Chapter 98: -Special: Ume, a troubling jealous girl madly in love.

-----PoV:  Sakuraba Umeko-----

The hidden app I sideloaded on his unlocked phone one night always keeps me apprised of his whereabouts.  There were ethical considerations of course for what I am doing.  But, I’m madly in love with him.  Everything is fair game when it comes to love.

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suu~  puha~

The breathing exercises that quack of a shrink at the sisters of the circle taught me just don’t work, so I found another way to calm down.  Of course it’s doing nothing for me. I see him there, in the window of the Burger Palace.   He’s talking to someone who I’ve finally managed with the help of my expensive phone’s camera’s zoom in feature to identify as not being that problematic girl, but rather one of her delinquent friends.

I was so nervous it was her.  That he might find some reason to get back with her.  I had begun plotting how to break them up.  I was about to set my plan into motion, but then the most amazing thing happened.  On wednesday, a few days after he started to skip coming to school, I heard at the group where I went disguised as “Yume” from Nakada-san when it was her turn to speak, that Kouta-kun had left her, and apparently also his other lovers.

He was free at last!

I have always had his number.  I had it from middle school, though we almost never talked through text or a chat app like curve.  Nakada-san was an absolute wreck, and even Miyajima-san and Kobayashi-san couldn’t console her.  I felt bad for her for just a little bit.  But only a little.  Her loss would be my gain now.

I took the opportunity after the group ended to send him a text.

When he replied, I went to meet him.

I found out he was staying at a net cafe, and had been doing so for a few days now.  I can imagine he was suffering.  From what was shared at the meeting, he had a falling out with everyone in his life, and it was simply too much for him to deal with.

He needed someone he could be strong for, and I knew it had to be me.  I knew when I saw him stand up for her… when he threw that punch at Arai.  I knew he was changing from that quiet background character into a man.

I regret I had nothing to give him of sentimental value.  My first kiss was stolen by his trash sister back in middle school.  I was so upset he saw that happen in front of him, that I had fled his house in a panic.  I was a bit different back then though, I had a different last name, and I hid my real hair under a wig, and used colored contacts to hide my eyes.  It was so hard fitting in back then.  Kouta was the only one who tried to be my friend.  And after those events, I just couldn’t face him anymore.

It didn’t stop these feelings I had for him.

So, the next year, I unsealed who I was. My beautiful silvery-blue hair, and blue eyes which go from deep to light blue in varying intensity of light are a gift from my mother, who in order to raise me and my little sister Chikako, is engaged in a dubious business.

She’s… a hostess.

I’m not ashamed of that fact.  But that kind of work is not for me.  I’m a bit of an intellectual.  I plan on being a translator in the future, I speak english and spanish almost with native fluency.  Before I moved to Japan at age 6, I lived in America, and my father would speak to me in all three languages, so that I would have plenty of opportunity in this world when I got older.  I’m a polyglot.  I’m proud of it, but I don’t get much opportunity to use it.  Kouta can speak english almost as well as I can.  So sometimes we converse in it for practice.

He learned it from his mother, who I learned recently had come home.  That homecoming being a catalyst for the situation he was in.

So I went to the net cafe, and just sat down with him.  I used his schoolwork as the motivation for doing so.  As we got to chatting, this boy I love… spilled his heart out to me.  I wanted to comfort him.  I wanted him to see there was someone who loved him, who wouldn’t ever betray him.  He wasn’t crying, but he just… looked so devastated.  I… I went to just give him a hug.  That was all… just a hug!

He pulled me into his lap.

He was holding me suddenly.  My dream was coming true.  Then… he kissed me!  I died!  I died so much on the inside of happiness!

I almost panicked!  I did everything I could to keep my wits about me.  Then, I realized I had to keep up the act.  I had to be the innocent girl he desired, so I put on my best performance.  It all came down to this moment.

“Does Kawamura-san … like me?”  Was I coy enough when saying it?

“I don’t know, but Sakuraba-san does like me.  I’ve known for a while, but… I was hung up on Nakada-san.  Are you mad I kissed you?”

How could I be!?  I love you, you thick-headed dunce!

“Not at all.  But I won’t be your girlfriend if you are still going out with her.”

I would.  I would be your girlfriend anytime, but I need to help you establish that I’m your woman now.  I’ll judge if you should ever be allowed to talk with another woman.  Except Natsume-san.  Now that you aren’t dating that Shi-chan girl anymore, Natsume-san isn’t interested in you sexually anymore, so she can remain a semi-safe acquaintance.

