Chapter 76: -12- Hiding out at Kurone’s

~~** Watanabe Chigusa’s Point of View **~~

 

I’m completely out of my mind.

I know this, yet I couldn’t stop what I did.

I just know I can’t be the other woman in our relationship. The only way to be in an equal position with my mother in his heart was to push for a proper threesome. It didn’t have to be all out, but there had to be enough activity between my mother and I while we were with Shota that made it so there was no divide.

Shota had been pushed into our relationship too early for me to feel secure that his love for me was truly what it should have been. I don’t think this was something my mother planned as a way to divide his love for us, but that’s what had been happening, and I had been too caught up in a haze of lovemaking with him to realize it at first.

It took Kurone to make me understand that.

Kurone, and a whole shit-ton of guilt for doing what I did with her.

By tying our loves together, so there is no separation of his love for my mother and his love for me in his heart… that’s when I can relax. There’s no jealousy on my part that he’s married to and having sex with my mother. It’s that his heart is obligated to end with latching on to her at the end.

He had said it before, after making love to me, it’s her arms he wishes to end up in, seeking apology and forgiveness. I need to be one with my mother, so that he can no longer do that. So that once he understands there’s nothing that is taboo anymore and nothing to be forgiven, then it will be my chest he willingly chooses to rest in.

Only at that point, I can say Shota is mine again.

What’s necessary now is absence. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder. But the absence isn’t for Shota, it’s for mom. Everything she did to corrupt her marriage for my sake, I just walked out on like an ingrate. But most importantly, I left a void behind. I removed myself and what she wanted the most from me. The grandchild from her own child and her husband. The obedient daughter I had genuinely tried to be again.

I know this makes me out to be a disgusting bitch. But it’s my last move… I sacrificed my purity for this. I am no longer a woman who knows only Shota’s touch, though he still remains the only man’s touch I’ve ever known.

There was nowhere else for me to go than over to Kurocchin’s house. So that’s exactly where I went. I knocked on her door and she quickly invited me in.

“Chi-chan, what brings you over this late? …your face! What happened?”

“I caused some problems at home, like I told you I would.”

“She shot you down?”

“Spectacularly, right in front of Shota, too.”

“So you need a place to crash?”

“If you don’t mind?”

“Have I ever turned you down before?”

“Of course not.”

We went to her room where I immediately occupied her bed and laid down. She sat down at the table in her room in front of her laptop but kept an eye on me the entire time I sulked. I would have done this during sex, but honestly when he gets going, it’s hard to stay focused. I don’t know why, but it’s… so good with him my mind goes blank sometimes.

Kurocchin, even though the night we shared was interesting, couldn’t come close to what I felt when Shota really got going. So really, asking my mom to do any of that is sort of pointless when I get to that point, but it needs to be done in a way he can see, so he overlaps us in his heart.

That’s all it was about.

But, being in the room of my kouhai who has also shown me what that kind of intimacy between women can be like. It’s enjoyable, and I have no doubt that she must be thinking about that while she watches me.

“I don’t hear any clicking on that keyboard over there. You masturbating to me?”

“Maybe?”

“Really?”

“No.”

“Just thought I’d ask.”

“It’s not like I wouldn’t if you want me to, I’m just planning out another story and it’s not going anywhere right now.”

“Say, you know the story Shota writes, don’t you?”

“Un. I subscribe to it.”

“What’s it about?”

“It’s a crafting isekai. It’s good, it added a proper romance element to it, and looks like it might have another heroine soon, though I hope it doesn’t go the harem route.”

“I think I understood thirty percent of what you said.”

“Just think of it like a role-playing game but with words and stuff.”

“So like drake quest, or ending delusion?”

“Pretty much. It’s popular with the otaku crowd, since he did a ton of research and was careful with his plot and pacing, choosing to adjust certain popular arcs from other stories, at least at first. After chapter four-hundred it sort of gets original.”

“What happened at chapter four-hundred?”

“That was shortly after you dumped him. His story took a dark turn for a little while, then righted itself about a month later.”

“…so when he met my mom?”

“That… could be related to the introduction of the romantic interest.”

“So, there was no romance until then?”

“Not a drop. But his romantic interest…” she sighed “…she’s got quite the approval from his fanbase, even though she’s used goods.”

“Care to explain?”

“Umm… basically she’s an escaped slave, and his main character lives in like a shithole smithy earning money the hard way while grinding his skills. He takes her in and she’s like totally ready to offer him her body, but he just wants someone to keep him company and help him out. She misinterprets the company part, thinking he wants her body, but he never makes a move. Instead she does housework, because she’s good at it, and wins his heart through her cooking and caring for him. Eventually, she pins the male lead down and takes his cherry, but by that time he knows he can’t go back to living life without her. So he does everything he can to free her from being a slave, and even marries her.”

“…any second love interest?”

“That’s…”

“What?”

“There is… but…”

“But what?”

“…The slave had a daughter from before she met the male lead, and quite by accident they cross paths…”

“So, it’s us?”

Kurone sighed.

“Who won?”

“…neither.”

“Huh?”

“…or both.”

“Eh? Make sense, Kurocchin! Which is it?”

“He’s… doing both of them.”

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“Right.”

