best.  I’ve let the children know to show up. Let’s order something good to eat, okay? We’ll deal with whatever comes as a family.]

Shiho is at my house currently.  With Kouta and Kanae having moved out, I am basically all alone.  I had met with Shiho at my children’s housewarming party.  As it turns out, my son is dating her daughter.  It does not help that I’ve slept with her daughter as well, and I’m even sure that Kanae has done something of the sort as well, so things are only a moment away from being outrageous.

This led to us keeping in contact after talking for a bit on their porch.

I learned quite a bit about the last twenty years.  Shiho became a truck driver for a construction company, which wasn’t surprising.  Her family’s business was transportation after all. She was so happy when she got her first motorcycle in school.  I had one too, we used to drive around to all kinds of spots and make love.

The time I spent with her was memorable.

We crack open some beers, and sit in the living room, keeping up on things.

“So, Shiho.  When did you get married?” I ask finally, not having known about her last name changing to Nakada.

“About four years after we broke up.  You fucked me up big time doing what you did with that fucking slut, and I ended up meeting some shithead and he got me pregnant.” She says angrily as she takes a drag.

suu~  puha~

“I’m sorry, if it means anything now.” I offer in apology “Still, I’m surprised.  I figured you’d have taken over your father’s position.”

She laughs.

“Dad disowned me after I left that shithead.  He was upset I chose to be a single parent.  You know that asshole stepped out on me countless times while we were married?  Me!  I’m fucking amazing in the sack! You know it too!  What kind of rotten balls does he have to have to cheat on me.  I would have at least been satisfied if it was you that knocked me up instead.  At least I’d be able to hate you properly. I can’t even bring myself to think anything of him.  Good riddance.” She vented. “Instead, our kids are fucking, and your little monster violated my girl in the worst possible way, after she had been violated in the worst possible way! That’s why I dropped that little shit good.  How dare he!  Even if she was the one who instigated it!  Didn’t you think to raise him up right!?”

suu~ puha~

glug glug.  “Kaa~hah!”

I have nothing I can say to refute her.  I haven’t been the best father, and after the events of the other day, I learned I really didn’t raise him up properly when he left Shi-chan behind.

“So, what’s new with you?” she says as if what she said before was inconsequential.

Shiho was always a candid person, able to speak about whatever is on her mind.  She was also incredibly beautiful, and if I had to compare her to Reiko, Shiho would win hands down every single time.  The same also goes for her daughter, but even there, there is no comparison.  Even being around her casually has me on edge, she’s a creature that oozes sexual charm, even if she’s stern and crude at times.

“I got a text from Reiko.  I’m pretty sure she’s going to ask for a divorce on Sunday.” I mention.

Shiho stopped mid sip, and lowered her can.

“A divorce? Why?” She asks.  I show her the text on my phone while I continue talking. “I … had an indiscretion a while ago, and told her about it.  I’ve mentioned she works overseas for the better part of half a year at a time.  I’ve tried not thinking about it, but surely she’s had some as well.  Whenever she’s here, we certainly don’t seem to have any problems… but Kouta’s finally eighteen.  If there was ever a time for it to happen, it’s now.”

“Ha hahaha!  Serves you right!  You fucked me over, and now your life is gonna go in the shitter too!” She cackled.

Shiho has never pulled a punch in her life, either.  It’s almost refreshing.

“So, finally we’ve both been fucked over by Reiko.” She says smugly. “Wanna celebrate?”

She holds her can out and I knock my own with hers.

“I would have been a better wife.” She says into the can of beer, loud enough for me to hear.

…

“I can’t believe you pussied out.” She yells at me after a while of talking about past events.

“Look! I was young. Everyone had said you were an easy girl.  I was stupid, and fell for it, what do you want?” I yell back.

“I want twenty years back!” She demands.

“I can’t give you it.” I shout back.

“Then give me twenty from now.” She says softly, in a quick change.

“What are you talking about?”

“I’m talking about getting that divorce. Then marrying me and taking responsibility for fucking my life up.” She states clearly to me, knocking me for a loop.

“Shiho?”

“I’ve been carrying a torch for you since highschool, Ryo.  Isn’t it about time to cut the bullshit and lies this shitty woman has been feeding you?  Come back to me.  I won’t forgive you for the past, but I’ll let you make amends for the future.” Her tone is now honest, but serious.

“Even if you say that, I still love her.” I admit to her.