“I haven’t replied to a single text or spoken with any of them since Sunday.”  he tells me, and shows me his phone.  There are over a hundred unread messages from the one he designated as his contact called ‘Lotus Blossom.’  It was what he had Nakada-san listed as in his phone. “Nor will I since I saw that video.  I’m done with it.  I just want a good girl who doesn’t betray me.”

That guy sent the video to him already?  That wasn’t supposed to happen so soon!  Okay, it’s okay, we’re going good here, let’s just keep it that way.  Let’s keep his mind off of her now, and on to me.

Time to appeal to him!

“I’m a good girl, Kawamura-san.  Would you like me to be your good girl?”

How’s that?  Fall for me already!  I’ll make you the happiest, I swear!

“I’m a fucked up person, Sakuraba… do you really want to be with me?”

Why else did I come?  Shall… we be together forever now my Kouta?

“More than anything.”

And then it happened.  Oh… those three days were agony!  I only got to kiss him a couple times… I had brought him to stay with me at my home.  I had to do some unsavory negotiations to get my mother to allow it, but … on that Saturday… I couldn’t handle it.

We were doing homework.  I had received his share of the work from our homeroom teacher, and we were in my room working on the english portion, when I started with a simple phrase.

“Will you touch me?”

“Uiru you taachi me?”

“That sounds like it could be taken so many ways.  If someone asked you that, what would you think, Kawamura-san?”

“I... uh… Would think they wanted some skinship… if it was a girl.”

“Skinship?”

He nods.

“Would you like to have some skinship with me?”  I ask, and I take his hand, and put in over my heart, which conveniently rests below my breast

“Please be careful, Sakuraba-san.  You are a girl… and even if we are starting to see each other… if you say something like that, I may interpret it as you being interested.”

“So, if I say… I want to be with you…?”

“...”

I sat in his lap and we made out.  He even felt me up just a little.  Even though he surely has made love with her, he was being so careful with me.  But that was a good thing, even though I wanted to take him right then and there.

That wouldn’t happen until Monday.

He had a job, and it required him to commute to Akihabara.  So After school, I beautied myself up, using all the makeup advice I learned from my mother.

He didn’t have a chance once he saw me.  Thank god I had a condom prepared.  I stole it from my mother’s top drawer.  I love him, but I want to graduate before I think of having any children.  I would get on the pill, but it… nevermind.  I’ll get on it as soon as I can.

In the meantime, he made love to me.  It was just kissing and then… he took me in his lap.  I was sitting on him… I took off my clothes slowly and let him kiss my body.  He was fantastic.  I felt so amazing when he ran his hands along my body, and when he traced over me with his fingertips.

He was so polite too.

“Are you sure you are ready?”

I tried to bluff him, that I wasn’t a perfect girl, but he prevented us going down that dialogue.  He didn’t seem to care, he just honestly wanted me, and I wanted him.

When he put it in… I exploded in extacy.  I was finally with him.  With that geeky boy I liked since middle school.  He was good, he was experienced, and I was unprepared and far from disappointed.  He made me come from inside.  I had rubbed myself on the outside before, but what I felt inside… My brains turned into congee.

I was now in my mind, entirely Kawamura Umeko.

Around that time, he received a text from his mother.  I was disappointed when he said he was going to go home to visit her.  I thought he might be back, but he ended up staying.  It’s fine though. I go to visit him all the time… we’ve made love only a couple of times, but it’s hard holding back.  I do it because I want him to have the image of me being a good girl, not some crazy person hung up on him like that ex of his.

He eventually invited me over, and I got to meet his mother.  She was super pregnant, in her seventh month, and was strangely supportive of letting him be alone with me up in his room.

On the first occasion in his room, we… got caught having sex by his mom.

She closed the door immediately and apologised.  I was so ashamed.  I thought she would hate me.  But she was friendly, even after that.  She had talked with him about being safe, and he bought a 50-count box of condoms at her insistence.  I wanted to use them all with him.  

Everything was great, except in his room he has a picture of her on his wall.  He gave some excuse in that seeing her picture will help him overcome his former, weaker self.  So I let him take a picture of me.  So that he could look at that instead.  He let me know he used it when I wasn’t available.  I was happy to hear that.  I was slowly but surely making him mine.  All mine.

