Chapter 6: Parents

Dear Diary,

I didn't write here yesterday due to a few arguments I had which caused me to mull over them and I inevitably forgot about this.

The arguments? They were with my parents. It's frustrating you know. It's a parent's 'job' to give us food, shelter and clothing. To take care of us while we are unable to ourselves.

But, I'd rather no parents than parents that cause me to doubt myself so much that I don't even know myself. The phrase; 'I know you better than you know yourself', anyone could say to me and it'd be true. I doubt myself that much.

It's not even because of serious issues like abuse or violence. It's, it's just that they don't trust me. T-they... they don't listen, trust or even believe me when something bad happens...

It's one of the many reasons I wish for death more than a new life.

Because I cannot erase this doubt myself.

And since I have no-one, I would rather rely on reincarnation to erase my memories, my pain.

My self-doubt and self-loathing.

I write here because it usually helps me, today I wrote here because I needed to rant.

I'm done ranting... yet I don't feel better like I would.

I wonder why that is.

Goodnight Diary.

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