Chapter 7: Life is depressing but its OK

After talking with that So called angel my soul went back to my body suddenly.

Waking up I felt tremendous pain in my head it was like having a brain surgery without anesthesia.

"AHHH!!! Shit shit shit !! FUCKIN HELL AHHHHHHH!!!"

The pain was not planning to go away and I felt nauseous wanting to vomit I rushed towards a nearby window to the living room.

I didn't have one in my room for safety precautions.

I ran as fast as I can but due to the pain I kept on tripping and my nose was bleeding, I was heating up .

Blood kept dripping , I kept tripping, can't control anything , death was coming .

I thought to myself 

*Dying like this is somewhat anticlimactic, I can't keep up with the things happening in my life, I cant do this anymore...*

Suddenly someone barged into the house.

"Morning Morning rise and....shine???!!!!! OH MY BLAZES WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU!!!"

It was Raevin Daevin you could say he is my caretaker. 

Trying hard to talk I used every ounce of strength to talk to him.

"H... E....l....p.....m....e..u...a.h"

I fainted , but before I talked to Raevin Daevin he suddenly started chanting weird words and all I could hear was.

"PRESERVE"

?Preserve? What?

Not knowing what to do anymore I slept wanting to have a not so painful death.

It was weird if you think about it I talked to an angel without a name that was following the orders of her God who I know nothing of then after that she told me to receive my reward. *Scoffs* HAH reward you say . How can I receive MY SHITTY REWARD IF IM DYING DUE TO YOUR DOING!!

BUT wait a minute why am I still able to think and get angry , I was dying right??

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"Hang in there " a familiar voice , the voice of a man with a rugged tone.

"HEAL FASTER YOU SHITS!!" Said the familiar voice

I can't open my eyes but I know for a fact that , the voice came from none other than my caretaker Raevin Daevin. Due to him I can still possibly live a better life than the one the Gods pre determined.

I want to DIE. I haven't thought of this one since I was an adolescent wanting to die because of sadness and rage of being let down by my parents.

I want to live and love . To die like this is boring and sad . I want to live my heart says , but thinking back on what happened to me its better to die.

*Stop yappering you can still find joy despite all of this you just have to think about the future after you go through this depression season*

Hmm I forgot about you. The somewhat split personality I gained when talking in the spiritual realm.

I want to LIVE

*Then do it*

I cant do it alone

*You aren't alone , Im not saying this because you will think that I will say ", because I am here" I'm talking about not being alone because you can find people that you can be happy with dont settle for less ,you know you deserve better*

I do 

Then so be it I will continue to Live life in this world I am new to .

I will never say never , ever again.

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