Chapter 66: -Special: Ryohei’s dilemma.

//Author:  Next up, Kanae's reckoning. I get a new phone stand today to make writing easier at home on my days off!//

-----PoV: Kawamura Ryohei-----

I wonder where I failed as a father…?

I can only think this thought as the JK girlfriend my son finally managed to procure was a young woman I had stepped out on my wife with, after a particularly tumultuous time in my life.

For the last six months, I’ve been putting in way too many hours at my once great job.  The recession was long lasting, and my company turned black, so in order to make sure all the bills were paid, I had to work endless overtime, often missing the last train home.

I got lucky one night, and caught it.  I stopped by the Seven, and bought a pack, but I couldn’t help noticing this very beautiful highschool girl just standing outside.

It reminded me of my own high school days, to a girlfriend I once had before Reiko swept me away in a haze of love and sex.

I love Reiko.  I know she’s got her own set of issues, but I love her, still.  She’s given me two lovely children, Kanae, and Kouta.

So it came as no surprise after I bought a twelve pack of Asahi and two packs of Golden 8’s that I should end up outside, lighting one up, that the girl approaches me and asks for one too.

It really reminded me of that ex girlfriend of mine… Furusaki Shiho.  I wonder what ever became of her…?

“Hey, ossan, can you spare one?”

“Aren’t you a little young?

“I’m a bad girl, is that a problem?”

“Not really.”

So I pass her one, and give her a light.

I see her eyes, and it reminds me of my first time.  Shiho had them too.  While this girl had assets, Shiho was stacked in the muscular way.  Nothing she wore fit anything other than skintight, and she oozed sexual charm.

This girl was a little less than that, but no less attractive.  I mean, I’m fourty two this year, but I still like young girls too.  I’m a man after all, and men like young beautiful creatures.

suuu~~  puha~~~

“Thanks ossan.”

“Aa.”

“So you say you are a bad girl.  How bad?”

“You askin’ cause you are interested?”

“Maybe?” I say, with a degree of caution.  I’m an ossan after all it seems, so I don’t want to come off as too creepy.

“I’m waiting on my special someone that is probably never going to show up. I know if I’ll see him, I’ll know him at first sight, but I’m starting to wonder if he was really real at all, or just a hallucination of mine.”

“Sounds complicated.”

“It is.  I’ve been looking everywhere for him for years, but with no luck.  Actually, if you were about twenty years younger, you might be a close match to him.”

“He must be a lucky guy then to have such a beautiful girl waiting, and also an idiot for making her wait.  I’m not much in the way of looks, after all.”

“It’s not his looks I care about.  It’s how he can accept me as a person.  I said it before, but I’m a bad girl.  Even so, he said it’s fine.  Can you believe it?”

“I can.  I’ve loved bad girls before.  Even though it’s troublesome, there’s no end to the interesting experiences to be had, even if it can be heartbreaking.  I wouldn’t change any of those experiences even if I could go back.”

“Sounds like you understand.”

“A little.”

“I see a ring, married ossan?”

“About twenty two? twenty three years now I think?  I missed my anniversary because my wife works overseas for half a year at a time.”

“She’s away now?”

“Yeah.”

“Want some company then?  I’m a little lonely myself.”

…

Company?  

“How old are you?”

“18.  Just turned back in june.”

…

“Alright then.  I live close by.”

“Good, we can talk about a lot, you’ll spot me a few beers too, right?”

“Well, I’m already in trouble for the cigarette, so sure, why not.”

 “Nihehe~ Isn’t it good to be bad sometimes?”

So I bring this little blonde bombshell into the home of my wife and kids.

Kanae, my daughter comes and goes, so I’m not too worried about her, but Kouta is upstairs.  Thankfully he works a lot during the day and has a good sleep schedule, so he should be fast asleep.

I really would rather he not see his father making moves on a girl his own age.  It’s a bit shameful for this old man to have to explain it.  In all this time, I’ve only brought one other woman into the house.  Kanae caught us, afterwards, but said she didn’t care.  

Kanae has a set of issues with Reiko I don’t even know where to begin with.  I can’t say it’s her fault.  Reiko isn’t the best mother.  She’s tried a few times, but she’s a free spirit, and likes having nice things. Even wanting our kids to have the best things as well.  Sometimes I think I may have made the wrong choice, but it’s too late for regrets now.

So, this JK, who is a bit of the sporty type, I believe they still call them Gyarus, though she’s a lot less tanned than the ones from my day.  Is currently drinking my Asahi like it’s water, and we’re just commiserating about being alone together.

“So, what’ll you do when you find this special someone?”

“I’ll grab onto him and never let him go.”

