Chapter 28: -28- Ground Rules

“I want to go, though.  I want to enjoy my last year as a student.  I’m not going to college, so… this is it for me.  I’m pretty much a real adult after graduation.  I have a job already which pays well, and a wife I’m in love with.” I said to Chigusa.

“And a girlfriend on the side.”

“An ex-girlfriend.”

“On the side!”

“Listen here you…!”

I began to poke her in the side and she squirmed in my arms.  Seeing her reaction to my tickling, I did it some more until she was in tears and crying out for me to stop.

“Why couldn’t it have been like this from the start?  Ugh!  This is so unfair.  Calling you papa… is something I’d rather do when it’s really the case.”

She pulled my hand down towards her stomach.  

“Oi, saying those kinds of things is…”

“I know what I’m saying.”  She said straight-laced suddenly, “I know I’m still young.  Mom was younger when she got pregnant with me, you know?”

She clasped my hand on the outside as it rested on her stomach, her eyes meeting my own and having nothing but a serious feeling behind them.  I have no doubt she meant every word, which only made her doing this more problematic.  

“Are… Do you think you and mom will make a baby?” Chigusa asked me nervously.

“…it’s not like we didn’t talk about it.” I answered her, “That’s why we have a large box of condoms.”

“Then, you’re just waiting for the right time to do it with mom?”

I took a deep breath and explained the situation about that topic to Chigusa.  She did have a right to know what my future plans were with her mother in that regard, I supposed.

“If it was me just starting a family on my own with someone like you, then it would be a bit more reasonable to want to do that after graduation.  But your mom has already spent half her life raising you up to an adult.  She’s finally free of the burden of having to take care of children now.  

She’s also coming out of a bad situation and entering into a new one in her life, with me, who is a lot younger than her.  I’m sure there are plenty of insecurities on both of our ends still.  Hers are probably related to age, mainly things like how likely it is to have a safe and healthy child as she gets older, and how realistic our relationship actually can be.  Even though she said yes to marrying me, and did, in her eyes, she probably sees me as being as much of a child as you are.  

There’s also the matter of letting her be just ‘Mayuri’ for a while.  Letting her be a woman free to do the things she finally wants to do after so long.  I… I don’t want to take that away from her immediately by pressuring her to have any children so soon.”

“You sound more like an adult than my dad…” Chigusa stated.

“I’m just being conscientious.” I admitted.

“Then, what about… if she misses her chance to… that I have your baby instead?”

“Eh?”

“You know, like one of those surrogate jobs.”

Chigusa was offering to be a surrogate mother if my wife couldn’t conceive due to old age?  It’s not like being on her way into the late thirties is actually super old.  There are celebrities who put off having children until they’re fifty!  There is plenty of time to have children when we’re ready for it later.

“They do that kind of stuff in a laboratory, Chigusa.  You think I’m going to be giving you the injection directly?” I replied snarkily.

“It’s worked for thousands of years the normal way, who needs science?”  She said confidently.

“You are impossible, you know that?” I replied with the usual exasperation towards my ex-girlfriend.

She rolled on top of me immediately, her hands gripping both of my shoulders.  The words she let out of her mouth afterwards were like the sweetest golden ambrosia to any man who heard them.

“Want to make a baby with me right now, Shota?”

Her hair fell to the side and shielded the rest of the world from the quiet gaze we shared with each other.  My accomplice who had been safely at rest, rose again at her biological provocation.

“I won’t ask you to be honest with me.  You can lie as much as you want if it makes it easier.  You can call out her name as loud as you want while you fill my womb until not a drop more of your precious seed will fit inside.  You can have this pristine and tight JK pussy all to yourself.  You can have it even when your dick is still wet with my mother all over it.  I don’t care anymore...  I’ll take you however I can get you, Shota.”

Her hips began to lower themselves.  The tip of my partner pressing against a hot and inviting opening that was much more slick and receptive than the first time it had ever visited that place.  

I felt a lustful insanity begin to overtake me.

“Because that’s how much I love you…!”

Slowly I felt it crest the entrance to her lower mouth.  My cock was slowly going inside my ex-girlfriend once more…

And all my reasoning snapped back into my mind at once at that moment.  What the woman from the adult boutique said to me outside had pierced my brain like a sharp needle right now, and poured a hateful fire into my body.  With all the strength I had, I reached up and threw Chigusa off of me, and to the side.

The glans of my penis was wet with Chigusa’s fluids.

“Get out!” I screamed at her as loud as I could.

“Shota, wait!” She cried out.

“Get out of our bedroom, you don’t belong in here!” I continued to yell.

“I belong here!  I belong here way more than she does!  We have something Shota!  We have something and you know it!  We may have overlooked it the first time, but don’t you dare deny it!”

