Chapter 65: Kouta caught in a stiff wind.

It’s the living room of Senpai’s house.

All the girls have lost their clothes.

It was the perfect time for something strange to happen, maybe the girls fooling around a bit, but it was friendly.  I got to see Michio’s flowers naked, and he got to see my Ruru.

I learned then about my comfort level.

If it was just the girls, fine.  But with the inclusion of Senpai, it felt strange.  So the girls redressed as if it was nothing strange at all which had happened.

I was going to bring this point up to senpai, but at that moment there was a knock at the door.

Senpai was still lethargic, so I went to answer it instead.

The person who was at the door, was the last one I wanted to see.

It was Nakada-san.

“Kouta!” she yelled as she threw her arms around me, nearly tackling me to the floor.

“I found you!... when you didn’t come home, I was so worried!”

What the fuck?

I push her away, but she’s not letting go.

“Kouta? What’s wrong?”

What’s wrong?  You are joking, right?

“Are you kidding me?  What’s wrong?  You slept with my dad… AGAIN!”

This time I was able to break free of her.

She looked at me and tilted her head.

“No.  I wasn’t able to, because you stopped me.  I couldn’t figure out why you came, though?  Weren’t you supposed to be at home watching like you wanted?”

“What on earth would make you think I wanted to see something like that? Are you crazy?”

…

“But, you asked me to?”

…

What?  When did I ever?

Nakada-san pulls out her phone, and there is a text from me.  

[To Nakada Shi-chan:

I want to finally cross the line with Kana-chan, so I can finally be a lover to all my night blossoms.  I would like us all to be one family, but it will be difficult for me without your help.  It’s hard seeing it’s Kana-chan’s face when it will come time to do it, so will you go to my dad’s place and record yourself with him?  I will imagine Kana-chan is you, I will only be watching you, and pretending it is me with you the whole time while I am with her.  It’s the only way I think I can do it.  Kana-chan’s phone has a larger screen, so please call her.  The mute will be kept on, since we don’t want dad to hear us.  If it becomes impossible for me, I will say stop, okay?

It’s okay to speak your real feelings about it when you get there, you know how I feel about you. Please endure it for me.  

I love you Shi-chan.  I love you and Kana-chan and Ruru.  I’m sorry I’m weak and insecure about it, but I don’t know any other way.]

…

What is this bullshit!?

I pull out my own phone, and sift through over fifty messages, but can’t find the text she’s showing me.

I hand the phone to her.

“Show me where I sent it!” I demand.

She scrolls through the messages, but can’t find it.

“Did you delete it?”

“I never sent it!”

She pulls up the details on her own phone, and the text is clearly having been sent from my phone number.

“I don’t understand…?”

She looks confused.

“I was only doing what you wanted me to!  I’m not a liar!”

…

“Well you are something because I still saw you do it with dad.”

“Then you didn’t watch it, because I couldn’t get him to.”

“I saw it.. I saw you take dad’s thing and put it in your mouth.”

“I was screaming for you to stop!  Why didn’t you listen to me?”

“I never heard you say it!  Me doing that with Ryohei was only for a moment, anyway!  Your dad pushed me away, and called me a psycho.  So I told him you asked me to.  He didn’t believe me!  I had to drag him to the bedroom, and when I undressed he lectured me!  It was only a few minutes later when you came in and said those words… but Kouta… I never heard them from the phone!  I don’t know how or why, but my volume was turned down. I wouldn’t have done that! I wouldn’t have been able to…without knowing you could say it...”  Tears are rolling down her cheeks as she explains… but it just doesn’t seem possible.

“I did it all as you asked me to…”

..

“...are you going to throw me away because of this?”

…

Ruru has appeared, mostly clothed, and joins us.

“Shi-chan…”

“Ruru.. I did everything he wanted… help him understand!” Shi-chan cries at her.

“Kouta.  Let me have a talk with her.”

…

Fine!  Be my guest.

Ruru takes Shi-chan outside and they disappear for a while.

Senpai approaches from behind and lays a hand on my shoulder.  Kimiko and Hiromi also make themselves known.

“Kocchi.  I think you should trust Shi-chan a little.  I’m not saying to forgive her, but she will do anything for you, if she thought for a second it was what you wanted.”

…

“Why wouldn’t she have confirmed it with me?  To believe that I would ask something like that in a text!”

“Like what?”  Kii-chan asks.

“She says she got a text from me, asking me to watch her do it with my dad… so I could do it with Kana-chan while pretending it wasn’t…”

“What’s the big deal with doing it with your cousin?”

Cousin?

“She’s not my cousin.  She’s my Onee-chan.”

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“What?  That Kanae is your sister?  Like… step sister?”

“No.  She’s blood related to me, she’s my actual older sister.”

“Kocchi… what are you up to?”

“Nothing!  Kanae… fell in love with Shi-chan. We all sleep together but I’ve been good about not crossing that line, because I’m not okay with it!  But it seems she wanted to push it.  I just wouldn’t… it’s weird!  I don’t mind Shi-chan and her having a good time.  To be honest, in all the time I’ve known Kanae, I’ve never seen her happier than when she was with Shi-chan… but she’s gotten a bit crazy lately… … ...”

…

Kanae.

“It was Kanae.”

