Chapter 14: CHAPTER 13: “Just like this”

Part 2 begins here:

   My life has changed in a lot of ways. When I was very little, I was a total flirt, I wanted a girlfriend so bad I thought the comedic relief characters that flirted a lot were super cool. After my first epiphany, I realized this was not the correct way to live, I still wished to have a girlfriend, but flirting with girls constantly was not the way, but I still held hope. Then something was revealed to me, by someone that to this day I still view as very wise. Having a girlfriend, and finding love, were not to be on my agenda if I was like I was. I either changed myself for the sake of impressing or found a way to understand this was not to be my life and find a method to suppress the feelings. Thanks to him I found rom-com anime, and my second epiphany began. There was no bigger satisfaction form than seeing two characters that loved and deserved each other coming together, so why not help make that happen. And so, I became a shipper.

   One thing was constant through these phases, I was mostly alone. Either I was approached but deemed weird, or not approached at all and judged. None of my goals finding fulfillment, only finding comfort in rom-com anime, visual novels, and online anime-like rom-com stories by authors more or less like me. I managed to make three friends, two of which left, and one who due to my interference without full knowledge, ended bitterly for both.

   But things changed in high school. Not only did I make a new friend, who bonded with me through anime OSTs, but I reconnected with the one whose best friend I stole and strengthened the bond with my bestest friend of all. Not only that, but I was also finally able to fulfill my self-proclaimed role as a shipper, helping 5 girls have shots at winning my best friend’s heart. We’ve had ups and downs, but thanks to all of us, and our desire to overcome those hurdles, and help each other, and ourselves, we‘ve managed to find some sort of harmony and tolerance, growing closer.

   I even managed to grow close to and befriend two once strangers from the mall through texts and phone calls, also reconnecting with my best friend’s older sister. 

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