“Stop being so blind.  She’s been lying to you her whole life. Especially about why you left me for her.  The ‘virgin’ Reiko to the rescue.  Ha ha ha, what utter shit.  She was the real whore, you know?” She says as if it was common knowledge.

“Excuse me?”

“Yes.  I never bothered to tell you, because I was so fucking pissed at the time, but you know she had that surgery before you did her.”

“What surgery?” I ask unknowing.

“That hymen reconstruction whatever surgery.  So she’d bleed when you did her and you’d think, ‘Yeah, Shiho didn’t bleed the first time,’ so I must’ve been the one who was sleeping around.”

“Isn’t that how you lose it, though?” I ask.

“You dumb shit, you are forty and still don’t know how a pussy works?”

“???”

“Women can lose it easily in all kinds of ways.  Hell, I lost mine sticking in a tampon.”

“The... hell?”

“That’s right, my cherry was popped by charm.  But my virginity was always yours.  And you threw it away like a used tampon too.” She says angrily.

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glug glug

“Shiho… I had no idea.” I state with surprise.  It’s true, I had no idea.

“Does it matter even if you did?  I thought you loved me, even if I had, wasn’t I good to you anyway?  Couldn’t you have let it slide? I would have even forgive you and taken you back after you fucked that slut.”

glug glug glug.

crunch

The empty beer can was easily crushed in her grip.

…

She opened another, and another, and so did I.

So it’s no surprise what happened next.

Yes.

…

Shiho was dressed in a tight shirt that made her tits look like cantaloupes, and pants that made her ass look like watermelons.  She had taken my sorry drunken self into the bedroom of my wife, had stripped me down, and reminded me of all I had lost for twenty years.

I at some point had a brief moment of clarity.  I reached for a condom, which I had bought on impulse after a certain event weeks earlier, and she grabbed them and threw it across the room.

“You are giving me a baby.  It’s the most unsafe day of my cycle.  Since your son is taking my baby away, I want another as a replacement.”

She rode me like a champion jockey.  I didn’t think I could go more than once at my age anymore.

I was sorely mistaken.

Her tits were mine to play with.  My balls were cold and aching when she was still trying to get my milk.  Sucking on her tits, I even managed to get some milk of my own.

Succubus.  I’ve heard Kouta explain what one was from his manga and games. They are sex demons who take a man’s life force through sex. Whatever Shiho was, made that pale in comparison.

Afterwards, she lay next to me and lit us up both a cigarette.

She didn’t say anything else to me.

It wasn’t over.

She stayed the entire night.

I came dust at some point.

I became dust at some point.

And in my entire life, I didn’t feel an ounce of guilt for what I let happen.

Had I fucked up?  No, not my marriage, but the last twenty years of my life with Reiko instead of Shiho?

…

It’s hard to say.

She had gone to the bathroom at one point to clean up a little, we had gotten real messy.  I heard her scream suddenly, and I rushed in.

“What the fuck!” She yelled at me.

“What happened?” I ask, concerned.

“Your bidet is ice cold. Who uses this setting?  Fuck it’s cold, where’s the heat control?” she tried to see where the settings are for the bidet.  I take the opportunity to put it on a warmer setting for her since she must have a much older model.  This one is digital.

“Asshole.  At least warn me.”

…

She called out of work the next day. She had me call out of work the next day. We ordered in, since I had loads of beer in the fridge because Kanae wasn’t here.

I was feeling eighteen again, and in the arms of my Shiho.

Divorce?  Sounds great.  I’ve unsealed my heart.  Reiko is no longer the only one in it. I will fix my future instead, as Shiho suggested.

We laid back after a particularly impressive round, and watched a game I had recorded.  The Tigers won, of course.

So we celebrated.

I got to use every hole she had.

She used the two I had.

It was never anything but rough and intense.  The exact opposite of Reiko.

When it came to be getting late, she said she had to go home.

I understood it had to end.

“She’ll be back from her group. I need to be there for her, for now.  I’ll come back tonight, so eat something solid, and drink something with vitamins.  I’m not done yet.”

I felt my knees buckle.

Yes, I know where it all went wrong.

It was the moment I offered that young girl a smoke.

Now, only time will tell of the damage I have wrought. For myself, for Reiko, Kouta, Kanae, and even Shiho.

I am the worst.

But my happiness at least, is guilt-free.

(Special Secret: Ryohei suspected it, but it was later confirmed. Shiho got what she came for. She returned that night and the next day after. Ryohei still hadn't admitted what he did with Shi-chan.)

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