Chapter 10: Way to home

A beautiful lady sat beside Anna while looking towards me.

"Is this your date, Allen?" she asked.

"Mm hmm, miss Jennifer, she is my girlfriend Anna and Anna meet miss Jennifer, my psychiatrist"[ME]

"....""...."

Jennifer looked amused for some reason and Anna was blushing. Guess this is the first time I introduced her as my girlfriend to anyone. 

"Well, congratulations for graduation and hello miss Anna, I'm Jennifer, Allen's psychiatrist, well I was, because he's completely fine now. Nice to meet you"[JENNIFER]

"Nice to meet you too miss Jennifer, I'm Allen's girlfriend, Anna" Anna kept her introduction short. Well nothing to be surprised at. This girl's quite uncomfortable when meeting someone for the first time. 

"So Allen, as I was saying, why weren't you contacting me all this time?"[JENNIFER]

"I'm sorry miss Jennifer, I really forgot to contact" I thought to give some excuse first, but this lady is quite sharp. She'll catch me lying on the spot if I lied, so I decided to tell the truth.

"Some nerve you have forgetting to contact me. As an apology, you have to visit me this coming weekend at the hospital" she is really mad this time. I can tell this just by looking at her face. She's practically fuming.

"But I'm fine now"[ME]

"I've found something interesting. So I need you there. Well, I won't interrupt your date so I'll be on my way and miss Anna, let's hangout sometime in the future" as usual without waiting for reply she left. Well, nothing new. I've known her for a long time and she's just like that. She'll do whatever she wants without caring about anyone.

"What's the deal with psychiatrist?" Anna woke me up from the trance by her question.

"She's the psychiatrist I used to consult in the past"[ME]

"I see" sometimes I don't even know what to say when she says 'I see'. Like what does she even see. It's really a mystery to me which I don't have any interest to solve at all.

"Should we head home?" I asked

"Yeah, let's go" [ANNA]

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We reached home. Anna was busy arranging stuff in the house. She bought quite the goods. One thing which interests me is the anime bedsheet she purchased. It's a girl character which is very nicely printed. The girl itself looked very pretty. I asked Anna about this. She told that it was a character from a game and she is very interested anime and manga stuff. She is what everyone calls a closet weeb. Well, nobody could actually tell by her appearance and behavior that she's a weeb. Can't blame her 'coz she has a position to withold. I can't imagine a class where homeroom teacher is a weeb. 

After finishing all the chores, we went to bed because we have to wake up early tomorrow because of school. 

Anna was lying in my arms humming some song. She has a pleasant voice, so her humming was very pleasant to hear. 

"Ne, Ally"[ANNA]

"Yes?"[ME]

"You never told me about you visiting a psychiatrist"[ANNA]

"I can't remember when I visited her. Was it during junior high?..........Nope, can't remember at all. I was depressed at that time. Someone recommended me to consult her. And me being me, I thought to give it a try, and I must say she's a very good psychiatrist"[ME]

"You never told me about you being depressed"[ANNA]

"I told no one about it. At that time, I thought I was unwanted. I thought that you were also pretending to be my friend. I thought you left me. Also because of this, I was interrogated by Jennifer. She asked why weren't my parents with me. I have to say, although she's very strict she's also very kind. I started to find the figure of mother in her. Well you know that my mother didn't care about me, so I started seeing a mother figure in her. Her sessions really helped me. She also told me to keep in touch with her but it was because of my stupidity that I didn't contacted her."[ANNA]

"I never left you! Not at all! Why would I even leave you. I loved you. I was depressed myself because you stopped talking to me. I thought you didn't needed me. Don't you worry my dear. From now on, you only belong to me and rest assured, I will never leave you. Never in hell will I ever leave your side. If you choose to ever breakup with me, I'll just kill myself." [ANNA]

"Why would you kill yourself? Are you insane?" [ME]

"Don't worry my dear, I'm very much sane. But I couldn't imagine a future without you. I can't see a future were I'll be alone and you with someone else. I really can't. Suicide is much better than living a life like this. I also thought of committing suicide had you rejected me. But you didn't, so here I am, alive and kicking" she giggled.

I'm not sure what to say. Is she really sane. I don't think so. Is my love that important to her that she would choose to die rather than seeing me with someone else. Well I too can't imagine being with someone. Love? Hahahaha what a joke! Who would ever love me? I don't deserve to be loved. Someone imperfect like me is better dying off rather than being with someone and destroying their lives.

In the morning, Anna left early because teachers have to report early before students. After having a toast, I was on the way to school. Like everyday, I met David, James and Paul. Nothing noteworthy happened.

It is lunch break and four of us are heading to terrace for our lunch. Just as we reached there, what greeted our sights was a girl sitting alone eating her lunch. She's sitting on the spot we used to sit. She also observed four of us on the entrance and began packing her lunch. David told that she could sit there, but she ignored us and went away. We also ignored her and started eating our lunches. After lunch, nothing noteworthy happened. Anna behaved like she didn't knew me. Well she was right because relationship between teacher and student is not something to be announced publicly. I don't know anything about this relationship stuff, but guess I could say that we are in a relationship given that she is my girlfriend. Well, God knows what future has in hold for us. Will I ever come to love her. I too wish to regain the emotion called love. Will I ever come to love Anna the way she loves me? I hope to find the answer soon.

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