Half opening the doors to my room. Looking left and right. Dressed in a grey coat and black jeans with a red scarf around my neck. I made sure the corridor was empty before moving out.
Lights were dimly lit. Signalizing that it should be pretty late already.
Moving as silently as I can. I made my way toward the direction of the exit, or at least in the direction I thought, I will find an exit.
Strolling I tried to catch every sound. But everything seems to be quiet.
I became a little more confident and moved swiftly through the empty corridors. Taking a couple of turns here and there. Making a lot of progress.
But when I was almost at my goal, I heard the sounds of some people talking. Sticking to the wall, I tried to discreetly take a look at who that was. Because voices were still pretty far away.
What I saw were two nurses.
'I need to hide '
But there weren't any hiding spots nearby only rows of doors on either side of the passageway.
I could turn back? But I was reluctant to do that.
I was so close.
Looking at the doors nearby, I decided.
'Well let's see if my luck is shitty today too'
I selected a random room and tried to enter it.
/Locked/
Another
/Locked/
I became a little nervous when another pair of doors were locked and voices were now pretty close.
Just as I thought it was the end. The doors that I pulled the handle of, opened up. Not wasting any time I entered through them.
Resting my back on the door, I took a couple of deep but slow breaths. Not daring to breath loudly.
Rising my head I saw a person looking at me. I knew that something that would happen. But I didn't have a choice.
I took one of my fingers and placed it on my lips. Making a silent gesture to the grandma that I just disturb the peace of and that was looking at me with bewilderment.
No idea if she understood me or not but she didn't give me out and after the voices quietened down. I opened the door and waved my hand to the kind grandma going my way.
Now it's the hardest part. I already see it. A staff room. Sometimes when somebody needs assistance or needs to ask something he or she will go to this room so...
It is full of people that could recognize me. Not far from this room is the door that opens only if you are a nurse/doctor or have a permit. I obviously don't have one.
That's my goal.
My plan? I don't have one.
It's more exciting this way. The adrenaline rush, I love it. I can't help but think how long has it been since I feel like this.
But actually, it wasn't that long.
Waiting for the halls to be empty beside the patients waiting for checkups.
I moved when I saw an opportunity. A couple of patients glanced at me. But it's fine they don't know me.
When I finally passed the staff room. Suddenly from the intersection, a group of doctors showed up. I instantly took a right turn. Going into territory I have no memory of.
The worst thing is that they followed after me. But it seems to be just a coincidence because they still seem to speak to each other amicably. After another turn, I lost them.
I was just to return to the place I was before. But I saw an elevator and a middle-aged man with a bandaged head entering it.
Not thinking much about it. I ran to the doors and thankfully managed to get in for a "free ride". He can't go any higher so it's my win anyways.
I still need a pass to use it. So I will get out on whatever level he is leaving.
This brings me to the 3 floors. Little disappointed I exited the elevator without any problems. Actually, I do not have that much knowledge about other floors so I am kind of in blind right now.
Wondering through the halls I surprisingly found the exit quite fast. Thanks to the map on the wall that I saw. But it too seems to need a token. I thought to just wait for someone who will be entering. But even after five minutes, there was no one.
I thought of giving up and searching for another way. But in the corner of my vision. I saw a man heading in my direction.
'A safeguard, fuck'
I was just to run away but thinking about it seriously that would be a stupid idea.
So I waited.
"Ms. can I help you with something?"
Said a blurry man speaking to me.
"Actually you can, I lost my permit and can't go out"
I said acting like a "normal young woman?" would in my opinion.
Guard raised one of his eyebrows a little doubtful.
Seeing this I added.
"I was meeting my hospitalized friend and I don't know but somehow on my way out, I lost it"
"Ms. you should be aware of this but visit hours ended long ago. You shouldn't be here"
"Is that a thing? Sorry, but I wasn't informed about this. Can you help me? Please I was kinda stuck here for a long while."
I said with a pleading expression.
"Well, it can't be helped if that's the case. It's my duty so, of course... I will help you."
Said the guard placing a card on the scanner and opening a door.
Giving him my last fake smile, I walked away from him.
