There was a bright, mysterious and unfamiliar place before me.
I can’t recognize black or white, and yet the color is not grey, neither can I distinct between top and bottom or grasp the room my field of vision is filled up with.
For a long time I worked as an assassin, but in my final years I spent my daily adventures days along with the other heroes, I mastered the scout occupation.
My perception ability is normal, but I can’t grasp the circumstances at all.
“Hello~”
“Who’s there?!”
I heard a lazy voice all of sudden.
I can’t tell whose voice is that, nor from where it came.
But the voice’s owner appeared right before my eyes.
As if pushing aside the white and black clouds, a small shadow appears in front of me.
Though she’s standing right before me, I really can’t feel her presence at all.
No, on the contrary I can understand she’s a woman, but I can’t recognize her face at all.
I see her face. Her silver hair, her red eyes and her beautiful white skin. But I’m not able to recognize those combinations.
“Who are you…”
“Me? I’m god.”
She introduces herself as god, her voice without an ounce of dignity at all.
No, I don’t remember the nature of her voice. I can only understand it’s a beautiful voice, but I have no memories of it.
“What’s the meaning of this? Why can’t I remember…?”
“Ah, that? That’s my doing. I’m god after all. It’ll result in a SAN check[1] if you look directly at me?”
“Sa…n…What?”
“No~, don’t worry about it. In other words, it’s good if you think I’m obstructing your recognition in this manner.”
“This is space too?”
“Why yes, of course.”
The existence that claimed to be god is obstructing my perception.
Normally I wouldn’t have an ounce of trust that what she said is true, but I somehow believe her.
After all I was on the verge of death.
It’d not be strange to meet god after dying, right?
“In other words, I’m dead, is it right?”
“Nn, that’s right. You are unmistakable, completely, perfectly dead, nothing more than that!”