He made some uncouth joke about having a new garden. A harem of some sort?  I let him know in no uncertain terms that was unacceptable.  I was enough to take care of him.

“All you need is me.”

I said it to reassure him, it was okay, and that this was the normal way a boy and a girl should date.   He responded well to it.  Our days were full of happiness with each other.

I had gotten the feeling his mother was a little suspicious of me, but as for why, I don’t exactly know?  But she’s always considerate.  She’s invited me multiple times to stay and have dinner with them.  They seem like a happy family, like it is with mom and Chikako at home.  

However some hiccups started to appear down the line.

The first one was this really cute lolita-like girl who was a friend of his mother, who would often be there.  I swear that girl was making eyes at him.

The second one was why I was here in the first place.

I just want to make sure he isn’t seeing her.

When I saw the gyaru leave, I felt a bit of relief.  It was Nakada-san’s friend, and whatever business they had, it was over pretty quickly.  It was a little while before he left Burger Palace with a bag of food.  But he wasn’t heading home.  I followed him secretly to a park near the Seven, and he was waiting at a bench.  I was going to surprise him, but I’m glad I was still hidden.

This time my worst fear was happening.

She was running at him like a runaway train.  I thought she would bowl him over, but he put his hand out and said a single word, and she came to an impossible stop at a single word from him.  It… was quite scary and intense to see that happen.  I don’t think I could do that if I wanted to.  

He walks next to her and says something I can’t hear, then she latches on to him like a parasite.   I’m fuming mad.  Why is he seeing her!?

I take a photo with my phone, and seethe as I watch them being friendly and holding hands while eating a burger.  They part company and he heads home according to the GPS tracker I have.

So… I need to confront him and deal with this now, before it escalates even a little bit further.  I won’t lose!

[To Hubby<3

Kouta, is there something we need to talk about?  I’ll be over in ten minutes.

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Ten minutes.

I pull another from a pack I have hidden, and I try and destress before I confront him.

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Please… don’t give up on us…  I love you… I love every day so much it hurts…

…

knock knock.

Kouta opens the door, and I have the picture ready to grill him with.  I just want to know why.  WHY???

He puts his arms around me and apologises as his first action. “I won’t betray you, no matter what that picture shows.”  he has the audacity to say.

Still…  His hug is sincere.  I will hear him out.

“Can you explain it to me, then?  Why you were with her at the park?”

“Sure, it’ll be easier than you explaining to me why you have that picture in the first place.”

He opens up his phone, and an icon is being shown to me.

It’s the app I loaded on his phone.

Oh, no.  He knew?

I feel everything about to fall apart.

He simply backs out, and leaves it running, but turning his phone screen off.

“There is nothing more important than trust, right?” He says with a smile.  “So I want you to have every reason to trust that I love you, and only you.”

..!  Is that why?  You wanted me to see it?  But why?

“What do you know about Nakada-san?” he inquires of me.  I know too much to tell him what exactly I do know, but I just repeat what is commonly known at school.  That she… has an ‘easy’ reputation, aside from being the Cool Beauty of the second years.

…  he explained everything as cleanly as possible.  It was impossible to be mad at him.  I would have been the bad guy if I had ...

“So that’s the reason?”

“Yes,  I just don’t want her to be abused any further because of her mental instability.  I want to help her find a way to cope that doesn’t involve being used like that.  But, I have no intention of dating her or engaging in anything casual with her.  I’m only interested in you, Ume.”

… Fuck.  Kouta is really a stand up guy.  If it’s possible, minus my own insecurity of possibly losing him, I think I love him even more.

“Alright.  I will trust you then.”

“That means everything to me.”  He says as he kisses me on the lips.

Now I’m hot, bothered, and wet as a freshly watered lawn.

“Want to eat with us?  I bought some food for Mom and Ruru.”

“I’m not imposing?”

“How can you be, you are my lover now right?”

“I am.”

So we sit down and eat.  The smaller girl at the table is chowing down on something that it just flooded with mayonnaise.  She eats it over her wrapper which is full of fries and the bits of mayonnaise drip from her burger and mouth onto the fries like a waterfall.

“Ruru, can I introduce you to my girlfriend properly?”  I don’t say it to be mean, but if Ruru is going to be here so often, she’ll need to get used to her.

“Sure, Kouta-kun.”

“Ume, you know how you wanted to meet that Author.”