“What if he’s changed?”

“Then I’ll change to suit his tastes.”

“What if that’s impossible?”

“Then I’ll give him the impossible, ossan.  I don’t know how, but I’ll do it.”

“Young love is so nice and uncomplicated.”

“What about you?  You okay with cheating on your wife?”

“Not really.  Also, why do you think that I’m cheating on her?”

“Ossan.  You brought an eighteen year old highschool beauty into your house, who also happens to be lonely, and a very bad girl.”

“...”

“Look, I don’t wanna know your name or nothin’.  I just want you to make love to me so I can pretend it’s my hearts’ love that I’m starting to believe will never come.  What do you say? “

“...”

This girl moves over to me and sits on my lap, then gives me a deep kiss.  Not the soft plastic shit, but the kind that pulls out a filling in your teeth.

Before I know it, I’m in the bedroom with her.

“Ah shit… I can’t do this.  I don’t have protection.”

She reaches into her skirt and pulls out her phone. The back of the case opens, and a condom comes out.

“That’s no good.  I won’t do it without protection.  Even if you are filling in, only he can mark me.”

“That’s fine with me.  I’d rather not accidentally get you pregnant anyway.”

“I’d appreciate it.  If you want to come outside, it’s fine.  Just please respect that my womb belongs only to him.”

“Sure.”

No sooner than I said that, then she had put it in her mouth, and rolled it down with her lips over my boy.  

Holy shit.  Reiko’s never done anything like that, but I can imagine Shiho doing it.  Those two girls were like night and day. And right now, I felt eighteen myself again.

Why did I ever break up with Shiho?

It seems a lifetime ago, because it was.

I wasn’t able to recollect much.  This girl wasn’t inexperienced at all.  I felt my balls start to drain with how good it was.

She feels my son tense up in her mouth, and she pulls off of it, clamping down with her hand at my base.

“Ossan, I’ve only got the one condom.  So can you calm it down for a bit, so we can do the main course at least?”

“A..a  sorry.”

“It’s fine, that just means he’ll really enjoy it when it’s finally his turn.  I’d feel bad if he has to accept a no good girl like me, and I couldn’t even make him happy he did.”

She must really love this person, although I couldn’t say that sleeping around is the best way of showing that love.  Still love comes in many varieties, so who am I to say anything?

My boy calms down, and she gets on all fours, sticking it out for me.

“Can you start slow?  I need to use my imagination a bit.”

“Okay.”

So I start slow with her.  I use all the techniques I learned from my countless years with Reiko, and while I’m not getting any of the reactions I expected, she is a talkative one at least.  It makes it difficult for me, and I had to slow down two or three times to even last a decent amount of time.

“You really are something.  This guy of yours, there’s no way he will be able to escape you if you are like this.”

“Nihehe~ I’m gonna capture him, marry him, and have his children. I’ll even let him have a mistress too, if it’ll keep him.  I don’t care.  It’s not like I can offer him much else.  He’ll take care of me, accept me for who I am… what I am… and I’ll make sure he’s the happiest in the whole world.”

That’s the last of the conversation during sex.  The last round does me in, and as my mind goes white, I enjoy the permission she gave me.  I pull out and take it off, showering her privates with all of me.

It felt amazing.

Then she turns around and cleans me off entirely with her mouth.  I have to say I didn’t expect it at all.  But afterwards she used the master bedroom bath, and cleaned herself off.

“Thanks ossan.  I don’t think we’ll meet again, but I hope you enjoyed it.  You were pretty good, but I hope he is better. No offense.”

“None taken.”

“Mind if I steal another smoke?”

I toss her the open pack, and a lighter.

“Keep it.”

“Appreciate it ossan.  I’m not going to trouble you, I have a friend that lives close by, so I’m going to spend the night there.”

“That’s just as well.  I’d invite you to stay, but if my son wakes up and finds you here, there will be hell to pay.”

“Take care then, thanks for everything.  I was itching real bad, but this should do the trick for a long while.”

“You.. do you do this often?”

“I try not to.  But sometimes it gets bad.  I had a bad experience, and something got into me.  I can control it most of the times, but the bad girl always comes out in the end.  That’s why I hope I can find him.  Maybe he can fix this part of me.  I have to believe he can.”

I give the young JK a hug.

It was a moment of clarity afterwards.

“If I wasn’t married, I would have liked a cute wife like you.”

“Ossan, if you ever get divorced, I can introduce you to my mama.  She’s had it bad for a while, and could use a good guy.  I mean, there’s no doubt what we did here was bad, but if you had her, she’d be the type to never give you a reason to stray, if you know what I mean.”

“Aa.. would she even date a man who slept with her daughter?”

