Chapter 52: Moving forward!

'Please dont do this anymore, Kazu kun...' The most sorrowful sight which I never want to appear was in front of me. Kazu kun was smiling but it was all fake. He can deceive anyone but not me.

Since morning he was very happy. After breakfast, we cuddled intimately which made various parts of mine restless. After that, when our two classmates arrived his mood swung instantly a better way. Having company when we could have a house date did feel annoying but it wasn't that bad because my Kazu kun was enjoying himself. 

But until that happened. 

He suddenly received some amount in his account which Mafuyu immediately informed me about. I was sure who could it be but for some reason I didnt want to ask Kazu kun about it. I had decided to not pry on this particular matter until he doesn't want me to.  I have already made several blunders in the past. I didnt want to add another one in, well until it doesn't become a nuisance of course.

After having lunch they both left to a place I didnt care about to listen. My whole focus was on Kazu kun. 

"What happened Kazu kun?" And I failed.

I prepared myself for this long to not interfere, yet again seeing him like this...I just couldn't help it.

"Hmm? Nothing." He tried to shrug it off with his not-so-believable smile but I caught his wrist when he was about to walk away.

"Tsubaki?" He looked back clearly not wanting to talk right now.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Sensing that it really might not be a good idea to confront him about it, I asked in a soft tone. I did want to share his sorrow but I also knew when I should behave rationally.

 

He stared for quite some time and after inhaling deeply he replied," It's really not something major to get concerned about so let it be." I didnt speak just looked at him trying to pursue him.

"It's really not so important." He pulled me slowly in his embrace as he spoke," I just received money from someone. And I certainly believe it was sent by my parents.".

Neither of us spoke anything for a quiet while. Just feeling each other warmth, we stood in the gallery. His rhythmic heartbeat was comforting so much that I felt lost in it. 

"Kazu kun."

"Hmm". His body vibrated as he asked me in a hum.

" Do..do you want to see your parents?" I didnt know what I was saying anymore but a part of me always wanted to ask him about this. And observing the situation I thought this was the right time to ask him. 

"No." I was profoundly surprised by his non-hesitant denial which came so smooth that it felt, he was waiting for me to ask. And sensing his relaxed muscle it seemed that he meant what he said.

"Right now I am not prepared. I dont know what kind of excuse or reason they would represent but I am not ready for any of them. So we should let things happen naturally." Listening to his words, I nodded inwardly. His words sometimes surprise me and make me realize how mature of a person my Kazu kun is.

We hugged for a very short period before walking inside the house. Since it was the only evening we decided to study for the upcoming exam.

Kazu kun brought all of his textbooks which were still incomplete and hundreds of doubts which were marked inside a single subject.

"It looks like we might have to stay late tonight". Exclaiming I put on my glasses which I usually wear when I study.

I was flipping pages of the first book I saw when I felt a deep gaze on me. When I looked in the direction, I found Kazu kun staring at me intently.

I momentarily paused my hands and raised my brows in questioning, but the other side didnt reply just gulped down.

'Oh, man!' I knew what this current mood was so I tried to prepare myself.

" Tsubaki...is it okay if we start after some minutes.". With my ears growing hot I nodded vigorously. Waiting for him to advance, I buckled up.

He slowly moved forward and pulled me in his embrace. I didnt know how but without me realizing, Kazu kun already had brought me to his lap. I have seldom had saw this kind of look in Kazu kun's eyes, but I was well known for it.

The look of hunger.

The look of desire.

All of them, only for me~

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"Don't wear glasses next time. It's dangerous for my heart." While panting like she just had finished a race, Tsubaki nodded wordlessly.

I supported her back and arranged her hair as she completely got dependent on my arm and leaned back without restraints. Her legs were still tightly embracing my torso with her face amber red.

