Chapter 5: Speaking

Dear Diary,

I've talked to you before about asking, but not really about speaking. Would it be better to be ignored? Or doubted instantly... I'd prefer being ignored. Because if I ask a serious, life-changing question that'll affect me forever, I don't think the first thing you should do to the person who asked is say "are you sure?".

I was sickly most of the time at a young age and wasn't able to socialize or even go outside. I was stuck in home, reading books and eating and sleeping mostly. I never got a chance to talk to people and so, when I went to school, I was clueless. About everything.

I hated it.

Not being ignored but the ignorance of what to do when that happened.

I'm getting off-track again.

I wonder, would it be better to never speak again and never have your words doubted, or... would it be better to speak and take the risk that you'll experience the pain of being doubted by even your loved ones?

I don't know.

Honestly.

I'd rather just disappear instead.

Goodnight Diary.

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