It dawns on me, that Kanae’s behavior as of late has really been off the deep end.  Always saying things like ‘we can’t lose her’ or ‘we can’t let her go’ … To me, it made sense because Shi-chan brought me tons of happiness and excitement.  But what exactly does Shi-chan bring to Kanae?

I think back to that night … when Nakada-san was being intense, and saying all those crazy things…

Was it for Kanae?

Was Shi-chan somehow behaving that way, on that night, for Kanae’s benefit… or her own?  It wasn’t for me… right?

…

I don’t know what to think right now.

I’m just pissed because of her dirtying herself with dad again.

She says there wasn’t anything that actually happened… and I only saw the first tiny bit before I manhandled my way loose from Kanae.

Dad said his conscience was clear.

Am I mistaken?

Was I wrong to assume she actually did it?

…

Ruru comes back, alone.

There is no Nakada-san.

“Kouta-kun. I won’t tell you to let her off easy.  But I think that maybe Shi-chan wasn’t playing with a full deck either.  “

“What are you saying, Ruru?”

“I’m saying, how about you establish boundaries with her?  More than just the ‘stop.’  Something concrete so she knows what is not acceptable, no matter what.  After that… maybe you see her for small amounts of time… discover what you can possibly forgive. I think it is now time to really learn who she is, Kouta-kun.”

What Ruru is saying is what I don’t want to stomach.

“We’ll run away to Hiromi’s place for a few days, until you can deal with things properly, and in their place.  I’ll be there to help.  At school, why not meet for lunch, and just slowly talk, okay?  Shi-chan will stay away for now.  Shi-chan says she has somewhere else to stay.  If you decide to go back, just call her. She’ll rush right over.  I don’t think that’s necessary, but for now it will work.”

…

“You’ll be with me, Kouta.  Everything will be okay!”

…

Ruru gives me a soft hug, and I am left alone with my thoughts on the matter.

Why do I feel an impending sense of doom?

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Ruru, Senpai, Myself, Hiromi, and Kimiko all discussed the matter.  Ruru was able to understand what was going on, since she had more objectivity than I did.

“Kocchi, I think Ruru may be right on this matter.  You should take some time to talk with her slowly.  You are hurt and she is confused.  It’s not like you don’t still love her, right?”

…

My heart hurts.

“I don’t know what to do.  If she’s going to be like that... if it’s so easy for her to… with other people...”

“Kocchi… let’s end it here for today.  I’ll call Shi-chan and have a talk with her.  I don’t know what she’s told you, but I think we need to have that conversation sooner rather than later.  It’s time you learn about her.  All the things you want to know, and all the things you can’t stand knowing.  We’ll go slow.  It’ll be here in safe company, okay?”

So we do.

Ruru and I head out at that time, over to the place Hiromi had mentioned, and that I myself have rented from, Ishida Realty.

Namikaze Hoshino.  

She’s the thirty-something office lady who handled our 2LDK.  Once again she is there, only this time I’m with Ruru instead of Shi-chan and Kanae.

She looks at me for a moment, wanting to say something, but Ruru introduces herself as the person picking up the spare key which was made for us.

“Thank you. While my friend Ninomae-san is away, she wanted me to look after her place.” Ruru says.

“I see.  Well then, your identification matches what she said, so please do take care of her place.”

A key is handed over to Ruru.

We leave, for now, and make way to Hiromi’s place which is close by as well.

Ruru puts the key in the door, and when it opens, it’s just a plain 1LDK.

“Welcome to the Honeymoon Suite!”

No sooner does she say that, then she plops down on the comfy looking couch up against the wall next to the door.

“Kouta, come!”

She has her arms out, and so I dive into her embrace.

“Kouta-kun, can I ask you a strange question?  What if something like what happened to Shi-chan happened to me?  How would you deal with me afterwards?”

“You mean like… if you were abused in that kind of way?”

“Yes.  Maybe it would make me unstable.  Would you still be able to love me like you do now?”

“I don’t know.  If it were to happen, I would try to be there for you.  I know you would be hurting.  If I could protect you, I would. I would definitely want you, and I would try to find a way to accept what happened, but I imagine it would be difficult for both of us.”

“Our relationship is not like the one between Shi-chan and you, you know?  Ours is mostly a pure one.  So you don’t have to really face those things with me.  But you will with her.  So I’m going to help you.  You may not like it, but I want you to trust me. Okay?”

…

“I…”

“Don’t answer.  Just make love to me now.”

And so, until later in the afternoon, we made love in Hiromi’s apartment.

Afterwards, we went on a small date to a nearby manga cafe, and there was a group that drew art by hand or on digital tablet and posted it on Pixi.

It seems Ruru admired people who could draw well, since she couldn’t.  Her talents lay in being a writer, and it just wasn’t in her ability to draw.  Why we were here was to meet someone.  That person was a famous illustrator who she wanted to collaborate with to handle the art for her new book.

When we met the artist in question, I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Oh, it’s Kouta!  What brings you here?  And who is this one?”

It was Kobayashi Natsume.

“This is my lover, Yoragata Ruru.”

(Secret 56:  Kouta likes viewing pixi with Ruru, He prefer to look up images of thicc tan girls, She prefers DFC loli's for obvious reasons.)

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