JACK'S POV
my name is Jack and i consider myself to be very popular and handsome young man. in fact kids my age are oblige to be my friends and WILL do whatever i tell them of. its been like that ever since i started listening to the voice inside my head. the voice would always say everyday without exception that i am better, smarter and more good-looking then anyone else. i would pay more attention to what the voice had to say then my very own parents. my parents tell me what to do and they even try to "correct" my behavior.
the voice inside my head does non of that, it let's me do whatever i want. as a matter of fact it even helps me sometimes by giving me additional strength and knowledge then the other kids. i was at the top of everything and no one was changing that. well that's what i thought when Sack came and ruined everything. not only is he as fast as me, even when im receiving help from the voice, but he's also way more popular than me to the point that the others would forget about me sometimes.
at that time we (the voice) were not going to stand for it. will make sure we are at the top again and Sack at the bottom. and like that days went by with us executing everything in our power to lower down Sack popularity with the others. until another problem arose known as Ashborn. when i thought i was getting closer to being at the top once again their happened to be a person even higher than Sack. it was to the point that we felt it was impossible to reach much less surpass. it filled us with uncontrollable rage, we knew we had to do something about it.
every time we found an excuse to torment him, we would carry out, but unlike Sack, Ash was much smarter. he would either ignore me or speak back to me in a way that made it so he was always right all along. that infuriated us even more, talking down to us like we are nothing more than children in his eye's. it came to the point that we ignored our lowering fame and glory just to get in a fight with him. in the end he would either ignore it as well or Sack would come and stop it from happening. until the day came when Ash left from my blabber. seeing him leave filled us with so much joy and excitement that we had to continue insulting him or we won't feel happy later on.
we mucked him and his family, but thats when it happened. what we felt at that time was an uncontrollable amount of fear, but what we felt the most was inferiority. like the gap we tried to cross kept getting bigger and bigger until we couldn't even see it. the voice inside my head got quite at that time. it wouldn't tell me what to do in this situation and even the strength it gave me was going against me since it wouldn't let me go unconscious like the others. i had to bear and wait for his judgment to come.
he walked slowly towards me, but every step he took kept pulling me towards a new level of fear. he was like a natrual disaster itself, with every step he took the earth would shake, the mana around the environment protected him like he was their master and they were his slave. "i can tolerate you speaking to me on such a manner, but if anyone i mean anyone! dares to speak ill will of my parents" after he said those words my body couldn't take it anymore and i ended up falling on my a**. the fear i was feeling at that time went up another level. it was to the point that i would fall unconscious at any moment.
"i simply wont tolerate it" the monster known as Ashborn said once again while looking at me as tho i was a simple fly that he could slap away at any moment. water started to pour out from my lower reagen staining the earth beneath me, but then he turns around filling my body with relief. the small scope of joy i felt at the time was for not because he than turns his head toward my direction while saying "KNOW." shortly after that word i fell unconscious, falling facedown on the muddy ground.
JACK'S MINDSACAPE
where am i? i thought, but then all the memories of that tragic event went flooding back to me sending me in an uncontrollable turmoil. what is he? he can't be human. thats just impossible. "THAT IS BECAUSE HE'S NOT HUMAN" was said by the so familiar voice. the same voice I've been hearing all my life. 'what do you mean by he's not human?' i tell him in my thoughts. "THE MIND IS, BUT THE BODY IS NOT. YOU COULD SAY HE'S THE SAME AS YOU AND THAT OTHER BOY NAMED SACK" he tells me sending me in state of shock.
'what!? why did you not tell me earlier!?' i scream in my mind to the voice. "IT WOULDN'T HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE EVEN IF YOU HAD KNOWN AND DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?" he tells me while giving me a question. 'why then!?' i say in my head. "WELL BECAUSE YOUR WEAK" he says. it can't be, i have always been much more stronger then anyone else. "IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE THAT THEN WAKE UP AND TELL THOSE KNIGHT'S THE TRUTH" after saying those words i wake up on the same place i do everyday.
my supposed mother sees me open my eyes than runs up to me in what i presume would be an attempt at hugging me. i block her attempt at hugging me than stand up while saying "it was him! Ashborn did it!" my mother looks down at me in confusion. "what are you talking about Jack?" she tells me with a questionable tone. "he was the one that put me in that state!" i tell her hoping she would believe me, but i know she wouldn't, just like that other person known as my "father". speaking of father, he comes into the same room that my "mother" and i are currently in.
"i'm glad you have finally awaken, you have been unconscious for three days" that father of mine tells me with a relived look. why are they looking at me as tho they care about me. all my life they have tried to make me into something i am not, not letting me do whatever I wanted. whatever i first need to tell the truth of what happened to those knights. "move!! they need to know the truth!" i say while moving my father out of the way then running with all my might towards the three knights near the playing area.
my father and mother follow me from behind while screaming at me to stop. i simply ignore them and keep running, after all i much more faster then those two. after running for about five minutes i was able to see the three knights in the center of all the destruction. stopping not to far, but not to close either i screm "Don't listen to them!! they are lying to you!."
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