Eh?  Which one?

“This is Yoragata Ruru.  She’s the author of ‘It Can’t be XXX!!” and the newest title, ‘Plucked Up! A Crazy Love Story.’ ...” I’m shocked!   She’s Sensei!? This little lolita? “... I told you she was a neighbor.” He says to me.

“Hi.  I’m glad you like my work, please keep supporting me in the future!” She says it so politely to me.

Aaahh how cool is that!  I just met one of my favorite authors!!

“Don’t mind me.  I’ve known Kouta-kun for a while.  I’m really bad at self-care, so he takes care of me, because I’m useless at everything.”

Oh.  That’s why she’s always here.

“That’s fine.  If my Kouta can help you keep writing good stuff, then feel free and use him to help you out.”

She bows towards me.

“I appreciate you continuing to lend him to me.  Don’t worry, Kouta is uninterested in me, even though I tried to seduce him.  You must be very special to him.”

What did she just say?

“Don’t mind it.” Kouta interjects, but it is followed up by her immediately  “Besides, Kouta won’t fool around with a pregnant woman anyway.”

Pregnant?

“You are pregnant?”

“I just found out.  So yeah…”

“I didn’t know you are married?  It never said it on your bio.” I ask her.  I’ve seen her author information page on AlphaOnline.

“I’m not.  I just came out of a disastrous relationship, and I found out I was pregnant.  The father said he’d offer to care for the baby, but.. he’s not interested in me anymore.” she says as she jams a soggy fry in her mouth.

“That’s so sad!  Don’t worry.  I’m sure everything will work out!”  Nice words from me, but we both know they are empty.  Not everything works out so nicely in the end.

“I hope so too.” She says with a grin.

She disengages from our conversation and goes back to typing.  Is it the next set of chapters?  I can’t wait to read them, and see what happens to Katou-kun and Nana-chi!!  They are my OTP after all.  I mean, I like Sanae, and Biyori, but the best is Nana-chi!!

“So, Kouta.”  I like calling him by his given name, it makes me feel closer to him. “What do you want to do today?”

“I didn’t really have any plans for today.”

“Want to come over to my place?”

“Sure, can it be a bit later on?”

“Okay.  I have to make lunch for Chikako anyway.”

“I’ll be over in a while then.  Don’t worry, the only woman is you.”

I hug him to recharge my love-love battery, while whispering to him “bring a few, I want you to show me I’m your only one.”

There.  Now I can be happy later on.

I saw it poke out a bit.  Tee Hee, I’m a “good” girl, aren’t I?

I leave his house, and feel glad.  I look at my phone and it shows him there, in his house.  He hasn’t disabled it.  I love him… I will accept his trust, that they are just the most minimal of friends, so she doesn’t go off the deep end.  I will give her that much, as a fellow sister of the circle.

But that’s all.

I go home, and my younger sister Chikako is in her room watching JAVs again with her headphones in.  So I sneak up behind her and grope her.

“Ahh!  You scared me Ume!”

“Enjoy your videos, I’m going to get the real thing in a little bit.”

“Tch.  Let me have a turn with him.”

“Nope.  Go get your own boyfriend.”

“Stingy!”

“Can I put my security camera in there and watch it at least?”

I think for a minute on that.  Do I want to let her see what being made a real woman is like?

“Fine.  I’ll cook you lunch, but don’t let the camera be obvious, okay.  Get a good angle.”

“Thanks, sis!”  She says as I get a hug.

…

“Sis.. have you been smoking?  I can smell it on your clothes.”

Really?  If you can that means he probably can as well… I need to be more careful.  I’ll use some body spray and change into something else before he comes over.  Thanks for the heads up.

“No.  I haven’t.  But his mom and her friend do, I think it just stuck to my clothes.”

“Oh.  Well it’s noticeable.  You should change if you don’t want him to think poorly of you.”

“I’ll do that.”

…

Saved.

After making Chikako and I some food, all that’s left to do is have a good time when Kouta comes calling.  I won’t share him with you, sister.  He’s mine, and mine alone.  If you really want to try, just ask mom.  She’ll be happy to whore you out.

(Special Secret:  Sakuraba-san loves Kouta, She has a notebook filled with stalker-like pages of pictures of Kouta cut out and pasted with her from back in middle school.  Only the most recent pages have actual pictures of her.  Her favorite is a print club sticker of them kissing.)

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