“Except… he’s gotten the mother slave pregnant already, and is now working on the daughter, too. They also all fuck each other. No question about the incest there.”

“This motherfucker!”

“Maybe he’s writing it because he knows it’s only a dream in the real world?”

“So neither you or your mom read it?”

“Nope. At least, I don’t think so…?”

“Come here for a minute.”

I got up and moved over to where Kurone was and she showed me something. It was how many subscribers he had, and how much his monthly earnings were.

“It fluctuates a bit, and has been a little lower than before he got married to your mother, but it’s still a large amount.”

I was seeing upwards of 430,000 yen as his current monthly earnings. He… really made that much? That amount is no joke!

“When did it get to be that high?”

“For a little over a year now.”

“So he’s earned like…” I did some calculating on my fingers, lowballing the number. “about 4,000,000 yen in the last year?”

“A safe number, maybe a tiny bit lower.”

“No wonder he can say shit like ‘spare no expense’ to mom!”

“I can guarantee you no one in our school makes that kind of money.”

“He must have really hated me when we dated the first time… he never said a word about it.”

“Ah, that’s…”

“What?”

“He never had a problem with spending any of it on you. He just didn’t want you to see him as an ATM, so he never told you… or anyone else for that matter. I only happened to find out since I’ve been a follower of it for a while and already knew. I’m his club kouhai, so when I learned what his story was called…”

“You had access to this information.”

“Exactly. But that’s not why I was interested in him. I just like his stories. I was a fan of the one he submitted for a contest a while ago, which led me to this one.”

“What was his previous one about?”

“Well… you.”

“Me?”

“It was about a lonely guy who gets forced into a relationship by a bossy gyaru.”

“Really?”

“That’s… actually why I followed senpai in the first place. I was hoping he’d write another story like that eventually.”

“Was it good?”

“That’s debatable. The people who loved it, loved it. A few other people thought it was a bit depressing… but it was genuine. That was what really gathered him some fans.”

“So if it was about me… was I a bitch?”

“A slut with a heart of gold.”

“…can you send me a link? I think I’ll subscribe and read it when I have time.”

“Sure.”

Kurocchin sent me a link from her phone to mine, and I bookmarked the page for later. It left me with some things to think about, namely if Shota thought I was after him for his money, especially when it came to our daughter.

It’s not like I was a gold digger. I mean, yeah, I’d like to order in for pizzas twice a week, I’ll admit that… but I do like him… I’ve always liked him! I just… didn’t understand.

And I didn’t.

I didn’t understand him back then, because he was writing all the time. It was so hard to interrupt him, but I also didn’t know he was really making enough to support himself honestly. I knew he had some insurance money, I just thought it must have been more than he let on, which, again, I wasn’t really a gold digger about.

I’m just a gyaru with an appetite for a meaty pizza!

I totally hung out with him all the time, and wanted him to push me down and stuff… he was just dense or didn’t have the courage, I guess. Then with the whole incident the first time…

Ugh. Why is this so complicated?

Feeling a bit stressed out with my thoughts, I felt our daughter moving around a little bit and called Kurocchin over to feel her, since I knew she was interested in all things, ecchi, pregnancy included. Her soft and warm hand gently rested where I put it, and a little bump was quickly delivered in response.

Kurone began to talk cheerfully to it, introducing herself as my daughter’s onee-chan. Well, she might still be onee-chan-like by the time this little one is born and has any idea who she is. Provided my mother can come around to what I want, I began to wonder exactly who would be in this little one’s life...

Shota, for sure, I want in her life. For Kurone, I think a baby would be a good deterrent from doing anything a bit too reckless when she finally finds a partner to be with. Izumi at least would be good to me and her, not avoiding me for being a teen mother, and being able to be an incidental auntie or godmother, depending on what she wants to do. The only thing Izumi wants any long-term responsibility for is herself.

Mom, obviously, but…

No. I’d rather not think about what comes after that ‘but.’

“Chi-chan… if things don’t go well and something happens… you’ll stay with us, right?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean… with Shota and your mom.”

“How can I impose on Yukimi?”

“I’m serious!”

“Knowing Shota, he’d at least rent me an apartment or something.”

“You don’t think he’d try and take the baby and raise it with your mother, do you?”

“No. At most he’d ask for something like an occasional visit in exchange for paying for whatever he can. Kurone, I’m not trying to think about what happens if I can’t convince my mom.”

“Ah, I’m sorry…”

“It’s alright.”

Kurone got quiet for a little while, there were a few more bumps, then the baby calmed down. At that point she still had her hand on my belly, and was looking at me with twinkling eyes.

“Chigusa… wanna do it again?”

Kurone slowly began to kiss my stomach and worked her way up to me while her hand worked itself in between my legs. It was less of a question, or a suggestion. As her touching led to kissing and kissing led to our clothes coming off, again I let myself be taken by my cute little kouhai.

One thing Kurone happened to have fun with was enjoying my newly developing breast milk. This wasn’t a bad thing, it was kind of funny watching her get into it. I thought about teasing her about being a baby, so when I did, just for shits and giggles…. That was the moment her mother walked into the room.

The conversation which came later came with plenty of alcohol for Yukimi.

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