Her glasses were long thrown to I didnt know which direction. Her nape and collar bone had several deep red marks because of the not-so-gentle behavior I showed. I haven't checked but I also must have got some scratches on my back which madam Tsubaki landed in the heat of the moment.

After arranging her hair I made her lean toward me as she followed obediently.

Our body was again connected with my face resting over her shoulder. Her fragrance invited me to take another breathtaking round but I held myself back for Tsubaki's sake.

After that, we didnt study at all and decided to prepare dinner. Tsubaki was shy all the time during the time. Well, this was to be expected as I did go too far this time. But it wasn't like I was regretting it at all. 

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Tonight she prepared oden for dinner. Since the dish was something I have eaten various times before, I watched the preparation intently. All the ingredients were familiar to me except for the seasoning. The way she handled multiple things at once was astonishing and respect-worthy. I watched the whole procedure and tried to memorize as much I could, for future reference.

We sat at the table with bowls of udon in front of us. 

"Itadakimasu~" I launched at the food as I was really hungry after I saw the final result. The fish cakes were tender with boiled vegetables stabilizing the taste. It simply had happiness contained in a single bowl.

Before I knew my heart and stomach were full with the bowl empty. I looked at Tsubaki who was still eating, elegantly. Even though I have been here for more than one month I have never seen her eating messily in any kind of situation. While blowing over her spoon she tugged her hair behind her cute ear, making me gulp really hard. I have gotten somewhat used to her presence around me but still, some of her gestures take my breath away.

"Are you excited about the festival Kazu kun?" While washing the dishes Tsubaki asked me something obvious.

"Yes of course I am. School festivals are always fun. Especially the food. I always look forward to festivals because of that very reason". As I said Tsubaki just hummed with a smile as she took another plate from my hand before wiping it dry.

" But you know what's different this time?" She halted her hand before turning her head toward me.

"What is...?" She asked while tilting her head to the right which made some of her hair strands fall over her left eye.

'Cute.'

"This time, more than the food I am looking forward to spending the festival with you. I am looking forward to walking around with you, hand in hand. And to hold you during fireworks. So yeah, I am quite thrilled". I turned my head as I said, and saw fidgeting Kayo hiding her face with the plate. Only her eyes were visible to me which made me realize how badly she was blushing at the moment.

" Kazu kun...no fair." I chuckled before putting the plate away and finishing the rest of the dishes.

After taking a bath, individually of course we went directly under covers. As always I hugged her extra soft comfy feel, warm body in my embrace as she almost disappeared in me.

I have already come over the fear of having a boner while cuddling with her, so now I could easily get comfortable alongside her.

"It sure feels great every time I hug you." I stated my honest thought as she giggled lightly.

"I told you I am comfortable hugging." I hummed in response while feeling my eyelids getting heavier by passing seconds. Suddenly I recalled something before I called for Tsubaki.

"Hey, is it okay if I greet your parents like the official type of greetings....as your boyfriend?" I wanted to do this the next day I confessed but the turn of events made me forget about it nearly. 

"Yeah sure, you can. But there isn't any need for you to go all the way to meet them. Well, I am happy to know that you are serious about our relationship". Seriously at this point, if she thinks I ain't serious about us then I might have been doing something wrong.

" It's necessary for me to meet them Tsubaki. What happened today might have ended differently. So I want to get permission from your parents before moving to the next step." Her body visibly jerked as she realized what I was saying before she dipped more inside of me. 

"Mm. I understand. I will ask them to make time this weekend.". I hummed while stroking her hair gently.

" Thank you Kazu kun."

"Hmm?"

"Nothing. I love you." I was startled somehow but soon I responded with a sleepish smile forming on my face.

"I love you too."

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A/N: What's this pink atmosphere. Am I raising a flag?

Well, we will see about it.

I want to ask something. Will it be good if I add some steamy stuff without entering the realm of smut? I am still not sure whether it would fit this genre or not.

Anyway for now, just below the comment section to keep the spirit burning. ???? 

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