“Who knows?”

It was all she said before she got dressed, lit a cigarette and fished out a beer on her way out of the house.

I saw a cup in the sink that was definitely empty before, and wondered if Kouta had come down and heard anything.  That boy has a bad habit of peeping on things he doesn’t need to see.

--

It was a bit later I had received some premium sushi as a gift and I invited Kouta down to have some, and to give him some advice.  I figured the most important thing I could tell him was to always wrap it up.  I had Kanae way too young with Reiko, and I know because of that, Kouta and Kanae suffered.  I did what I could, but I don’t think it was nearly enough.

Kouta turned out alright, but Kanae...

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I couldn’t believe it at first!

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Her name was Nakada Shi-chan.

How did I learn this?

Because Kouta had her and I sitting across from each other at the dining room table, and we were both nervous, not wanting to reveal to him that we had met before.

I took out a cigarette for myself, then had given one to the girl as well.  Good thing we did, because what Kouta dropped on us was what I had feared that night.

He had seen us.

But worse than that, he introduced her as his girlfriend.

Kid, was this the special one you were after, or did you give up?

It didn’t matter.  Even though Kouta saw us, he also forgave us... he forgave her… he even forgave me.  What he seemed concerned about was how to proceed.

I know what his thoughts were, and I wasn’t going to intrude on their relationship.  My time with her was just because I was a weak man without Reiko being here for so long.  

Even Kanae who came and went like the wind showed up at that inopportune moment, and even kissed this girl in front of all of us!  She called her the family wife.

How cruel!

I felt like crawling into a pit and burying my head.  But what was done was done.  I wouldn’t involve myself further.  I even did a dogeza to my son in apology, hoping that maybe somehow, there could be a degree of normalcy in the future.

What Kouta and Kanae had planned though, was to move out.  Get a place, so she could chaperone them and Kouta could feel assured I wasn’t going to do anything else towards the girl.

I wasn’t going to anyway.

I had called Reiko and let her know.  I didn’t want to, but somehow I felt I owed it to her.

Her reaction wasn’t bad.  Rather, it was indifferent.  It led me to believe perhaps it wasn’t forgiveness, but allowance.  

Had she done it as well to me, without my knowing?

What I don’t know, can’t hurt me, but I was prepared.

Instead, she said she would be home as soon as she could, possibly by Kouta’s birthday.  But things were going on, and there was always a possibility she might need another month.

So, within just a few short days, my house was empty, and I was alone.

One day, Nakada-san shows up and invited me to go to a housewarming party.

I wanted to stay away.  I was absolutely a gentleman when she showed up.  So I took the invitation, and stopped by later.  Who should I run into there but Shiho.

Not Furusaki Shiho, but Nakada Shiho!

The girl… that JK that my son got involved with… her mother was my ex-lover!

I couldn’t die quick enough when I saw her again.  She was just older, but if anything she was one hundred times sexier.

Even I would have difficulty turning down an invitation from her.  I have Reiko, but the past is a vicious foe.

After a very awkward intro, we got to speaking outside on the porch with a degree of privacy.

She wasn’t too thrilled that her daughter was seeing my son.  I kept my own involvement to a minimum, but I assured her Kouta wasn’t likely to do her wrong.

The topic of the past and Reiko came up, and we talked of what was, and what could have been.

My heart stirred, but only for a moment.

We left amicably, with a promise to keep in contact so as to guide our children properly, especially in the events we couldn’t overcome in our own past.

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On Kouta’s birthday, it was an absolute clusterfuck.

I learned that Kouta was seeing another girl in tandem with the Nakada daughter, Ruru-chan, I believe her name was.

Anyway the conversation gets to Nakada-san telling me she’ll try and set me up with her mother, though I let her think what she will.  I’ve been talking to Shiho, and that’s probably not in the cards for us.

I did pass along the message Reiko had let me know, that she was stuck overseas for another month.   Both Kouta and Kanae didn’t seem to mind.

Somehow or another, I recount how much Shi-chan looks like Shiho, and even ended up saying something unnecessary about how good she happened to be.

I know, I’m scum.  I know.  I leave feeling like shit.

Anyway I leave with the knowledge that Kouta will become a man tonight.

Good luck kid, and don’t forget to wrap it up.

--

I get a call from Shiho later that night.

My son did a detestable thing, and her daughter was lying broken in her room, being consoled. 

Shiho asked for permission to hit him once.

I gave her it.

What did you do, you dumbass son of mine?

--

I get a message from Kanae to be home today.  Nakada-san wanted to drop by.

I thought it strange that Shiho didn’t call me, but I figure she was going to tell me off for what Kouta did in person.  I’m exhausted, but I’ll deal with it.

