Chapter 12: Chapter 11

Mason opened his bathroom door and looked at Adrian, who was sitting on the counter next to the sink. He had tears flowing down his cheeks and his eyes were almost blood red.

He walked up to him and settled between his legs and wrapped his arms around his waist. He looked up at Adrian, who was staring down at him listlessly.

Adrian ran his hands down Mason’s face, then boldly kissed him on the lips, but as happy as he wished he could be, that was not possible. He pulled away, then kissed him on the nose and said, “I’m sorry.”

“What for?” Mason asked him.

Looking into his blue eyes, Adrian said, “For everything I suppose.”

“I don’t get you,” Mason said.

“I don’t get me too,” Adrian confessed. He wrapped his arms around Mason’s neck and said, “We’re alone in this big house. Do you want to take my virginity?”

Mason’s brows flew up in surprise. He wanted to devour Adrian, but right now was not the time. “I want to, but petty sex is not what I am after. You and I need to be happy and want to do it together, not something for the spur of the moment.”

Adrian started sniffling again, and he rested his head on Mason’s left shoulder. He cried into Mason’s shoulder, who hugged him tightly. “You can cry as much as you want. I am not going anywhere,” he said.

“I feel so sad, Mason. I love my mother so much, but I love you too,” he said between his sobs.

Mason picked him up and carried him over to the bedroom and lied him down on the bed. He said nothing. When he was down, Adrian allowed him to cry his heart out without judging him, and now it was time for him to be there for Adrian.

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Adrian stopped outside his father’s home and wiped his tears away. He looked back at Mason who was sitting in his car and felt so scared. He barely showed his face here and now he needed to. Mason offered to let him stay over but things in Mason’s life was already messed up. He did not need to add to the equation.

He raised his hand and knocked on the door. He heard that annoying voice answer and dreaded being here. The door flung open and his father’s boyfriend, John looked at him.

His brows twitched surprised and as much as he wanted to tell Adrian to fuck off he couldn’t, “Come in, I’ll call your father,” he said and walked off.

Adrian followed him inside cautiously and closed the door. He looked around as he walked in then heard Mason honk his horn telling him that he was leaving.

John told Harry that Adrian was here and he was surprised. He switched off his computer and went to meet with him in the family room.

Harry walked in and saw Adrian standing there in oversized clothes. Looking at him carefully, Adrian’s eyes were swollen and slightly red, “Son?” He called confused.

Adrian stared at his father momentarily and recalled all the horrible things that he called him in the past. He never even showed his face and now here he was. The corner of his mouth trembled and he said as he lowered his gaze, “She kicked me out of the house.”

“What why?” He asked confused and walked over to the kitchen island and grabbed his phone. He unlocked it and saw multiple phone calls from his ex-wife and turned to John, “Didn’t you hear it ring?”

John shrugged his shoulder, “She always just phones to call us faggots, why would I answer it or give it to you to answer.”

Harry squeezed the phone in his hand, then turned to Adrian and asked, “Are you okay? Do you want anything to eat?”

Adrian shook his head listlessly, “I need to tell you something.”

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“Okay?” Harry said and told Adrian to sit down on one of the couches. He sat down crossing his left leg under him and looked over at John who was holding a coffee cup and peered at him.

“Is this about your mother?” Harry asked, he saw the way Adrian was looking at John and hoped that it wouldn’t lead to an argument because he would hate to send Adrian away.

Looking at his father he nodded his head slowly and started, “So I, uhm, she…” he did not know where to start or what to say. Wiping his tears away his father said, “Why don’t you start from the beginning son, that is the easiest route.”

Adrian chuckled as he wiped his tears off on his shirt and said, “I never found the right words to express how I feel after the whole shit show you and mom put me through. I still thought that I could confide in you but what do you go and do? You announce that you are gay and that not only have you been cheating on her but only married her to stay clear of your fathers bullshit, why?”

John closed his eyes and shook his head, he’d rather start with dinner than listen to the crap that was going to come out of Adrian’s mouth.

Harry looked at his son then at John who was walking away and leaned back against the couch. Rubbing his fingers against his lips, he focussed on his son and said, “I am sorry that things turned out like this son. If I could turn back time, I would have done things differently but I can’t change who I am. I was scared as a kid and didn’t want to be left in the street. I wouldn't have had everything I have today and you wouldn’t have existed.”

Adrian closed his eyes and shook his head slightly, “I didn’t come here for an explanation dad.” He opened his eyes and said as he looked his father dead in the eyes, “All of this happened when I finally accepted that I was different, that I like men too but why did you have to make my life shit just because you wanted to be free? Did you expect me to just leave my mother who you hurt? Even living with her I was scared and had no reason to leave without telling her the truth? And if I did tell what would she have done to me? Throw pots at me and wish me to death like she did with you?”

Harry sat up and tensed as Adrian spoke. He knew first hand what it meant to be scared of your parents and live in fear.

“For fourteen fucking years, I’ve loved Mason and when I wanted to say something I couldn’t because you turned me into something that I am not! When his brother died, he came to me and as much as I wanted to hug and kiss him I didn’t because I was afraid that she would walk into the room then kick me out but today, I gave into it. I let Mason do what he wanted with me then she caught us and I had to leave. Not because she wanted me gone but because I don’t want to pretend anymore. I’ve hurt you and every other gay person I know because of my insecurities and for what? To live in the life I feared?”

“Adrian, son, listen. I know I fucked up and I am sorry. We’ll talk things out and you can live here with us,” Harry suggested.

Adrian chuckled and shook his head, he wiped away his tears and said, “No, I don’t want to live here. I can’t live in a house with people I don’t like and you? I only came here to clear things up between us in case she calls you.”

He stood up and made his way to the door, “Adrian wait, I can’t just let you leave, where are you going to stay?” Harry called after him.

Adrian stopped at the door and turned to his father. Harry had a worried look on his face and Adrian just couldn’t stand to look at him. “Why do you care?” He asked.

“You are my son Adrian,” Harry said and pulled him in for a hug. He tried to push his father away but felt so weak against him. “Look son, I fucked up and lost time with you. Yes you’ve said some shitty things in the past but that is the past. Let’s move forward from this and get to know each other like we used to, I miss all the times we spent together and I know you do to,” Harry said, hugging him tightly.

Adrian’s shoulders shook as he said, “I don’t even like him. Why do you want us to stay together?”

“Because I love you both,” Harry answered with a chuckle. He dragged Adrian to the kitchen and asked, “Do you have a problem with him staying with us?”

John was busy wiping himself off. When he heard Adrian confess that he was gay, he almost chocked on the coffee, he would have never guessed especially with the way he was acting.

John nodded his head as he looked at them and saw that Adrian was glaring at him and shrugged, “It’s your house babe.”

“Now you know that’s not true,” Harry said.

John looked at him and said, “It is. Adrian is also your son so I have no say over things and just so you know, you’ve said the most hateful things for someone who is gay and I hope that you do stop for your own sake.”

Adrian remained silent, he didn’t need to be lectured by a home wrecking bitch when he already knew that he was wrong.

Harry sighed with a shake of his head and said, “I’ll show you to your room.”

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