“I’m not denying it!” I said in absolute anger, because right now she was right.  “But even if we have something, we can’t act on it!  I won’t betray your mother like this.  Why won’t you get that through your thick fucking skull and let it sink into your brain already!?”

“Because if I give up here, then I’ll never be able to live with the regret that I was unable to fix my life’s mistake!” She pleaded to me.

“How am I your life’s mistake!?”

“Shota, you moron…  Dumping you… was my life’s mistake!   I didn’t even really mean to dump you back then!  I just wanted you to act on something, to show me you even cared!  You never did anything but shut yourself away the whole time while we were together!  Now that you’re finally out of your damn shell, I saw that I was right the first time!  You and I were meant for each other… and you know it too!  You never gave us the chance we deserved!”

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She was right.

I didn’t.

I assumed all she wanted to do was use me for her own ends, and that I was basically just a face for her to improve her standing among her friends.  I was afraid to feel anything like love, because I always thought it would disappear suddenly one day exactly like it arrived, and eventually ended.  I would be left alone and hurting like I was with mom and dad’s death just before she came into my life.

But you can’t go back and fix the past… You can only move forward.

And my path forward is together with Mayuri-san.

“Chigusa… I can’t keep doing this with you.  I’m not strong enough, damnit!”

“And you think I am!?  Do you have any idea how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep hearing you two go at it?  That the man I love is in the arms of another woman and no matter what I do, he won’t respond to my feelings!?  I’m dying inside, Shota.  My heart hurts every night you embrace my mother.  I have to exploit whatever I can for the hope of even a touch from you!  A touch I always have to reach for… that never willingly reaches for me!  I don’t… want anyone else.  Why would I!?  I found the one meant for me!  He was just… stolen away.”

She slumped to her ass on the floor in my bedroom.

“Don’t… throw me away, Shota.  Please… I… I can’t lose you.”

She pleaded with me, her face was a mess, tears and snot ran down her face, and I looked on with a pained heart.

There’s a saying that goes, All is fair in love and war.

And she was fighting that battle, both parts of it.

She was in a war to win my love back at any cost.  At any humiliation.  And I kept denying her the victory she desperately desired.

Fuck.

I could feel all my resistances waver in front of her.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!

“Mayuri-san will be returning on Friday.”  I stated, not believing the words coming out of my mouth right now.

“I know.  Mom told me earlier.”

“We need some ground rules established.”

“Ground rules?”

“You have until Friday morning.  No part of my dick will enter inside any part of your body.  If you violate this rule, I will throw you out of this house without any hesitation or guilt, and I will never so much as even look at you ever again, no matter how you plead.”

“Huh?” She answered with a confused stare.

“Do you understand me, Chigusa?”

“Yes… but… is that it?”

“That’s it.” I confirmed.

“So… as long as we don’t have actual penetrating sex…?”

I nodded.

“I will take responsibility for everything and hope Mayuri-san will somehow forgive me for it afterward.  It sickens me to keep this from her until then, but I will tell her everything when she gets back.  I won’t lie to her, even if it ends our marriage because of it.  But that doesn’t mean if she leaves I will accept you as my lover in place of her either.  I’ll never forgive you… or me for that matter… if that is how it ends us.”

She stared up at me, a strange look on her face.

“So I can… touch you… kiss you… however I want until then?”

“I will be your sexless husband until then.” I confirmed.

“W-what about… if I use my hand?  It’s on the outside, right?  Outside doesn’t count!”

“Chigusa, focus!  Can you agree to those terms?”

“Huh?  Yes.  Yes, I agree!”

“But for tonight, all of your rights are revoked.  I have to punish you for what you tried to do.”

It was like scolding a child for trying to sneak and open something they weren’t allowed to touch.  I’d say something like a bottle of alcohol, but Chigusa had Mayuri-san’s permission for that already.

“Can… I still sleep in here with you?”

I sighed.

“Don’t make me regret this more than I already am.”

I knew those words wouldn’t even fall on deaf ears.  Words like that deflected away from her entire being.  I opened the door a half-inch and now I was certain I would be paying the price for it.

She clung to me in the place Mayuri-san usually was.  Her hands ran themselves freely over my chest and this girl… someone I once had feelings for, as confused as they were, was allowed to fall for me.  She had until Friday morning when her mother, my wife, returned.  

I can’t say I have any idea what’s in store for me, having set the rule that we can’t have any kind of intercourse, but I am certain with this being Chigusa, a pushy demanding girl who does her best to get all that she wants, that I’m about to be taken for one hell of a ride.

I’m not happy with the choice I made, but I made it for us… for Mayuri-san and I.  If doing this… can help her clear these feelings she has for me… if she can understand that it’s impossible… maybe, there’s a chance things can work themselves out.

She can get her feelings out of her system, and things can return to some kind of normalcy.  So she can understand that my love is for Mayuri-san alone, and there is only the physical attraction, if anything, left between us.

Something I hope she understands means nothing without love.

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