When I get the knock at the door and I open it up.

It’s Nakada-san alright.  But not Shiho.

What business does this girl have with me today?

No sooner than she enters, phone in hand, then I close the door and turn around.

She’s gone for my zipper on my pants and pulls it out.

She begins to use her mouth, but after a few seconds, it actually dawns on me what is going on.  I put my hands on her shoulders and throw her off of me onto the ground.

“What are you doing!?” I yell at her. “If you are dating my son, don’t do this kind of shit!”

I’m angry.

“Ryohei!  You don’t understand, Kouta asked me to come over and do this.  He needed me to, so he could take care of something important!”

“There’s no way that’s possible, because Kouta wouldn’t want you to do something like that, ever!  I know my son well enough to know that much!”  I scream at her furiously on Kouta’s behalf.

“Look, he’s waiting.  I’ll be in the bedroom.  Hurry, we mustn’t keep him waiting.”

Is she insane? I’m not going to have anything to do with this shit!  Even if!  Even if Kouta did want this to happen, I still wouldn’t.  What happened once was just that.  A one time thing.  I won’t ever do it again, and especially not with her since I discovered she was Shiho’s daughter.

It was only a few minutes that had passed, and I’m trying to figure out how to get her out of the house when the door is being banged upon.

It’s probably Kouta.

Time to face the music.  When he calms down, I’ll try and explain to him.  

I open the door.

“WHERE IS SHE!?” he demands to know.

I stare at him with pity. 

He pushes past me, saying “Fuck you forever, you shitty old man.” and heads directly for my bedroom.  

He says something to her, and then walks out.

He looks at me coldly, like a bug he wants to step on.

“Enjoy yours and Kanae’s wife. I’m not family anymore.”

I won’t blame you.  Go ahead, you have a right to see this situation from your perspective.  I’ll talk with you later when you are calm.  Be angry.  Let it out.

However, he leaves without the girl.

That’s a very bad sign.

I go to the room, since there is nothing else to do.

She’s naked on the bed, but she’s curled up in a ball.

“Why? Why? Why?  I did what you wanted, Kouta…”

…

“You said stop now, so I’ve stopped.  I’m doing what you want… why did you walk away?”

…

She’s just mumbling and gibbering.  She’s a mess of tears and snot.  What was a sexy creature was reduced to a sobbing wreck.

Kouta? If you were mad, that’s fine. But you should have taken her with you and yelled at her properly!

Didn’t I teach you better?

…

I guess I didn’t, if you let it get like this.

She hands me her phone which was recording everything.

She presses a button and suddenly jumps.

“NO WAY!!”

It seems she’s discovered her volume was set to the lowest possible setting without being on mute.

“Did he say stop?  Ryo…?”

She hands me the phone, but I don’t know what to do with it.

Smartphones weren’t a thing in my day, so I don’t know how to help her in this situation.

“Look.  Give him some time to calm down.  Whatever happened, there is little chance Kouta was involved.  He wouldn’t want you to have done this.  Trust me.”

“But… he told me to...”

She shows me a message from the phone that is entirely disturbing.

Especially the part about Kanae.

“What’s this about Kanae and Kouta?” I ask.

“Kouta’s a good boy.  We all sleep together at night.  But he won’t do it with Kanae, because he loves her as an Onee-chan.  I think it might be my fault, because I said we should all be together.  Kanae is wild like me, Ryohei.  I don’t know why, but she is.  Kouta cares for her as best he can, and they take care of each other.  So I became her lover too.  But… I figured Kouta was willing to do that for her.  She knows I love only Kouta.  That I would do anything for him.. ANYTHING!”

…

“Kanae though…?”

I decide to keep that bit of information to myself.  Kouta wouldn’t cross that line.  Because I did teach him that.

I had to.

Because of that day Kouta complained about her kissing this girl he invited over.

Is Kanae perhaps a lesbian?

I will have to have a talk with her as well.  I’ve really failed in my job as a father.

I tell her to get dressed and go sleep in Kouta’s or Kanae’s room if she has nowhere to go back to.

She decided she has to go back home.

“I have to be in his bed at the end of his night… I promised him I always would be.”

So she leaves, crying and shaking, and I am left wondering what the hell is up with my children, and how do I help the situation, if I even can.

It was a long night.  The only benefit was that I was off tomorrow.

I light up a cigarette and start thinking about what to say to those two.

(Special Secret:  Ryohei consulted with Shiho on what to do, omitting what he could, in the hopes that she would know the best way to deal with Shi-chan.  Shiho was very upset, but kept communication open.  They agreed to sit down and talk as soon as possible.)

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