'Fucking simp'
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I thought to myself when I finally was a safe distance from him. I didn't miss him checking me out. But well I think it was worth it. I was finally away from the patient's area and can now freely move between floors.
So where is the elevator on this floor? I could use the stairs because I know where they are. But I am kinda lazy....
I walked to the young women sitting on the chair nearby and asked for help in a friendly manner.
"Sorry to bother you but do you know where is the elevator on this floor?
It's my first time in this hospital so it's kinda embarrassing to admit but I'm kinda lost."
She took her eyes off the smartphone. Smiled a little when I told her that I got lost and said.
"No problem, when I first came to this hospital I too had a hard time. Do you see this entrance? When you entered it just go straight and take the next turn to the left. After that, you should just walk a little and to your right, you should have an elevator."
"Thank you very much"
I said feeling grateful for the help.
She gave me one last smile and turned back to her phone.
Using her instruction, I found an elevator. That took me to the bottom floor. On this floor, there were still surprisingly a lot of people.
Which helped me to disappear in the crowd.
Not long after that, I was finally at my destination. The park that you can find in the middle of the hospital. Actually, this building has a square shape. With a big garden filling the middle part where patients can relax and chill out.
Why I am even doing something like this?
Wouldn't I get into trouble?
Probably
But do I care?
Nope
I am kind of done with doing everything I should do and what is expected of me. I was doing this all my last life as a kid and as an adult in the army.
I have enough.
I need to think.
Tomorrow I will see Kate's real parents.
And the best place to do this is obviously a place where I could see the stars.
Couldn't I do it from my room? I surely could see stars from there, maybe even a little better?
For people that think like that, I would just say:
'It's not the same '
Walking in the park with hardly any people in the sight. I was searching for a nice place to sit.
What in the end made me tour all the garden. Fall is already here painting all the leaves in various colors. It is the best time of autumn because leaves didn't start to fall off the trees and it's still quite warm.
By a chance, I found an ideal place. Gazebo, hidden between trees from all sides. On the side of the park.
I entered it and rested my arms on its frame. At the same time placing my head on my hands.
Looking at the peace of the sky where trees didn't obstruct my view. With a
the crescent moon and a couple of stars. I feel satisfied.
Another week pass by. My body recovered to a better state. The dark circles that I had under my eyes completely disappeared. I gained weight to not look like a pile of bones. My skin took on a rosy-pink healthy shade.
Standing at 175cm. (5'9")
I was quite a stunner. Maybe I shouldn't be so harsh on that guy. If I was in his position I probably too couldn't resist the girl so beautiful.
But still, hate this guy...
Besides this, I met with Dr.Rozenberg. I was a little scared to meet with him but he seems to be really understanding and advised me to inform my parents because they were worried sick about me.
Even though I have surprisingly quite a lot of similarities with "true Kate" in the end I am still a completely different person.
For example, she is always smiling. She had a hard life but she still smiles. So that she could make other people happy.
For me it's impossible. Even when I fake my smile it feels so unnatural and uncomfortable. I just can't.
So I understood that it would be impossible to act like the same person even though, I have their memories.
I think "old man" saw that too. That I'm different. Well, let's just hope that he will pinpoint that to me being traumatized after the last incident.
My parents? I called them. When I said to them that I am fine and they shouldn't worry. They cried, even dad.
I was so overwhelmed, my real parents were always strict with me and suddenly being told by someone for the **first time** that I felt so unfamiliar yet it seems I know them all my life.
That... they **love me.**
I cried too. I'm really ashamed of that.
They are strangers to me but I couldn't hold my tears.
I guess these were tears of guilt that I was holding in myself. When I chose to reincarnate like this. I was really calculative only thinking about myself.
'That person will be dead anyways so it's not like, I am killing someone '
I thought to myself when I weighed a pros and cons of this possibility.
But I didn't think about other aspects.
Isn't possessing someone's body unethical?
Isn't giving false hope to the family wrong?
Isn't taking someone's life entirely wrong?
'I....'
It's wrong.
"I hope whenever you are in your next life, you are happy and just maybe you were lucky as me and got to remember your last life..."
I prayed to whatever god or supernatural being there was. For her happiness. She deserves it more than anyone.
More than me...
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