Chapter 7: Chapter no 7: Finding Out Maash’s Feelings.

FIONA’S POV:

Is this what he thinks about me, I never even imagined it that he would come to like me compared to a girl his age I am just an old woman who is just a sad widow! Why does he think of me like that?

Why is he like that, why would he like a wasted woman like me and he is just too young for that how can his voice have such surety. I don’t understand at all, is this why he was spying on me and telling me what to do. Hah I don’t understand it gives me headache, even if he likes me I can never be his, we cannot be together also the age difference and most of all I can’t be anyone’s I have already suffered what it feels like to lose your partner I don’t want to see anyone go in the morning and not return in the evening.

Sigh! I should not think about it. I should go to sleep now.

Next day in the morning Fiona woke up and after freshening up then she went to help her father a bit and then she went on her usual place on the counter.

Hmm did Maash go to work much earlier today, he didn’t even eat breakfast with me today. He is a good person but he shouldn’t talk about the things that he doesn’t know about.

I kept thinking about usual stuff that I always think about  and all the things that I has happened to me, it’s my usual routine I can’t help but think about how my husband died, how I am a burden to my father. I don’t know why I am so sad today it’s actually the norm for me. Is it because Maash is not with me today, he usually talks about all these interesting things and he also claims to be a relationship expert but when I asked him if he ever had  a girlfriend he replied inn negative. Smirk! How can he say that when is not even had one girlfriend yet. Well it is understandable because he is just 10. It’s amazing how he is so mature for his age and I working well, not like those hotheaded young adventurers.

Without me knowing a smile had formed on my face which h I just happened to see on the glass on the walls. Hah it seems strange somehow I can really make a face like.

After breakfast time approaches a move away from the busy to be counter and get back in my house which is built just behind the inn we have.

When I get to our house which and get myself an early lunch I am greeted by granny Martha. She is an old friend of my father but I have always called her granny. She is wise and an amazing person as well she used to be an adventurer but now she is retired but she didn’t quit her habit of teasing everyone.

Hi granny! How have you been? I have been well child! Tell me about yourself how have you been? I have been fine granny. Just the same old I say with a smile.

Well it is right that you have been well little Fiona it’s been a while since I have seen you smile like that. So who is the lucky one, it can’t be that swindler who is it? No one granny.

Hmm let me guess it’s Maash right. He is such a nice child always take my little task to help me out in the house he understands that I don’t want someone to tend to the house but only talk to someone and spend time with.

You can spend time with me also Maas h is not someone good he is someone who like to pry into other’s personal life and spy on  them even though he doesn’t know art all about me besides he is too young  and naïve.

Well he actually knows about you and your circumstances and what happened to you. How? I asked a bit angrily! Did you tell him all about me? Is that why he was co confident in saying what is good and what is bad for me? No child he actually found everything by himself you may not notice but he has always noticed you so he found out all these little details of you having a picture with a young man and you being depressed everyday no one told him that he just could tell that you were not happy that made him unhappy I just told him that your husband is no more which is actually not a secret. It is he who felt your pain and found it out not me.

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I am actually just as surprised as anyone that a man so young can have such deep feelings I have seen the love he has for you in his eyes. You cannot deny even if you want to. All he talks about is you when he comes to meet me. He always gets a chance to learn something new to learn about you. What you like to eat, what are your favourite places to visit, what were you like when you were young.

Granny even if you say he is perfect for me and loves me. I don’t like him and he like half my age. This is not possible granny you should stop talking about this ok or I’ll not talk to you anymore.

Ok ok! I won’t say anymore but be careful with that mark fellow he is not that good as he looks like I will tell your father to not force t]you to go on dates with you ok.

Alright I have to go now just consider about maash ok.

Bye! Take care!

Sigh! I know granny is worried about me but I can’t be with him; if I do not only mine but his life will not be spent good as well.

After granny visits I busy with daily chores and without me noticing it’s almost late at night past dinner time and I go to the inn again to not find Maash anywhere though it’s usually the time he dines after everyone as we talks. Anyways I find my dad wrapping up for the night.

Father! Did you see Maash anywhere today? No dear! In fact I haven’t seen him since morning, maybe he is out to do a quest or something. Hmm ok! He should be careful it’s more dangerous at night in the jungle.

Hmmph why am I so worried about him I should not care about him since he is as strong as an E rank adventurer he should be able to fend for himself.

I wrap up for the day early thinking about all that has happened in these past two days about Maash having a crush on me and accepting his love for me and why does granny only takes his side. It’s not fair, he is not such a nice guy anyways I should not think about him anymore I should just keep now he is just in his puberty he will regret his decision later on.

I find that he means right but I can’t reciprocate his feelings

As I kept thinking about that I fell asleep not looking forward to another day.

End Of FIONA’S POV.

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